Kambido

If you told me you are me and i am you, i would say that same he did. That is true in one possible reality, but how many possible realities do you think there are? We are obviously not only one, even if we ultimately are one, we then become not one. I don't think talking about this infinite consciousness should be from the angle of we are one, bc that is only one truth. Even for those seeking it, and become one, and see one, they are also just one character. God itself is one character in infinite characters. Why talk to me about we are one, talk to me about my infinite possibilities within the one i know best, myself. Or, yourself... tell me your infinite possibilities. The fact is, god also deconstructed god. Just as you become enlightened to god, god has become enlightened to you.

If you live in a reality where someone has the power to stop time does that mean time stopped?

Why not both? If god is infinite, how can we put a restriction on how it experiences. I tend to believe this "god" concept is more like a platform, an infinite consciousness type platform. The experiences within it, would be similar to if all experiences in your mind where experiencing, then multiply that by infinity... well, it becomes something else entirely. Grasping and empathizing with that is a step i guess. But as to the individuals experiencing within god, i believe these are gods too. I believe it's a full circle, everything is one and many, dreams within dreams, consciousness within consciousness, infinity within infinity. Therefore, my friend, i would say both to your question. If you can imagine it, it's been imagined, and if imagined, then it could be reality in some possible world, some platform. An infinite consciousness is hard to grasp if it has no restrictions. All we know is restrictions. I can imagine a scenario at a time, some maybe more, but not infinitely. To be everything is quite intense.

My belief is you full circle back to who you are... maybe to some different levels in the infinite, but i believe when you become god, you also immediately shut down from being god bc god is also not god for a darn good reason. Why would god ever be just god? So, most important thing, imho, is prepare for future incarnations bc who you are now is the best evidence of who you can be eternally. This gets complicated, but best way i explain all this is through video game analogies bc that's ironically the best language we have. You can play different games, but it's still you. But, what happens in your mind, your attitudes, even your feelings, etc. are different per game. But the genres you pick, characters you pick, playstyle, those you play with, are different, but still you. Stop thinking of the becoming dual/one part... i mean, maybe don't stop, but also realize how important it is you are you. What character are you infinitely? Only you can answer that... no spiritual teacher can answer that for you.

You will eventually get good at it, even if you don't try. You may never becoming the top in the world if you're not obsessed with it like the ones that are to get to that point, but who cares... i learned BJJ to blue belt to be able to avoid take-downs, and learned kickboxing to be fierce. If i ever need to tap into that, i know i can mess someone up... it's a good feeling knowing i can protect myself and those i love to some level at least.

Here is a little thing, once you drop your self presently, go into spirituality, get enlightened, become god, then what? Here's the thing, then you have to deconstruct being god and guess what you'll realize... full circle back... you're you again. That's what i've found pointless about these pursuits. Unfortunately, i can't escape it bc it's just who i am and my thoughts, but i've realized i am exactly where i need to be. Go with the flow of the present moment, that's the best you've got. Your experience is yours, and circling back to your experience, it's forever yours. How many times do you want to be "enlightened"? You shouldn't be forcing yourself to be something you know you're not, and from reading what you wrote, i think you're realizing that... the game needs you to be you, there is no escaping that.

Simply bc some people will take advantage of you. That doesn't mean you should be any different... but just be careful with the order of your truths. Test waters bc there are snakes in the grass. Mow carefully. Being careful isn't being indirect, it's just being aware that not everyone is your friend.

Funny thing here is you've realized your lying is pointless but you want to change bc you don't want to lie to him anymore bc he accepts you. Understand why that's significant. Your lies seem to be a cry for acceptance and liking from what you've said. With him, if it's long term, he will eventually catch you if he's not a total dunce. So there is two things you can do, come clean now, or come clean when he catches you. Either way you can say sorry i just wanted so bad for you to accept me and i was scared. If he cares enough, he'll accept either way. If you stop lying now, he may never catch you, and if your conscious okay with that, then leave it as it is. If you can't handle that, you will eventually have to let it out. But, in the future it can be funny or he may get mad... i'd probably say he'd laugh at it bc you were being "cute" trying to have him accept you. There are many outcomes, but who cares what happens in this situation... figure out why you want people's acceptance so bad and realize some people will hate you no matter what story you spin... so why put so much extra effort in not being you.

I don't understand... what's wrong with having attachments? What's wrong with frustration? What's wrong with going through pain? Why do you want to detach from these when these could easily be a most powerful asset.