Ilan

Thank you a lot. I really do not know what to add except some honey

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jusy get rid of iy if i intoxicate you today

Kriya Yoga is your long term solution to me. I might be wrong. If I were you I would try the breathing exercices you find in whatever Yoga fits with you. It will be hard at first as you already have problems breathing, go slow eventhough I know it is hard when you feel you are suffocating

No it's good, let yourself go until you really feel it's becoming dangerous. Then you resist losing your mind completely

just be you

28cm unbuffed, I would have becomen a porn actor ! Haha no for real, I'm glad to see you're on the right path! To me your youtube channel is not your life purpose, keep nurturing it and searching for yourself until you find it !

Deliciously scary

@Leo Gura ouaouh you just fixed my whole life !

I do not. I do not even know what is happening ?

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Listen to your heart

As an exemple your video that killed me the most is you 30 day outrageous experience in consciousness.

I love intense adventures, I love taking spirituality to its dangerous limits. I love when humans shows tremendous goodness, goodness that makes you cry, goodness that kills you. I love playfulness. I love laughing/ crying, taking care of other. I admire people that loves from the shadow. ( maybe a little bit infected by Batman by Nolan which is one of my favorite movie) people who helps you you do not even realize they help you. I love when love goes fast and intense. I love love. I love life. I love natural and authenticity. I love beauty and creativity. I love spontaneity and I love Truth. Finally I admire masculine Love cause it is not the most natural Love which I have been gifted with.

the problem though is that most people that starts with prank videos stays stuck in it for too long (for what I’ve seen)

Personally I would say without reading the other answers to this thread that the most powerful way overcoming an addiction is visioning how much it will ruin yourself long term and then do not fall into the trap of wanting to stop the addiction right now but taking the slow strong path expecting backlash and emotional labour

It will be very fun but spiritually limited

Stage Orange trying to move up to green: It's impossible Stage green trying to up orange to green: No it's necessary

God made a very bold move incarnating as a Blackhawk

Maybe I'm arrogant Leo but I feel my state of consciousness is so naturally high that if I took 5meo dmt (which I have never taken my entire life) I won't be able to stop myself from mahasamadhi and I'm only 25years old. Is my fear completely unjustified? Am I crazy being so afraid of 5meo?

Scholar, you are solar Thought Art, you are Art Bipolargrowth, May God help you in this time already.. I really hope you won't hurt yourself more

I am completely completely completely lost but I'm feeling love again. I had been separated from it for so so long that I had lost hope. I'm scared, I feel I exposed myself. I mean, no problem exposing oneself if you do not have to be independant and live within the society but I hope one day I'll be a productive member of society and maybe we live in a society where it is no always good to expose his all life on the internet. I feel I trusted too much and still I'm still trusting. I feel all gravity is lost but I feel well and I feel as if I will be free one day in a very very long time but that will happen. I imagine it will be really really hard for oneself to guide me here as I'm so lost but if you have an advice that comes from your heart, plz feel free to reply to this topic. (Also I really took the Leo's short video on fools that always felt in the same trap over over and over again very personally)

Let go, let go, let go, let go they say.. But careful sometimes you've got to let go of the desire to let go and resist

But be careful though I don't know after all. I could give you a deadly kiss..