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Just get a few drinks together and sleep with her... That's it...

This is why people end up overdosing or traumatizing themselves. Chasing an alleged "further place" that doesn't actually exist... Definitely found that with the n,n-DMT "community". In those communities, it's mostly careless people playing with fire and advising everyone else do the same.

Thank you. For ease: Desire = Not being entirely content with the moment. It means you want something about it to change. When you are freed from desire (mind and senses purified), you are entirely content with the moment. There is no discontent anymore.

Yeah, I mean if we're figuring out time, then what I did notice was that "eternity" was not like Bernard's Watch where everything freezes and I'm just there for years... Instead it was like one timeless "moment" which changed. The changes are what measures time, not the "moment" called "now". I was relating to your original question about time going slower when you are watching something intensely (like watching a 5 minute timer) and faster when lost in something... Perhaps when focusing on something intensely LOOKING for change (e.g. watching a timer), we register more "moments". We register more of the tiny events that make up a second, say. And thus time appears to be going slower. For the simple fact we are registering more moments per second......

When we finally collapse back into a singularity of existence, do you suppose the next "creation" will be as good? It feels like we hit jackpot with sight and colors, and being born in a time with many comforts. I don't think I'd really enjoy being a caveman era type creature... This one's pretty rich unless you were unlucky and born in a shit country or time period. We're pretty much the billionaires row of this universe, with our creature comforts and technology and first world living spaces... I bet the next one is shit...

@Yarco I wonder if the term ought to be "infinite" or "un-finite"... Un-finite is like, anything could happen but not necessarily everything must. I've considered that particular thing a few times... There are similarly two views of time, very similar in idea. Which is either imagining a finished novel already existing as the finished product, and us merely reading through its pages... OR, a blank sheet of paper upon which changing forms appear. The blank sheet being timeless, the movement of characters on that paper creating time. When you find eternity (time) and infinity (spacial), you don't actually encounter a super long timeline, or a super big space. You instead encounter literally timelessness and sizelessness. Not short or long, or big or small. Literally just lacking those traits... And I wonder if that points more towards a sort of infinite blank paper idea.......

@AtheisticNonduality Yeaaaah I mean I will be dead, but there's still some motherfucker that's gonna be in what I bet is a shit creation compared... Surely first world 2022 is the Mona Lisa. Next time it'll be like Whistler's Mother in the Mr. Bean movie... Not looking forward to it. That's just our luck...

@Leo Gura Maybe just buy and use Changa at that point. It's pretty neat, I only used it I think three times? But it's interesting, and the ratios are ready done for you. MAOI addition is starting to get into a risk zone... Have to be more careful with dosing and OTC medication you're taking, food, etc. Best to ensure good vaping technique first. Quite possible the dude has bad product or is not vaping it effectively... If you clear 2 milky white GVGs first try, you should be gone or blackout with just DMT, no MAOI... The milkyway is da whey. Little inhale just to make the vape work and let that milk collect. Suck it all down in one. Hold that shit in like you have to with Salvia. Sayonara. I'd video a demo with tobacco but I'm on vacation... Uhhh let me try Vocaroo: https://voca.ro/1i2EgbYOs8cp The slow inhale portion is a lot longer than shown ofc, you keep the super light slow inhale until you have some insane milk going on in the pipe. Then one shot it down deep into your lungs.

The GVG is very effective, I think you are using it wrong. What you have to do, is begin breathing in very slightly and slowly with a mini torch lighter flame (set on a weak flame). You will see the entire pipe go cloudy as fuck (literally it goes white with smoke). Then you suck in and clear the lot... Hold for a bit. Go again... If the thing doesn't fill up white, then you're not being aggressive enough with the lighter... You definitely need a torch or you'll burn your fingers anyway. I actually blacked out like that once. That's the proper way to use it. Else I would advise the APX Volt. I got very carried away with DMT so I have probably £1000 worth of devices including this: https://www.drdabber.com/products/switch-1?variant=12527710699593 And the S&B MIGHTY. Keep in mind, if you actually achieve what you think you want to with the GVG or APX Volt, you may come back and never want to touch this shit again... Breakthrough reports I can assure you are mostly bullshit, reporting visual eye candy trips talking to mantis aliens, that has nothing at all to do with what breakthrough means... When it actually takes you......... Idno. I don't think it's something to mess with. You will see.

The fact of equality among all things is an important realization. When looking at the whole picture, and no longer its parts, no element is better or worse... The differentiated elements stop being seen as having independence at all, such that every thing is simply the "one". When you no longer see leaves as leaves, but as tree... ONLY seeing tree... At this point, there is no such thing as better or worse because there is no mental dissection of existence into "independent" elements. You cannot take your spiritual practices and "good Karma" with you, you cannot be punished for your "sins". If two individuals could be compared and differentiated as such, then there is still an appearance of duality... Meaning the mind's own dissection of existence into independent components is applied. Exactly as you might focus on separate leaves, or just see that it is a tree and a tree alone. Just like that... If you can only see tree as one unit without divisions, you can't compare leaves anymore.

Boredom posting... That idea from a super heavy trip used to make me cry for many, many months after the fact. What an overwhelming sensation, that brought me to tears in sheer overwhelming emotion and awe... Actually I think it was over a year that I would cry randomly or at silly shit like TV commercials. I was a bit concerned I would never stop randomly crying at things ngl. Nobody better than a grain of sand, nobody less significant than an entire galaxy. We cannot be destroyed, we cannot be stopped... The alpha and the omega. We are everything. We are existence itself....... How can you destroy me? I am existence itself. Do your worst.

Benzos... You can sleep high still with benzos, if you're used to acid. But in general benzos will serve you very well with LSD.

There is nothing worse than that moment when you realize it's coming on way too strong and you're actually completely losing control of your body and mind... The worst trip I had... I remember putting my hands to my head as it was coming on way harder than normal (I have like, triple digit uses so that's intense), and it felt like about 6 hands were on me and then I proceeded to genuinely lose my mind, masturbate and throw spit over the walls while shrieking in terror.......

5-MeO-DMT is the riskiest psychedelic compound, particularly if you were to use toad venom rather than the pure chemical, as the concentration in venom is not consistent (think Datura seeds). It is common for people on 5-MeO-DMT to pass out or merely fall over (you will see in the videos that the guide stands behind the person to catch them). It is also regular for people in those ceremonies to have panic attacks, seizures, and vomiting. Depressed breathing is also very common, as is a rapid or irregular heartbeat. I suggest you watch a few documentaries on this compound (Hamilton Morris does a couple of good ones) and read through Erowid. I'm not sure why someone would just shove 15mg up their ass. In ceremonies you will see participants tend to be given a "feeler" dose first, and then from that decide how deep they want to go.

I find time most often goes into super-speed on DMT. Everything seems to be on a mild fast forward, every movement seems just a little bit quicker than natural... Only on one occasion did time seem to stop, which alarmed me, but I understood that was not literally the case as differing moments kept occuring. Once I had a TV episode on when I smoked DMT, and it seemed to go on fast forward. It was an ep of BH 90210. The characters seemed to be sort of Schrödinger's catting around, warping between positions back and forth. With sped up voices and movements. Interestingly, on LSD, when DMT was inhaled, time seemed to remain normal. Neither sped up or slowed down... Aside from that I have not experienced time distortion. I was quite shocked when that TV episode seemed to go into warp drive fast forward. I had often heard of time slowing down, but after the fact, I couldn't figure out how it could go faster (so it's like I reach events before they really happen, if the ticking of the clock was the real and actual set time).

There's no book to bring out, there's no Nahm to write it.

I tripped on this substance around 100 times or more, many combinations as well including with LSD, 4-ACO-DMT, 4-HO-MET, Ketamine, MDMA, benzodiazepines. Out of around 100 trips, only about 4 or 5 induced a "mystical state". For me, it was reliable when combined with higher doses of LSD. The sense of total unity was repeated twice in a row on two attempts with 4 and 5 tabs respectively. On its own, vaporized DMT is very similar to Salvia. And sends you through a nonsensical railgun shooter type landscape at high speeds, with nonsensical bizarre apparitions of blob aliens, jesters, hallways, cartoon characters, and so on. Within that is no insight at all... Combined with mushroom analogues, a visual masterpiece was produced with 4-AcO. I think the 4-HO-MET combination might be dangerous as I experienced depressed breathing. The manufactured "dream" was like a fever dream and made no sense. LSD ego death is closer to ego replacement or some kind of fracturing. You can believe you are other people or things. LSD can also reveal the subconscious elements of the mind which disagree and argue with each other. That is certainly the most insightful experience with LSD (taken on its own) that I recall. Changa was like a mushroomy version of DMT, it felt to have more of a classical psychedelic feel. Vaporized 5-MeO-DMT by the sounds of it, is the only way to reliably put someone into a "nondual" state.

@Leo Gura I guess I'll trust you, I mean, would I lie to me?

@Leo Gura That sounds pretty alright, really. Although I'd hope colors exist in whatever next it big-bangs out into. Colors and sight are cool. And I'd hope it's not some Salvia-land BS, this world contains long stories that follow a consistent plot which is nice.

I didn't get "goodness". Neither benevolence nor malevolence... No "God", no "him" lol... I did say "heaven" but I ought to have said Nirvana. The only emotion was a kind of shock and awe effect. Feelings of love, euphoria and joy are commonly triggered by DMT, I can see on all the reports. I don't feel these emotions. They are absent therefore in any breakthrough trip I have had. So that element might just be a drug effect.

What is "goodness"?

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I'm not sure he means that? As the narrative of your human life etc is mostly just ego death. And maybe some amnesia. You can have that on Salvia extract without any sort of realization.

What do you mean by "Love"? I don't think God is a good term. Look at the OP post and most interpretations. It sucks. I wish people would adopt Brahman, which doesn't have the Western BS ideas attached.

You don't suppose your character will be forced to essentially "live there" forever when it dies though. It sounds like The Jaunt. What do you mean by experience stops?