Applegarden8

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  1. Whatever you are trying to do, you have no way of determining what is quantitatively there, what impurities (related compounds and other bi-products) you gather or if you even get what you think you are getting + the amount of residual solvents, elemental impurities, endotoxins and active bacteria + flat out particles you introduce in your body, besides the point, just one methyl group or different isomer you gather (accidentally by doing something a little bit differently by a recepie which you don't know that it is any valid), you get entirely different chemical with different effects, besides side effects and unknown toxicity. You are playing with fire without any reasonable experience. Somebody can suggest you just synthesize about anything and you will do it and could potentially kill yourself. If you have a sleeping problem, go to the doctor. Besides, you succeed and launch an illegal enterprise thinking that - i will just make and share a little bit more, involving other people and ruining their lives by their association with you. Please, don't do this. Get professional help. You maybe want to make a supplement, but you will create something that will deteriorate your quality of life in so many ways. This is so fucking shady and irresponsible, sorry, i am out of this thread.
  2. If you are a chemist, please DON'T provide these details, because you are risking your career. If you are a chemist, you are probably on a watch-list for drug and explosive manufacture prevention.
  3. Makes 7 figures; Can operate any vehicle in existence; Has military training but is also a spectacular artist; Can solve any problem in existence with manual labor with non-motorized equipment. Things explode when he walks away from them basically.
  4. From Ayurveda tradition it's bad, it's had lost all it's energetic value and eating it will make you tired, frustrated and bored more easily. If you cook, refine or boil the food it's enzymes are denatured but these enzymes and some thermoliable compounds are helping to digest that food instead of your body synthesizing large amount of enzymes and that process makes you sleepy. There is more to it ofc. Also it's usually too dry and you are essentially not adding water and taking out water from the body in the parts where it needs it and would have been replenished if you ate a lot of fruits and vegetables that are high in water content. Additives we have really no clue about until it will show the negative effects and questionable production quality and decisions is also something that is concerning.
  5. This is terrible answer. Not qualitative enough for this forum in my opinion. There are so many people in this forum with their asses burning in so many different ways in so many locations all over the world. You are obviously not here to find a solution I think. I will explain you why. The moment what you wish that your life revolves around drama with somebody else and that means (i will prove to somebody, i will take revenge to somebody, i wish this person suffers or knows what it's like), be very clear - your life has NO direction established or it's very weak and just about anything, especially your own mind, habits, emotions, insecurities will easily throw you off if you do not organize. You seem that you have nothing to do. But how hard would you want every day to put yourself in a situation to do something? Would it not be better than where you are now? You have ability to focus, purify and reorganize yourself.
  6. Hmm, I think that possibly influence from previous lifetimes is the reason why I am so eager to live to be a sage. After like 20 or something something just snapped and I became like this.
  7. There is this one woman I didn't have sex with (like i always do) and I still have some connection with her. I don't really think about it too much, but I feel that she is very receptive to me and could just sit there with me for hours. Now, yes, I don't choose to do that and I can't say that she would choose to do so even if she feels that way, assuming my intuition is even correct. She probably knows who she is, it's like the strongest connection I have experienced with a woman. She is a musician or I would say that she was at one point bc I don't know what she does now and I will probably never ask her bc there is no point.
  8. I would start a mathcore band, but then I guess I will do it myself.
  9. I would ask her what does she mean with that because there's ur face on it. If you suspect it's shady, don't let her step over you. Friends don't really do that unless you have a capacity to make humiliating and insulting best friend jokes with her, then you wouldn't post it here I assume.
  10. It would be how to make music, how to keep inspired making music and I would derive and explain some models of these concepts.
  11. Don't make food a religion. Don't be bothered that something kills animals. Eat vegan because of it benefits, because they are there, look for them instead. Then you kinda miss what life is about and are angry at everyone that they are not doing what you are doing.
  12. how do you have time, i open my eyes, eat and go to work and my ass is on fire
  13. Very nice to hear from you, are you still interested in artwork?
  14. I cannot rate but it has gone orders of magnitude better. There is a bit of a distance from my experience of life and body/mind/emotions and I know it will increase. I have a place where to retreat if things to shit and that place is called Silence.
  15. Hahahahaha, don't talk to my girl or I will transform.
  16. If it's circular, it's because we are talking about the same topic and I am re-explaining something that was not even an issue for you which was not clear to me because it was mentioned in a different reply that you didn't go to university. I don't have a feeling that you are interested in a solution anyway. I am out of this thread.
  17. If you can't give constructive feedback about what you didn't understand, I cannot provide constructive feedback about your original question. Putting university experience or completion in your CV in education field is good and can help you in cases you are applying for a specific jobs and that this job is close to the field you finished your degree in or are still studying in. For example, if you graduate as a food technologist then it's applicable for various other fields, not just food production, but ofc you will need training, but your job will probably provide it. Can you please not insult people who are trying to answer a question you are asking? Edit: OK, you didn't go to university, it's clear, should have replied me with that directly instead of an insult.
  18. An university education, even if it's incomplete means that you can follow more sophisticated instructions written on paper and that are communicated to you. It means that your search and organizing of information is more qualitative, consise and well formatted. Since there are many fields in university to study, I think if you are studying for profession or have that degree it's best you put it there if it's the same profession you are applying for.
  19. Page is not available to me, but it's also not for me to see. You don't have to share everything, go to the internet and look for CV examples or youtube how to create a good CV. From linked in or Europass you are supposed to create or export a CV form and send it to your potential employers e-mail. They can type up your education, but it's not to easy to find than to look what is in your CV and if needed verify that. It's not in their interests to look, you have to present already so they can check. Otherwise your employer will think you can't be bothered to communicate or don't care about getting the job. BTW, my job asked me to get a copy of a segment of my degree to verify my education myself to them.
  20. First you apply to various workplaces with your CV or create an Europass if you are in Europe or (LinkedIn is more general website where to create your template) to write and sort all the casual details, skills and work experience you have and export a CV from there. Just send it to the contacts of the companies you see they are looking for staff, and wait for a call to job interview. Just get trough an NPC series of job interviews and just make it clear that you seem responsible and willing to work and survive the testing period. Then just make sure you work attentively and are not the reason of problems. You can try suggest something to improve workflow in your company from time to time and just take responsibility and there you have it. Well, what is your education and you have to look what jobs can be done with your education, I am assuming you have a non-specific high school education or maybe you are looking for a job not in your field what you graduated with in university? Short answer. You have to look yourself what is available in your area. Then you have to get a casual photo and CV and send it to those companies or even if this is a public place like a cafe, you can ask, are you looking for staff? Then take responsibility for your job, be in time, try to communicate, make sure you understand what needs to be done, even you can write what your manager asks you to do or what is the decision of something that we are doing differently now or to write some problem questions, topics for training or steps how to do somwthing down like in a small journal, you can really go a long way in this. And make sure you get any Healthcare benefits, work insurance or tax cuts that your company offers, if they do because you are working. I also agree with Leo, don't date ur colleagues, very risky.