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@Zeroguy Jesus shagged your mum.

@happyhappy Brrrooo where did you get the Poophead from?xDDDDDDDD Jokes aside; Jesus was a POOPEATER. Let's wait for the stage blue poopbags for showing up and critizising me for my devilish language.

More like green^^ bits of Yellow/Turks and blue as well.

I hope this is supposed to be a joke..

I'll be your teacher man. Let me guide you.

This makes perfect sense, doesn't it? Higher ratio of men means higher ratio of masculine way of talking / thinking about things. Also realize this: Leos teachings are taylored to men, not to women. There are exceptional women in that way but Leos niche is teaching spirituality to males, not to females. Oh yes and not forget to add the following. This forum is NOT stage orange. Especially the meditation section. It is mostly green bit of yellow, a bit of blue, almost no orange.

Hey man, that title kind of rings a bell for mexD. Next time tagg me please, for Gods sake - you know?

Yes, if most women are that way that is how most women are genetically wired.

Encounter with Negative ETs / Dark Beings https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76140-encounter-with-negative-ets-dark-beings/

@Leo Gura Thank you so much for the correction. This is a rather important point that I should've been aware of. Fighting the aliens already serves their agenda. The ultimate way of fighting them would be to simply love them.

Yes, thank you for reminding me. Before I share my experience I would like to add that there is a higher reality that encompasses everything that could ever exist. I am God and as God I have created everything, including all aliens that could ever influence me. Someone who wants to live in truth must understand the following: As God you have responsibility for all experiences, including painful and traumatizing ones. You have to take full ownership of all of them. Now to my experience: Before I explain what happened to me, let me say the following: The experience I had, seemed to be as real, if not realer than ordinary physical reality. Therefore my conclusion is that this "psychic attack" I experienced could be shared by other humans and might be as real as what we refer to as "physical reality" I had my 11th LSD-experience. Usually LSD-experiences for me came with great clarity. If the dose would be high enough I would always realize my oneness with everything, realize that I am God and that God is Love. I would in great clarity understand the purpose of existence and of life. I never had any visual hallucinations, I never had any disturbences, I never had physical uncomforts or pain. This time everything was different. I was on the edge, 1 second away from god-realization, when I experienced strange words moving through my conciousness. I heard words that I did not know existed, that I have never heard. It felt like foreign voices where in my head, distracting me from realizing that I was God. It felt like somebody / some entity was trying to manipulate my state of conciousness. It seemed to me, that God realization corresponds to a certain "frequency" of conciousness. Another frequency was interferring with my "usual frequency" which was keeping me away from coming to God frequency. I was in a state of utter confusion because my conciousness was being manipulated. It felt like I was physically being attacked, but on a conciousness-level. I fought it and realized that if I use my willpower I can still realize God. I tried to use my will but something really frightening happened. The dark entities that tried to manipulate my conciousness where creating pain. Intense pain. Physical pain. The more truthful I became, the more transparent to God, the closer I came to seeing the truth, the more pain they woud induce into my body. At a sudden point the pain got so strong that I felt like I couldn't take it anymore. It felt like if I wouldn't stop it now, I would literally physically die. The dark beings had shared a message with me. It was clear. They said: "Live your life as a human being and stop looking for truth or for god and you won't get in trouble. If you continue searching for God, life will get really really difficult for you, we will manipulate everything in order to torture you and make you feel pain. On the other hand, if you give up we will help you to live your ordinary life, manipulate some humans in order for you to have it easy and you will be able to live a comfortable life, have a nice woman and a nice family, no need to worry about money/etc." I wanted God. I wanted truth. I was strong. I said no to them. I fought. The pain got unbearable. They took control over my body and my body fell to the ground and twisted and curled up in pain. I gave up. I stopped looking for God and started trying to distract myself. Immediately the pain stopped. I said to the aliens: "I give up. I'll never do psychedelics again. I'll live my human life and stop asking questions. But one thing I will remember. I'll remember how weak I was. I will remember that I was weak, that I gave up, that I wasn't willing to die and to suffer for truth. I will never be arrogant again and always try to see God in the faces of all other people in my life. Always try to see the best in them." After the trip I realized that I made a mistake. These Aliens / negative entities can only present you with illusions. The illusion they presented me with, was that I could physically die. They did so by causing my body pain. However, death is impossible since I am God. The aliens manipulated me with illusions and I BELIEVED THEIR ILLUSIONS. Therefore, I USED MY OWN FREE WILL TO SERVE EVIL, which I shouldn't have done. I should've surrendered to the pain and died and in dying I would've realized that death is impossible and that I am God creating myself including the aliens. However, I gave up and therefore didn't fully utilize the trip. What I know now is, that there are negative beings / dark entities, that only care for power / controlling other beings. They do so because they are detached from Love and from God and therefore their greatest fear is, that other beings could realize Love, could realize the holy truth of all of existence, namely the sentence: I AM GOD. These beings would do all in their power to stop people from realizing that "I AM GOD", because once you realize that, you become all powerful and these beings will lose all their power. I am sure that these negative ETs where indeed aliens, I did not see them in form of physical bodies but I felt their power and their manipulation of my conciousness. They do exist in the same way that the walls of my house exist: As part of God, as part of "physical reality", as part of Conciousness. However, nothing in this existence including conciousness-manipulating aliens can have powers over you, since you are God - the creator of even the conciousness-manipulating aliens. To truly understand what it means to be God, God has to forget that he is God, has to believe that death is a "real thing" and then be willing to physically die for his highest truth. This is the reason why God even creates such awful and evil creatures. They give him the opportunity to experiencially understand, what it truly means to be God. Next time I encounter aliens, I hope I will be strong enough to keep saying "fuck you" to them. If I say it long enough until I physically die, the aliens will cease to exist and all that remains will be God/Infinite Love.

STOP LYING. THAT WAS A UFO FOR SURE.

@Zeroguy Fuck you (for the admins: just joking)

God is Love.

Try some Mushrooms.

What is your motivation for personal development? Like what is your WHY? You should only do the things that you WANT to do. You need a reason. Stop forcing yourself to do personal development. Do what you love. Doing what you love is easy. Doing what you love is natural.

@Bioclassifiers I'll elaborate tomorrow. Have to go to bed now. Good night everyone, I love you all.

@Leo Gura You are blind. Look at the bright spot that appears in the sky around 0:40 and moves around like crazy.

Could be a tic-tac UFO. Movement fits. I actually had contact with aliens on my last psychedelic trip... They psychicly attacked me...

Thank you brother, this was amazing!

BroooXDDD

Let the teacher be your higher Self. God is the teacher. God is within you.

Hey guys, some time ago I saw a link of a very interesting youtube video here on the forum. It was about a substance that blocks your dopamine receptors 1h after you take it. It could be used to cure addictions for smoking or alcohol. Addicts would take the anti-dopamiine substance one hour before drinking / smoking and then would drink / smoke. They would not get pleasure from smoking / drinking anymore so if they went through this procedure often enough they would not be interested in smoking / drinking anymore. Do you know the video / substance I am talking about? I have forgotten the name of it:( I‘d be very happy if you could share it with me, in case you still remember name of the substance or of the video. Thanks and have a nice day everyone!

@somegirl You deserve it!<3. Ever told your friend that you feel ignored? What did she respond?