Applegarden8

Not bad if you have nothing going on at the moment. If I was not doing music, I would be interested in Isha hatha yoga teacher training but it's 10 k

Well, I cannot agree with you. Playing an instrument is cool and all but a monk looking at you and raising sensations I never felt before is something else. A guy explaining and mapping an ancient scripture and these words having such an impact on your system is something else. Just thinking about doing the tapas and sadhana they do and the lifestyles they commit for reasons not underestandable by us is something else man. Just feel this guy, even after his death that presence is there.

It was a sponsored video I think, and then he posted a vid saying he's depressed, I am not kidding.

Osho was one of those people who pointed out many flaws in our society. And he did it so brutally, not like us that we hide what we think others shouldn't see.

No, mystics and yogis are the wokest. BTW, it's not even that interesting to listen to them imo. Knowing that you and me could have done the same or even better if world would have acctually have been less corrupt... you could have done it all, I could have done it all, some fair amount if people also could do it. Doing music is a luxury very few people can afford to do, I don't think praising them is necessary. And to do music in a way that is acctually interesting and exploring something radically new is even more harder, but that would be something woke than playing on three necks in some modes of a scale which is already a beaten horse to death so an idiot like me could relate "ohh, this is lydian, wow it has that #4, i can even hear it myself"...

To play heroes of might and magic 3.5

Do you update your computer, just curious?

If a girl likes you she will try to argue with you for the most meaningless shit so she can relate to you emotionally.

I have not, but I went to HLB and it was so good to see them! I recommend. I would go if any group like Viljdharta, HLB, Frontierer, Meshuggah would be there.

In fact, I don't know ANYONE like that, and I look for these people and it would be the first thing I would see if I found one.

I can resonate. I had this woman I was seeing trying to teach her how to sing. She had and still has a very beautiful voice. It was very nice seeing her, but I was too clingy and slow if I wanted to aim for what I think she wanted. But now I have to forget her. Hard to do, but I am making good progress I think and there really are a lot of fish in the sea.

Can I expect that I will live tomorrow? Or go to sleep today? How do you think?

My hobbies are exploring the various possibilities how to cope with toxic neighbours, and I also do music and try to work on my health.

Yes, I am really stupid, confirmed.

Constantly remind him that he is hurtful, like every time, if he/she is not a threat or does not have full custody over you. If you are providing to the household then that's what I would do to make such a dissonance and inertia that this person is forced to think and reflect every time this shit comes out of their mouth. If you can't do that, leave ASAP, you have a constitutional freedom to have your ideas about life.

Ah yes, the Guru question. It can potentially make you experience things you never imagined and lead you to happiness or can totally mislead or corrupt for decades. You can also mistake true for false and false for true. But good luck. If you do some sadhana and generate some bliss or have sat trough at least one night of Mahashivrathri or things like that, you will probably find such quality people in your life (i mean the real ones, but you will anyway don't do what they say, because they would like you to become mystic and drop your life).

That is fair assumption, yes, I have a western capitalistic type of mindset to some extent. Because you wanted to, I assume.

Thanks for being a good sport at least there is something you want to talk about, and that is drama. I can also play this game: I am not an American, why did you assume that? A simple profile check would confirm that. For the same reason you made this thread. No, I can't motivate you to solve it because you refuse to be helped, I think that and I will say that, because you are not literally being bombed (from your relpy) and I don't know what the issue is, so until then I am going to assume it is something you can solve. Just because there are some people that can't be helped, doesn't mean you shouldn't attempt to help as it is also a skill you can learn. Even the people being bombed can be helped to relocate, get financial aid because you KNOW what their issue is.

Sorry, but that is simply not correct. I made an attempt 1) to contact you and 2) ask you about the issue to motivate you to solve it, please don't diminish my efforts as I see nobody else has replied, thanks. If you provided feedback, I would have continued to help you.

Well, I tried to address the issue directly, sorry to bring it up. See you around.

From your description it is hard to estimate what is the problem, therefore it's not clear in what specific topics you would need advice or different perspective from somebody to take necessary actions.

If you have not tried, maybe it's a good thing to distill a good logical arguments for convincing this person and trying to get helped and also be receptive to being helped?

Well, have you talked about this problem with someone in detail about this topic? Have you tried convincing someone to help you get away from these people?

Not everyone maybe, but some people will engage in this topic in more depth privately. This will grab more eyeballs, yeah. I don't know your issue too much, I know that you are suicidal because somebody you live with does harm to you, if i am correct.

Hey man, what is your issue? If you want to engage with people, write them. Even with suicide prevention hotline, go and argue with them.