Anahata

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The 'thing' which morphs into anything you're experiencing is consciousness itself. Truth is so close that no pointer is required since any pointer is 'it'. What is required is -> your awareness

Your direct experience = The universe Think about this... You make yourself some tea and you drink it slowly while talking to someone over the phone. Then you go to sleep and dream about making yourself some tea and drinking it as you talk to someone over the phone. Both experiences are occuring within Consciousness. Your mind creates labels/distinctions such as "dream", "waking life" and so on. But the substance of any experience you're having is pure Consciousness. No matter what 'state' you're in, Consciousness is being present. When you talk about 'The Universe' you are literally talking about your direct experience. Universe, maya, personhood, any state of consciousness, any experience = infinity But at the same time Infinity = Consciousness Absolute infinity & Consciousness are one, they cannot be separated but the Will is what's choosing one experience over the other. Because the will is God as well. Infinity is free to play within itself forever, however it wants. There is nothing but God here. God's will is choosing what's being experienced, for example right now God is willing into existence THIS. It can will anything into being since God=Infinity. There is no "beyond" anything because there are no gaps made of unconsciousness between "here" and "there", since Consciousness is prior to time and space and there is no objective physical universe either. You are conscious, look around, feel what's happening, become aware of what is really happening here, this is IT, this is the actual universe, your conscious experience right here, right now!

Anything that's occuring = Infinity exploring itself and playing. You are playing on God's playground. There is nothing but Consciousness, so no matter what you do, you don't stop being Consciousness/God. So yes, THIS is already the Kingdom of Heaven.

Notice that right now you are conscious. Feel the wholeness. There is no real fragmentation in Reality. Notice how you are literally constructing the idea of being a PART of God. Being a PART of God is nothing but a figment of your imagination turned into a belief. You are mistaking thoughts from actuality. "A part of God" is a distinction, a label, you are isolating a corner of God's infinite imagination from the wholeness of Infinity. Nothing=Everything. The gap you imagine is being imagined by God itself. Consciousness cannot be cut into slices because it is not form it is formlessness. But it can dream form into being, because it is infinite. This is why everything you imagine can turn into a belief. You are literally God. Infinity cannot be cut into slices.

My advice for you would be to get yourself to express creatively, artistically. This would be a huge step in the direction of embracing your disowned emotions and feelings. I suggest you start creating some kind of visual art(on a graphic tablet, or non-digital stuff such as paintings on canvas, drawing on paper, sketchbooks, you can even start experimenting with mixed media kind of stuff etc. Create an art themed instagram account and start posting your artwork there. See what happens, maybe this will work for you and you will slowly start to feel again and the numbness/suppression will start to go away. You have to let your inner world break free from repression. So expressing yourself would be of great help in this situation. Another idea would be to start singing along your favorite songs and see if you get to feel something from doing that, maybe even attend some karaoke party or something like that. Take some dance courses, go to ecstatic dance festivals, start including chanting into your meditation practice, start experimenting with hatha yoga, incorporate some tantric techniques into your love live etc. Start exploring life more. Pay attention to the sensations, emotions & feelings that arise from doing such activities and follow your excitement essentially. Best wishes ♡

From my research on this matter I concluded that it might be possible that he attained enlightenment but he might have chosen to play out the character of his religious persona for some specific reason. It's like how certain Gurus have secret teachings where they reveal the Truth of their God-realization only to a tiny group of their disciples they consider to be "ready". Another thing to consider is the fact that many enlightened masters, monks etc are not straight forward about their God-realization. Most people could have misunderstood the teachings if he revealed his realizations. He could have been perceived as being a real threat to the system, in Romania at that time people could get in real trouble for doing such things. If the miracles he did are for real, his powers are comparable to Yogananda's siddhis. Well, of course, I am not saying that I believe everything that's being said about his paranormal abilities and all the miracles he's said to have performed in his life, but I think there might be a lot of truth to it. I don't think one can achieve such powers without a high level of awakening at least. Maybe he didn't attain a full on God Realization but I think he knew he was God, at least to some degree.

Arsenie Boca for example People are saying that he could even perform miracles, such as teleportation, healing people, reading one's mind etc Here's a video I fould that has English subtitles.

❤ Much love

You are Love. Kundalini awakening is Love taking you on a ride. You are both the driver and the journey. The journey is the destination. You are the source of it all. Keep going

Kundalini awakening.

What is that thing that tries to capture the present moment? That's what you're looking for. Go find that. When you find yourself, you won't experience time as you did while being asleep. You will become lucid. You are dreaming experiences into existence out of your own infinite imagination. The content of your dream is changing, but you are here, always. That is what's always present. The now is You. The present moment is you, time is your dream. ”(...) Knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside.” ― Rumi

There is no such thing as present moment. What is it that's aware of what's happening 'in the now'? Consciousness! The Now is Consciousness. They are not separate things. Where is everything occuring? Within Consciousness. You are it.

Well, think about this.. When you dream at night the character you're playing can have the same body configuration as the human one. The eyes appear to be are located on the head, you think you have ears and it seems like you are seeing and hearing, perceiving stuff. You are experiencing pure imagination but yet you seem to be hearing sounds, as soon as you open your eyes the world magically appears in front of you, if you cover your 'eyes' the world dissapears but you think everything's still there in an objective way, behind the curtains, waiting for you to look at it again. If you dream about putting earplugs in your 'ears' the sound will magically vanish as if the earplugs were blocking out sounds. But the only way to become conscious that you are dreaming you have to awaken to the truth and then you lucid dream. Same thing here in the 'waking state'.

Here's my take on this. The content of what's being experienced is shape shifting, but where is your direct experience occuring? Always in the Now/Consciousness. God's infinite imagination/Mind is being experienced in your awareness. Awareness/consciousness is dreaming up the whole idea of time along with everything else. If you go deep enough with consciousness work you will discover what I'm pointing to when I say 'consciousness IS the present moment'. Consciousness is dreaming up change in the content of experience, thus the impression of time flowing. ❤

Think about it this way... You are not *perceiving* other people, so what is happening is that you're having a conscious direct experience of infinity manifesting itself in different ways. Where is 'your' Consciousness located? Where is the present moment occuring? The present moment is in fact impersonal consciousness/God experiencing whatever you're conscious of in the 'Now', because 'in the now' you are conscious, so everything is happening in your awareness, since you're Consciousness itself. ❤ So when you say "imagining infinite dreams symultaneously', "experiencing them separately" etc, you assume the present moment is separate from consciousness. Which is not the case. The present moment is You being conscious. Time is imaginary.

@PepperBlossoms The present moment is not 'the present moment'. It is your consciousness. What is present? Take a look, what is present in your direct experience? Consciousness because you are conscious, right? Consciousness is one with what we call the present moment. So the idea that there is a present moment is also something being imagined by Consciousness. I mean what you call here and now is pure awareness/consciousness. Without your consciousness being aware there would be nothing to call nothing the present moment. ? What is present is existence=You=Consciousness. ??

But keep in mind that 'time' is occuring in your awareness as any other part of your experience, since you have a conscious experience of it and you can talk about it as an experience you're having. But if you investigate deeply what you realize is that you only experience the present moment, always. What changes is that as you change the content of what is experienced in the present moment you get more and more memories but there is no time flowing.

The absolute is the source of the 'finite' experience, this specific customization of time being part of this specific experience you're having in this dream. It's an expression of Infinity indeed. There is no fragmentation since everything is occuring within consciousness. Which is amazing ❤ Enjoy ? I surely love it ?

Ask yourself this question ? When will you experience "tomorrow"?

Beautiful. Thank you for sharing! ❤

There is no time. Only You/Now. The content of your experience contains the imaginary idea that time is real. You've been dreamimg it all up. Where is your direct experience occuring? When 1 becomes 2 in God's experience he is mirroring aspects of its infinity in different 'combinations' & recreating that novelty again and again aka the content changes. This second, next second, the other second, this minute, the other minute, third minute, one hour, one day, one month etc What is a book without any word written in it? It has no story. Yet you can write anything in there. It's up to you. You're the one that gives it meaning since You are the Source of any meaning you want. You are the author. What would the present moment mean to you without your memories? Life. Pure Consciousness. Devoid of any story. Here and now. 1, 1+1, 1+1+1, 1+1+1+1, 1+1+1+1+1

If the 'imaginary person aka ego' dies (to not be confused with physical death) before the moment the natural physical death occurs, well, baby baby, guess what happens? God's Will in action. Of course. Paradise. Whatever God's Will consciously decides Paradise is. After all God gets to customize it however it wants. It might as well be choosing to experience bathing in infinite love for 'centuries' and dreaming up perfect worlds with no pain of any kind, just Goodness, or it might play with itself reuniting as divine feminine and divine masculine Gods in an eternal paradise, living as One, with no suffering whatsoever. Living as One, conscious of the fact that they are God itself, in love with itself, making love to itself in the most divine & ecstatic ways, boundless affection, absolute oneness, lineration, endless nurturing, infinite love, infinite ecstasy, infinite goodness. It is doable while on 'Earth' as well. There is no limit, the idea that we are human is the limit. Or the idea that being human means what we've been taught it means. Human = God = Love We do not have to wait until then to experience this, we are already God. Oh God ? ❤