Manas

Which one you have experienced to be better for your mental health .In my experience my meditations gets boost after exercise.

@Terell Kirby I live in India and use to smoke any kind of weed. The good qaulity weed was expensive for me so I used to smoke any kind of it. I tell you here it gets much worse than synthetic weed you get in western countries.

I am currently suffering from some kind of brain damage due to doing large amounts of weed (of low quality) and some smack over a period of time like years. Has anyone gone through this and healed himself successfully. I have failed tests due to this ,earlier I used to score much higher I was a A + scoring student. But due to some mental problems exaggerated with these drugs I failed tests. Kindly answer.

@Flyboy yeah man its used to be a stuggle ,I used to fail at doing some things and get frustated and do drugs to cope up with it. Finally in some control and on positive side will get a meditation habit

@BipolarGrowth take care man , I would also like to get 500 experiences dont have access to psychedelics now gotta use meditaton for now

@kamwalker Clinincally its not diagnosed, did took a ct scan which didnt show any concerns but ct scans dont show it all i read it. The point is I used to easily remember a whole book it a matter of days but now remembering a whole chapter becomes a struggles. I did took lsd (high dose) like 5 months back but it had only very miniscule effects on me and I was feeling that my brain was healing. I was getting more focused after taking it but didnt went to a full blown trip cause of the mental blocks I guess. Nevermind I am trying to meditate 3 hours daily itiis working a bit but its very slow should have done it way back. I know lsd is like the best nootropic for me but it cant be available right now cause im broke and living with my mom and she doesn't understand lsd even though she is a doctor.

@BipolarGrowth I dont fully know this fully but your unstability can help you achieve mukti I guess. I was listening to sadhguru and he said in one of his vidoes that you need chaos in your system to achive mukti but that chaos has to be controlled . He said that the human body is kind of like a prison . If you have control over your body or your prison you will remain trapped in this prison .You need chaos to break the prison . But if you dont have this chaos under control you get manic .

What are your view on this kind of meditation, I have been liking it so far

@RMQualtrough Yes it can induce ego death , its working mechanism is that it helps transcend thought in our mind by reciting a mantra in our mind.

Any heard about this or experienced any changes with this

@snowyowl Did it for 1 week for 30 mins a day, I think It helped me rach the source of thought much better.

@impulse9 True that

Well i might me telling my story no one cares but i think this might give some new insights to effects of lsd. Lsd effect on me it didnt create any major hallucinations for me cause the dosage was not quite right only mild halucition like deformation of obects in its edges. The but the main effect was it cleared my delusion and god it made me realise that i had personality disorder.From start of my life i used to feel strange in society,not being able to understand people .It releaved that as it caused ego death and when no ego, personlatiy disorder cant be there. It made me realise my mortal nature, yes imagine living for 19 yrs and not realising that you are mortal . It helped me grow up ,throughout my 19yrs of existence i was like a child very emotional and having true affection for material objects like new mouse,keyboard or shoes etc . It cleared my mind from the identity that i was rich,as my dad is kind of rich I always identified his richness with mine that has caused a lot of dysguntion in me right now if you are gonna have an identity in your mind how are you gonna use your mind to be better. What you guys think about it.

Just used a kaliedoscope and found out it can give you trippy visuals

So what are people after god realisation ,so I am aware that I am contructing them .But does that mean i have programmed them to act in certain way.Like if I say some shit to a stranger he will beat me up ,so did i program him to beat me up or he has his own will.

Anyone know about chris langan ,hes made this thoery to to prove existence of god what you think about it @Leo Gura

@justfortoday fair enough

@impulse9 divine wood and divine water