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See this bro: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6maAy9ZwtJc The type of conjuring you might be implying would rely on free will, as opposed to spontaneous out of control creation like that.

Last week there was nobody out. Hopefully it will be busier tonight. Time to become a social butterfly for 5 or 6 hours before returning again to hermit life.

I feel like this might be a linguistical riddle somehow... You want to know if other people are real? Probably you would have to first springboard into what real means to you, and also what element of your own self is real... Your own self can be seen to be an appearance taking place within the screen rather than the screen itself, e.g. you are only made up of present experience. There's no actual solid tangible thing that is you which you can ever grab hold of. Your thoughts now change, your sight, sounds, all of these things change. There's a backdrop to these things which is by itself totally nothing at all, which you call "your consciousness". Did you exist on your 10th birthday party? It isn't currently appearing on that screen within apparent time but you'd probably say so... And what about me, my experience is not appearing within that screen in apparent time either... What's the difference between you on your 10th birthday and me writing this message? The only difference is the ego and memory which takes the recording of your 10th birthday and says "yes I remember that so it was me"... You would call it solipsistic if only "your" experiences happened (like your past birthdays) even though the only thing tying them to you in reality is memory and ego. There is no more reason to distrust your existence as there is to distrust the existence of myself 5 minutes ago. There is nothing more real about you compared to me, nothing is really within a past/present/future framework. Now is not a moment within time, time appears and moves through it. All elements of me right now in the "present" are also appearances on that screen of inherent nothingness. The most "aware" you can be is when you are completely dissolved into the NON-moment called "now". Unlike the material delay between light entering your eyes and the mind producing an image, there is no delay between awareness and now. They are the same thing. And that is infinity. I didn't know how to discuss the linguistical issue (which seems like saying "how can nothing exist when the two words contradict", where language is used as though it were mathematic). Hopefully something within this wall was useful though.

Way too depressed... I just want to be alone... Recent family tragedy, and it's not getting better. I cry in my dreams almost every night. I literally dream of human-like demons masturbating over my dead family (most of my family is dead irl). I feel I'm wasting my life away but I can't bring myself to feel good enough to want to be social at all right now.

I think I missed the crux of your question by the way. Can it be phrased another way? Or maybe I did write something meaningful who knows...

Lol @ your username and avatar, very nice. Imagination = horrible term. Consciousness = horrible term too to a large extent... A better word is "creation". We are pure creation itself. In fact you can't STOP creating no matter how hard you try. If you stopped creating any objects then there is nothing to be aware OF, and just nothingness by itself, which is not experienced, and thus a time skip like a coma until experience begins again. Since you are talking scientifically then you know that everything you experience is not the actual world but the product of your brain... So for example you aren't actually seeing a tree as it really is, you are seeing a representation of it manufactured within the mind. So a science class explanation is like, photons bounce off the object, enter your eye, the signal is sent to your brain, the brain interprets the signal and renders an image. THE IMAGE IS THE THING YOU KNOW. Hence your entire experience of reality is entirely subjective... And then you will be thinking people could be wrong about objective reality. A person in psychosis could be seeing floating pink elephants, and nobody else can see the pink elephants. So they are "wrong" about consensus reality... That's not the element being explored, it's moreso what "objective reality" is made of. What physical matter of any kind is made of. Which is ultimately nothing which could ever logically be a tangible material substance of any kind... And you can find directly the nothingness which is consciousness. See "Sunyata" and its explanations for the inherent nothingness of "pure consciousness" as it were...

Of course without having been through HEAVY ego death, it would not likely be possible to understand what is being said. And also we are talking about people who get high as fuck on drugs and then have trippy thoughts. It might not be possible to discern trippy delusions from "absolute truth!" Some people be like "I took 1/10000th a tab of acid and realized I am absolute love!" lol... Like just take Leo's latest words and "awaken to it". It's annoying to see of course.

No actual time exists, so no actual before/after exists either.

Generally I won't be appearing when you are that psychedelically twisted. My ice cream and the park are appearances. All appearances are finite. They change. It is a very unusual state of being. I barely recall it, the few times I have been in it. Very bizarre! Yes I am seeing right now, I'm not a robot. It's not like that.

It's ok I went to another bar, there's girls here who aren't obese. Thank the Lord for this blessing, bro. Had to wait in an hour long queue but it is what it is! :))))) Next time we'll come here first thing. The other bar was a joke... It used to be the popular one. This time it was legit 40 year olds and stuff.

LOL.

Hm... I don't feel anything for any of the chicks here ngl. Nothing... Lol...

Dude this chick's missing half her teeth lmao. I should go home. Lol.

Because I've had a few drinks. I do this often. I enjoy drunk phoneposting.

Omfg it's all 40 year olds and fat chicks here. Bro... Wtf... Dead srs it's 100% unattractive chicks. It's not 11 yet so maybe it picks up a bit. Fml with this. Okay as I type this some 6ish chicks came in. Imagine one above average girl in an entire club lmfao. She says no and it's pure grannies just lol.

If time isn't real then there's no such thing as "one at a time". You think you're in a moment which supercedes your 10th birthday party because this slither of "time" contains an ego and memory of that 10th birthday. Of course, both this moment and your 10th birthday happened in the same "moment" you call now. Which is the only moment there is in actuality.

Just be good looking or stay single.

Unattractive men trying to date models is like an obese ugly chick refusing to date anyone but male models. It's very unlikely to work. You'd need to hit it off really well, usually be in the same social circle too. If the girls in your league are too ugly, just stay single. I've always been single, when I dated anyone I'd just dip after a few weeks. Being single is good IMO.

Nothing else matters IF you are extremely off-putting visually. That largely comes down to image. When I look at a man I can usually spot an incel easily. I'm not sure what exactly it is. I think it may have something to do with body composition. Most incels look morbidly skinnyfat, so mega high bf% yet slim-ish with near zero muscle. It's really rare that a guy looks incel. Maybe because incels don't ever go out and such so I don't see them. If you don't look disgusting then women will be just as happy to sleep with you as you would to get with an average slim girl after a few drinks, and then you just need to talk. It's quite basic really.

I think you still had some ego remaining, so you had thoughts about loneliness etc. "God" AKA emptiness is not inherently lonely or happy or sad or scared etc. It would be impossible. These words here and both of our thoughts are images, which includes those thoughts about how/why and being lonely etc. In a human ego the thoughts described can be triggered for sure, you're shortcircuiting what your brain has evolved to do and think. A tripping snake wouldn't care or have such thoughts.

Depends on your goals... There are always going to be appearances, you aren't going to get rid of them and become a deity or anything like that - so craft out the human life you want. Your real self is a passenger without influence though. So even the things you do to improve etc are just reality unfolding itself as it always has. And certainly at the end of your life there is no reward for being a good human, because when the person is taken away from a person, anything they ever did is gone and we are literally one single beingness, completely united in every way. No matter if you were a murderer or hero saving lives. No prize. Total equality. AKA it doesn't matter if you have a high or low ego, so craft out whatever is beneficial. You can be very egotistical if you enjoy that, it makes no difference at all.

It's not possible even in theory. Any form is going to be an image on the screen and not the backdrop. Thoughts and selfishness etc, are always images. Peace and selflessness are defaults, peace being the lack of anxiety, and selflessness being the lack of selfishness. NOT desire for selflessness though, e.g. "I want to give to the poor". That "selfless" thought is an appearance. All thoughts and desires and everything else which has form are appearances. Even a deity type of God who crafted the universe we live in with specific goals etc. Even then that God is aware and its thought process and desires that went into this pet project would be appearances. We supercede any deity/personified God. We are just nothing inherently. No thoughts or desires (including selfless thoughts), no loving thoughts, nothing. Probably "Sunyata" will yield interesting results on Google regarding this.

Developing New Age thoughts, thinking that there are hidden powers or laws of reality which would be different in a nondual setting... Ofc there is no difference in reality whatsoever, it is still going to function the exact same way. You still aren't going to read minds, or win the lottery, or gain telekinetic powers.

You can't manifest things. That's new age weirdness (law of attraction etc). The idea of what you want to manifest is itself only an image on the screen... Images on the screen are always going to be appearances, you'd need to look through the appearance to know the screen right? But then that backdrop has no desires or wants etc... Because the desires etc only appear on it.

That sounds Donnie Darko tier.