Applegarden8

Heroes of might and magic 5.5. I think I am good enough to play for money, but it will be very long game, like a week.

I am starting to dislike tech death...

Because what hurts most than to kill a father or mother image.

I think the rich eat more fresh and they generally eat very little in a bigger gap between meals.

Statistically, you will not succeed, you will probably not be able to withstand some of your desires and will spiral into dark night of the soul experience. I couldn't kill my desire for being artistic. I also tought the same. I couldn't find a good enough method, but I also didn't search enough. Kalabhairaba (god of destruction) and some hindu scriptures recommend that you only live for truth and find it while you are in this birth, if you can of course.

People these days mostly eat too much and eat too much refined carbs, fats, processed foods and eat too frequently. Acctually if you don't drink alcohol, coffee, tea, don't cosume any drugs and refined carbs, red meat, you will be just fine in stuff like groundnut and banana for a very long period of time. Similar would go for oatmeal, but maybe less, maybe you need more supplement if especially if you are very physically active.

I have some experience with people hating my success and I have dealt with a lot of feelings of jelousy towards somebody more successful than me all the time. Sometimes it's very brutal and you just have to sit with it and reason with it or just stop exposing yourself to that media as much as you can. I think it's just two sides of the same coin. The aim is to sit with yourself and find your muse and keep going with that. It's far better than feel some chronic irritation than to play somebody's game. But sometimes you have to strike, make it as surgical as possible so that the person gets the point or ignore so that they get so irritated by themselves in their self-hatred so that they are forced to think about other options and possibly leave you alone. Bonus points if they understand what they did. A good indicator is that you are feeling less and less serious even when exposed to this person hurting you. If it's you being envious, focus on envisioning what you would like to do instead.

Thank you, I appreciate your positive feedback. Also, I don't have a 300 page reference document to tell you what aspect of society I am criticizing, but I assume that you assumed that I am a misogynist or something. Anyhow, I will never know and I don't care to elaborate.

Well I remember few cases when this is true. When I had one girl find out I don't like acoustic guitars, I know she wanted to find something to disagree to have more engagement, to continune talking and bring more emotion because I was being too logical. I know some girls have talked shit about me so I can hear just so I come out and say something and I just didn't and kept quiet. I remember another case that one girl said to me that playing guitar was predictable. Sometimes I can't hold my laughter about it because I don't know what was her point, but it's her opinion and nothing to say to that. Sometimes they will get turned on that they are mad at you. It's not entirely false what I am saying there. Being polarizing is also not bad.

Ye, just oatmeal, linseed oil or a supplement, and rotate some fruits every so often.

I am bullshit, life is bullshit, death is bullshit, God is bullshit, Leo is bullshit, mankind is bullshit and definitely people who dress their dogs are bullshit.

Women don't get to explore themselves in such a masculine economy, which is also why art, music and entertainment mainly is so suffocating. Made mostly to sell and get your attention. If you see an object, how to use it, if you see a human, how to use it is why it's so masculine, where as appreciating and wondering something the way it is is femininity. I don't see a lot of that in our society. All I see is business, praise of business and identification with status, brand, wealth and possession.

The balder I get the longer my hair I want to be.

Same

Yeah man, slow down, don't forget the basics, jeep your stuff in order to stay out of the streets and be clean. Better to cry under a roof, life is not over. But it will take time. Best to rely on yourself. You don't know whether she even gives a shit about you. And even if she does and tries to play two people and gives some kind of hints, it's even worse, run.

Not bad if you have nothing going on at the moment. If I was not doing music, I would be interested in Isha hatha yoga teacher training but it's 10 k

It was a sponsored video I think, and then he posted a vid saying he's depressed, I am not kidding.

Osho was one of those people who pointed out many flaws in our society. And he did it so brutally, not like us that we hide what we think others shouldn't see.

To play heroes of might and magic 3.5