thisintegrated

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  1. idk, I've always been interested in everything. I'm naturally a very curious person. But now I'm just looking at it all from a higher perspective, and seeing how despite the infinite depth present in everything, It's all meaningless. There's no inherent meaning to life, so there's nothing wrong with immersing yourself in all the meaningless activities available here. But as I want to wake up, the meaning/purpose I'm creating for myself is in waking up. All else is a distraction. As soon as one is ready, I think waking up becomes the only worthy goal to aim for. And when the time is right, maybe the subconscious mind adapts to the new aims and filters out all the distractions. Or maybe it's something else, idk, I'm too tired to think now..
  2. Ok, why are games made to be efficient? Because the alternative is inefficiency. Efficiency is always gonna be better. Games aren't unique. Everything in reality is efficient. Our reality is no different. Let's say we're here for some purpose, and that purpose involves us interacting with things, making decisions, and experiencing consequences from our decisions. Well what goes into creating all that? What components do you need to enable all this? You need your 5 senses. That's it. You don't need a physical reality, you don't need organs, or anything else. If you have just those 5 senses, you're able to achieve whatever purpose you're here for. Now what's the most efficient way of creating the experience of these 5 senses? That's the only problem you have to solve. You need those 5 senses. No other assumptions. You're starting from literal nothingness. Nothing exists, but you need 5 senses, how do you do it? How do you do it in dreams? Well you just do it! You don't create the organs or anything, you don't need to. Even in dreams you'll find organs if you cut someone up, but does that mean the organs in your dreams are real? Of course not.
  3. Doesn't matter, lifespans will be improved anyway. Too many billionaires putting money into life-extension research, and we already know what we need to work on to achieve immortality. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRt7LjqJ45k
  4. Consider how a video game works. Why does someone bleed when shot? Because their skin is pierced? No. Because that's what the game logic says should happen. Because that's the most efficient way the game can work. Simulating the skin getting pierced would be pointless. Only your experience matters, as that's all you will ever notice, and all you will ever bring into awareness/existence. For whom would the details exist? No one. Spend a few years studying this stuff, I don't care what you believe.
  5. I've thought about it, but I don't see much point in putting limitations on myself. I want to explore everything and experiment however I can first. Monks don't experiment.
  6. I swear it keeps getting worse and worse. More and more anime getting released are just lazy slice-of-life garbage. Or lazy isekais that turn into slice-of-life halfway through. There are exactly FIVE watchable series this season. A few years ago each season averaged around 20 watchable series, with maybe 5 stand-outs. I'm thinking I may have to go out of my way to manifest a better season next time. I'm really annoyed.
  7. I'm pretty sure this is just a side-effect of becoming more aware. It just struck me today as I felt I had become so different to a certain Yellow family member. Talking about intellectual subjects just felt weird and unsatisfying. This happened to me with video games some years ago. They started feeling so pointless. Now it's happening with the intellect, I guess?‍♂️
  8. Where's your proof it isn't? There is every reason to think it's imaginary, and not a single reason to think it's "real". If you understand how reality came to be, then it's obvious. If you don't understand how reality is imaginary, then figure that out first before asking specific questions. Leo answers all these basic questions in his videos.
  9. It's imaginary, like everything else. C'mon, you should know this by now. You're always making these same posts.
  10. Did you really just recommend me a slice-of-life?!?!?!?? On my watchlist. Low hopes. The chinese are incompetent at making anime, or anything tbh. Still a few episodes left for me to watch. A pretty good anime. Definitely in my top 100. ????
  11. Improvements in healthcare. By the time we're all 80 the average lifespan will likely be something like 120.
  12. Quite the ego trip you seem to be having
  13. I want to keep my male body right now because that's what I've spent all my life using and am familiar with. You mean if I couldn't fuck them because I'd have no dick? I believe it's called "scissoring". I'd learn to enjoy woman-on-woman sex, or even just kissing. Maybe I'd buy the girls some strap-ons and let them have their way with me?‍♂️ There are always alternatives. If a femboy wants to feel like he's getting fucked like a woman, bussy is perfectly fine.
  14. I was experimenting, in part, with sexual energy work. But yeah, I wasn't doing anything out of the ordinary.
  15. Depends on why I'd want a male body. For a dick? For more testosterone? More body hair? It's unlikely I'd feel a need for all such things. You can. There's psychedelics, which can help you see new perspectives. And tastes develop over time anyway. What attracted you a decade ago has probably changed , somewhat, by now. You may want an expensive car, but that doesn't mean you will take actions towards this. It's rarely practical or logical, and the cons will likely outweigh the pros. Sometimes it's better to just grow up, and realize your desires are childish/egoistic/dumb. Except it's not reasonable, in most cases. The problem isn't the gender, but inflexibility, as well as the dysfunctional mentality of "sex/appearance determines how you are allowed to act". You wouldn't say it's reasonable to buy an expensive car just because you think they're cool. The problem wouldn't be your boring old car, but your materialistic way of thinking. Getting the new car wouldn't solve anything, it would make it easier to avoid solving the actual problem, temporarily.
  16. They're good at debunking videos, but I do wonder why they only choose the worst, least convincing videos to debunk.
  17. Nothing more lonely than the thought of there being a "you" and "other". If other people/anything existed, it would be a sad reality. Luckily, it's just me? All of everything, all together. Everything is perfect; couldn't be more perfect.
  18. Luckily we have the internet??
  19. Hahaha, yess, that will teach Winnie a lesson?
  20. Sweet dreams, my boy?
  21. * china goes dark * * china doubles down on fusion energy * * china takes over the world *