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This dream is one of materialism, it functions precisely as such. Materialism only fails when trying to propose an external world or that materialism creates consciousness itself. However the brain is absolutely and certainly attached to certain happenings like memory and ego. Altering the brain can destroy those things, that is why we take drugs which alter the functioning of the brain. It is not of consequence that brains are made of no substance at all, or that there is no substance PERIOD (which is true, there is no such thing as a substance, just nothingness appearing as everything), it still functions as such. The solipsism Leo is going into right now is not the type of solipsism which might be discussed by Buddha, Spira, whatever other figure. It's not the usual non-duality from 5-MeO-DMT. That's why he says it's way beyond normal "awakening", he's been doing other "weird" drugs and having "conversations with God". He's had a 5-MeO-MALTdown...

His video was not coming from that angle. His video was from the angle that there are no other experiences of other people, such that when you tell Leo you saw his video, you're an NPC lying in his dream... Except oddly he speaks as though he himself is the NPC. Which would be at odds with the apparent realization. I know what you are talking about and had the crisis of realizing nobody could help me escape the terror because they're just me. This is not the same realization Leo was trying to discuss. The one we are talking about is easy to convey properly, he is going the NPC route.

There's simply no good reason to believe that is not the case, as I already see the illusion of the "passage of time" when every single moment remains to be "now" no matter how much time passes. There is no good reason to believe the "now" moments cannot extend beyond your limited lifetime and ego self. As a human being your lifespan is already limited. Most of us don't start forming lasting memories for a while, but you can go before your physical birth. You aren't confined to experience within this narrow scope of say, 80 years. And yet any experience prior to your physical birth or after your physical death ALSO happen "now". The actual passage of time is a sheer illusion. Why could there not be more "now" moments that do not adhere to your ego and memory bank? It's impossible that there not be, as experience never begins and never ends...

If you're true to your direct experience, you have no proof that you didn't just start existing with a bank of false memories. See the trick that is memory... If somehow you flicked to my body right now to type this, then flicked back to your body reading it, there's nothing but memory that could ever tie together that story, and nothing to "you" but a story built out of memory either. You could experience typing on my screen and the entire backlog of memory, and yet flick back to your body and have no memory or knowledge that it had happened.

I watched the video too. I felt he kept saying things which I did not need to hear without touching on the things I was curious to hear. If you were to right this moment fall into a black hole and live your mother's entire life, then die as your mother and fall back through the black hole here, all of your "mother's" experiences would have been had by "you". There's nothing but memory that allows you to tie together that story of what happened to "you". So if as you said you entered another body and came back, that would not be in your memory bank... I don't see any compelling reason to believe that it's not possible to live all "lives" that have ever existed in this same "now" moment that "my" entire life has happened in... Can anyone else think of any single reason?

But there are no other people. Fuckin' NPCs...

It's not dangerous, it's just not well taught. Else, he either doesn't believe it or I'm the only aware being. I KNOW I'm aware so if he believes he "awoke" to the fact this experience of seeing my screen is not happening, then he's definitely just done too many drugs (why steer away from toad onto all this weird shit?). Now, if a magic portal opened in the ground, sucked me in, I lived Leo's entire life, then the portal sucked me back here with no memory of that fact... Then that is still solipsism, but it would not make NPCs of people. That is actually a thought I had a lot as a very young kid. Andy Weir's "The Egg" seems more accurate to what is really happening without even intending to be. I mean, I wouldn't be frightened by everyone being NPCs, as I am reclusive and mostly just watch cartoons and shit like that (I already live in fantasy-land). But there is really no reason to believe it is the case. There's nothing but memory and ego tying "my" experiences from years ago to "me" now, without memory or ego it would be equal to "another person" having had that experience. All these events happened "now", why would there not be more "now" events which are simply not tethered into this limited memory and ego?

It's not fucking you up, you're just an NPC, Leo has made me aware of this now. Only I'm real, I'm the one who has the direct experience of being aware. Stop faking. As God I command you all admit you have no experience of awareness.

Cool so literally none of you are real except me.

Does this cause an issue? As all terminology surrounding these words reinforces the idea of a self, as opposed to impersonal words like "infinity", "nothing", "the Tao" etc, which leads further away from the egoic view of reality. I am God, appears to moreso give people strong ideas of their ego being the controller of reality and thus the idea of being able to manipulate reality at a whim. No me, no I, no God... Just reality.

There's no choice. Ignore the weird new age cope tbh. It's just the nature of an eternal limitless existence. I'm only horrified by the seeming inevitability of being "jaunted" and floating in white void for billions of years.

Extremely low. Not that it matters...

The cost for the whole funeral thing is easily $3000.

Lmfaooooooo.

Give them a cigarette laced with DMT. When they start freaking out and panicking just say "you're welcome". When they sober up and kick your ass just yell "I'M IMAGINING YOU!" repeatedly. This usually works.

I would flip my shit if someone had a gun to my head. But the "I" that flips its shit is a pattern of behavior and thoughts and such which constitutes the ego. The entire flipping out and panic that would occur, is itself mere appearance and absolutely identical to just seeing one picture and then seeing another. I freak out a little every time I have a blood test. Pure consciousness can never freak out, nobody freaks out when comatose. There has to be some finite appearance which is the freak out. No-self might be a better teaching than Looney Tunes tier "you're imagining other people", or individual souls.

This is what happens when you're drugged out of your fucking mind, I was shh'ing my wall, promising not to tell everyone about the prank of them believing they're not us. God I was so high. Lol. Probably my best DMT trip.

You're here because you don't want to kill yourself. You should be booking an appointment to a psychiatrist instead.

Nope, you're not seeing text on a screen only I am, I'm imagining your post.

You have no experience dude. Only I do. I imagined you. Umad?

I'm the only person seeing a screen and typing on it right? Why are you all lying, I MADE you, be honest that you don't see think or feel and are equal to rocks. Just admit it to me, that I am the real one obviously. Leo needs meds, or to tell everyone he's a P-Zombie already. Let's hash it out with all y'all zombies.

No, I'M Spartacus.

LOL at this Mexican standoff between multiple people claiming they are the real aware person. When an ego tries to comandeers ownership of consciousness lol. And it can't, because the ego will always just be an appearance like every other thing is, with no causal power, just like an image on a screen.

I'm you in another life.