RMQualtrough

Cool so literally none of you are real except me.

Does this cause an issue? As all terminology surrounding these words reinforces the idea of a self, as opposed to impersonal words like "infinity", "nothing", "the Tao" etc, which leads further away from the egoic view of reality. I am God, appears to moreso give people strong ideas of their ego being the controller of reality and thus the idea of being able to manipulate reality at a whim. No me, no I, no God... Just reality.

There's no choice. Ignore the weird new age cope tbh. It's just the nature of an eternal limitless existence. I'm only horrified by the seeming inevitability of being "jaunted" and floating in white void for billions of years.

Extremely low. Not that it matters...

The cost for the whole funeral thing is easily $3000.

Lmfaooooooo.

Give them a cigarette laced with DMT. When they start freaking out and panicking just say "you're welcome". When they sober up and kick your ass just yell "I'M IMAGINING YOU!" repeatedly. This usually works.

I would flip my shit if someone had a gun to my head. But the "I" that flips its shit is a pattern of behavior and thoughts and such which constitutes the ego. The entire flipping out and panic that would occur, is itself mere appearance and absolutely identical to just seeing one picture and then seeing another. I freak out a little every time I have a blood test. Pure consciousness can never freak out, nobody freaks out when comatose. There has to be some finite appearance which is the freak out. No-self might be a better teaching than Looney Tunes tier "you're imagining other people", or individual souls.

This is what happens when you're drugged out of your fucking mind, I was shh'ing my wall, promising not to tell everyone about the prank of them believing they're not us. God I was so high. Lol. Probably my best DMT trip.

You're here because you don't want to kill yourself. You should be booking an appointment to a psychiatrist instead.

Nope, you're not seeing text on a screen only I am, I'm imagining your post.

You have no experience dude. Only I do. I imagined you. Umad?

I'm the only person seeing a screen and typing on it right? Why are you all lying, I MADE you, be honest that you don't see think or feel and are equal to rocks. Just admit it to me, that I am the real one obviously. Leo needs meds, or to tell everyone he's a P-Zombie already. Let's hash it out with all y'all zombies.

No, I'M Spartacus.

LOL at this Mexican standoff between multiple people claiming they are the real aware person. When an ego tries to comandeers ownership of consciousness lol. And it can't, because the ego will always just be an appearance like every other thing is, with no causal power, just like an image on a screen.

I'm you in another life.

It's fake like water dowsing. Don't pay anything for astrology stuff.

I don't understand, because even with total removal of the self I was able to identify with the absolute void, such that I felt to be a void observing "me" and other things. But it was like identifying with that void as a true "Self". However, other experiences merged self with other, I don't remember if there was voidness to that. But if the two experiences were merged, I presume there'd be the appearances by themselves with no sense of "being" a void seeing it. I think that is probably the accurate truth, I think that is probably total awakening.

The top two images is when a person views reality via the illusion of the notion of a "self" or ego. The cycle of death and rebirth exists if you identify with the ego, just like how you literally believed you were a music track, you would think you die when that track ends and the next one begins. The bottom image is my attempt at demonstrating the reality of the situation. The cycle of death and rebirth is "escaped" because you understand there is no you which ever existed to live or die, and instead there is only reality ALONE, which is infinite and undivided. Self illuminating in the way that awareness knows awareness. It stands alone by itself. When you hear a sound, the sound exists but is not heard by anybody, there's no you present. The sound rings out self luminous as a modulation of awareness itself.

There is a difference between the nothingness of ego which I have certainly experienced, and what I am pondering about whether even the viewpoint which is "the void" can be eliminated. When I became void and nothing, there was still a viewpoint. I was nothing such that my ego became an appearance in front of me just like a vision was, ALL forms were in fact. But I was this nothingness. And I wonder if maybe I am not even a "nothingness" observing objects which includes my self, but literally just the observed objects which are sort of observing themselves and entirely alone in the same way the Sun illuminates itself. No God or I or self or any of this.

What I was attempting to do with the before and after death thing, is show that the ego can change completely yet the reality remains. Death would just be like a nametag rolling over and a new ego being built from scratch. If a person identifies with an ego self, then when that falls away as all impermanent things do, there is a "cycle" of death and birth because egos are constantly ending and beginning. And then at the bottom I am trying to show what I think may be happening, which is that, basically, you were never a being viewing the world, but the viewed world itself which is known unto itself without observation. And that is what was ACTUALLY always happening.

@The0Self I smoked a small amount of Salvia a year or so back and I could feel the pins and needles place it was pulling me into, the same thing for me. DMT completely changed over long term usage, it does something now that I can't face or describe. Flushed it all.

I'm starting to really think it's the latter, that there is no self-ness even to that void. That the existence we see unfolding is one and self illuminating... The experience of Sunyata was still a dual experience, despite the fact I became nothing (without any question or delusion), there was still a point of view which was nothingness. Even though any aspect of me was just something happening to that point of view... But I wonder if it's more like a mixture of that voidness experience, as well as typical DMT ego death where self and other becomes intermingled. I think it might just be happening with no self even as nothing. Difficult to explain the idea of something like a sound ringing out unto itself if you see what I mean.

Yes I know but it's difficult to interpret, as I have directly experienced Sunyata (being myself void), but I can't then tell if I exist as nothing, or if there's just straight up no self period.