@TheSomeBody
I haven’t read everything in this thread, just coming to share what I feel about this.
Remember that all that’s coming is just my projection from what I can see and understand from my reality.
Sometimes I feel like Leo isn’t fulfilled on a deep level and that a lot of this consciousness work is done in a way that’s an escape from physical life (escaping the body, escaping the people, escaping the physical limitations, etc).
What makes me think that is the following : I was surprised to see along the years that Leo’s spiritual work hasn’t made him lighter, funnier and more radiant.
Contrarily, I feel like he has gotten more and more serious, and bitter.
From a more new age perspective, I feel like his vibration and vital energy has decreased rather than increased.
To me, the more you grow spiritually, the more healthy, happy and radiant you should look. Otherwise, it is mostly bypassing and escaping life.
To be honest, it has made me watch the videos less. I’ve been drawn to other teachings which help me feel more connected, more grateful, more present and less in my head trying to understand everything very seriously.
Recently, I learned about Leo’s health issues and that confirmed this feeling I had. It feels like he is in deep suffering inside.
The problem is that everything in his worldview seems to be about working, achieving and being productive, and never about living, having fun, enjoying the human experience, being in the body and in the moment.
Honestly, I feel like Leo’s true awakening (and healing) will happen when he’ll let go of everything : his business, his purpose, his goals, his content, so that he can start to live his life without so much weight on his shoulders.
Personally, the life purpose course has helped me a lot to reach my goals and change my life in the past years, but it hasn’t helped my to reach deep level of fulfilment.
And I think that’s the problem.
Having purpose and meaning is necessary, but making it 100% of your life doesn’t feel natural and is tremendously stressful.
It’s like living life with the feeling of being late all the time, never being good enough the way you are and always needing to do more.
It’s like the biggest scarcity belief ever created. Never BEING enough. Always needing to DO more to be happy.
I’ve been dealing with similar stuff that he has on a physical level so I kind of understand what he is going through.
However I think that trying to heal himself through diet is not going to do it. Honestly, chronic issues like these almost always stem from deep emotional blockages and traumas.
Personally, my own healing has come from finally having a deep desire to live (and not to escape) and finally feel enough however I “perform” in life.
That’s the only real way to increase your life energy. Always working and thinking is doing the opposite, draining all your life energy away.
Again, these are all my projections. I think I needed to share that as I’ve being going into my own process.
Seeing Leo’s struggle was impactful as well and I’d love to see him more radiant. On a higher vibration. Maybe a bit more new agey
Hope this sharing will bring some interesting inner openings!