Applegarden8

No, neither should you. But you should flirt with the fact that you are going to die someday you don't know and it could be today.

Whats up with music? Anything to share?

don't wait for it and it will come

You know Leo, I acctually were in a situation that all I had to do was to kiss one girl and she 15 cm from me. She was really hot and she was also a really good singer, but yeah, while my inner game is not terrible, I kinda lacked the intent i think. I just didn't want her that much to just take her, which I see she really wanted.

i stopped halfway trough, but i am doing my life purpose anyways, if this feedback helps

It's up to the person to decide. For example you do not need to worry about a video being made of you, buy you need to take action aginst a lawsuit aginst you. How do I know? I have some personal experience. If a person says for a very long time he is going to beat me trough the wall, but when i meet him he says nothing to me, i know it's a bluff and no beating up ain't gonna happen. And basically everything from that persons mouth is a bluff, but they say all kinds of things... I am still waiting for that.

You don't need to attend most rumors, blackmail attempts, lies about you and other strategies that people who hate you will try to pull of. You can sleep of alot of that stuff. But some you will have to attend.

yes, you can just sleep over 99 % off and then maybe attend 1 %.

Whats the problem, doc? Are you interested in mutual tracking?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYkSb7wtj0E

@Michael569 It's very unfortunate that something with is supposed to improve your life becomes something to trip over like this.

I have a solution! Have a private journal. And when I mean private in a sense that nobody can see. Why do you think an open journal will improve your life more than a closed one???

what did it take for you to awaken?

yes

Would it be wrong if I killed myself this moment? Do not kill yourself. You will keep found out why as you live, If I have anything to say to you, it is the underlined phrase.

Recommend very much, one of the best decisions I made.

carry a recorder (at least vocal recorder). https://www.amazon.com/spy-recorder/s?k=spy+recorder I had something like that running sometimes when going out, just in case if I was beaten by my neighbours. You can usb this data to a computer. Then show this to police.

https://applegarden.bandcamp.com/track/house-of-projections

@Leo Gura What do you think of this Leo? :D

Does it? Yes it does.

Ohh @Leo Gura, you absolute BEAST, i am so going to use this to up some playfulness.

Ability to create.

I don't know exactly, but I guess it also stems from being really grounded and honest (to yourself) about your life, direction, values. I am always afraid of one thought that is reoccurring - how could it be that my artwork for example or greater purpose is just another attraction/dating strategy? I am not happy with this idea so I try to constantly renounce and relax from that sexual tension, seeking validation, dependency or feeling lonely. That doesn't completely solve the active interaction with somebody whom you consider "higher", but I anyway aim to establish deep attraction, rather than go and have the best sex possible so to say with some quantity of that kind of women. I don't really have experience with women in that regard, but then, I don't think I care currently, and hopefully ever.

I think you will like my stuff aswell.

yeah and he copyrighted some of his own invented yoga where he sits with a girl in this lap :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD