Hey guys, I was wondering if I could get some external perspective on this, especially if you're someone experienced.
So, long story short, I found Leo's channel some years ago and this man literally changed my life. I went from being a depressive loser to a fairly successful entrepreneur and most importantly, an overall happy person. I even managed to get pretty advanced in consciousness work and had some extremely inspiring and life-changing mystical experiences (with psychedelics and stuff) very similar to the ones Leo describes. If I look back at the person I was before and compare it to the one I'm now, the difference is enormous. There's just one field in which I always seem to get stuck and can't master it enough: getting good with women.
Don't get me wrong, I *did* get a lot better in this field (at least if we compared to how bad I used to be). I even managed to get a beautiful girlfriend some time ago. But I still can't get to that point of 'feeling confident enough around women'. I still don't feel I'm good at this. And this is a recurrent problem to me since I feel it distracts me from advancing in my spiritual work, it's a 'trauma' that's always been there. It's a field I always wanted to master but couldn't.
What I'd really love to do is to exhaust this field (as Leo says: 'getting it out of my system') so I can transcend it and move on. But the thing is... it's pretty hard. I'd say it's the hardest sh*t I've ever tried to do. And I *did* achieve some hard stuff in my life, but this is like too much. I don't know if it has to do with the fact that I've always been an introvert or what but the amount of anxiety I feel whenever trying to approach *any* stranger is abysmal. (Let alone a pretty girl). I've had some stuff happening with pretty girls in the past but it was mostly luck.
This may sound silly but it really *is* a problem to me and I'm kind of desperate. I also think it'd be a lot easier if I were able to go to clubs or bars in my city (I can't because of COVID) and trying to do day game is hard man, so HARD. It feels weird and wrong. I start to shake like an idiot whenever I try to approach. I truly feel hopeless and stuck and it's something I really can't discuss with any of my friends.
And I have another question. Can you really transcend this? Like, do you get to a point where you got so comfortable around women that you don't really care about all this silly stuff anymore? Because I'd really like to get to that point one day.
Anyways, that's it. I'd really love some advice. Thanks!
