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Studying everything I ever come across. There isn't much I haven't pursued.

The intentional destruction of love/life. A force directly opposed to existence. An existential cancer. Though it may manifest from the absence of love, it is not just the absence of love. Evil isn't sadness or tragedy, it's its own thing. Animals can suffer from a lack of love, but they will never ever turn evil. They won't kill just to rob others of their love for life, but humans might.

Whatever is your passion. Gonna be different for everyone. There is no meaning other than the meaning you make yourself.

No, everyone has preferences.

I think you've confused yourself. I know the context, and Galyna didn't have an answer so I thought I'd help you out as I was passing by.. Though seems my hint wasn't enough and now you're upset.

God enjoys everything that can be enjoyed.

Why would you think I was trolling? I was using another word for spirituality to make the answer more obvious to you.

Why does self-realization exist. Why does waking up exist.

lol, "scarified". Do you mean like ritual sacrifice or just killed for food?

Essays and debates? Glad someone agrees with me?

Reading books is the wrong approach here, imo. You want experience. Write long essays on the forum, assert your ideas, open yourself up to criticism, and use "big" words you barely understand wherever you can (double checking their definitions on google). You will only gain new skills from a "need". If you need big words and perfect reasoning to win a debate, then those skills will automatically get picked up as you debate more. Reading a book doesn't create any kind of "need" whatsoever, so integrating any skills from a book will be much more of a struggle. So basically, just role-play an arrogant "know-it-all". This will force you to actually gain the skills needed to convincingly pull it off, and will put you in situations where your debate/writing skills get challenged. Doesn't matter if you don't actually know anything, just say e.g. "Earth is flat" and then try to somehow still win the arguments despite being completely wrong. A master debater can will any argument, regardless if they're right or wrong.

Although you don't realize it, everyone's just trying to help you. Actualization is a long process, and you're just not yet ready for the more abstract parts that come later on in your journey. Chase money and women, suffer a few more decades, and maybe then you'll be ready for these discussions. It's just an unfortunate side-effect of Leo's content. His videos attract two kinds of people: 1. self-actualizers, and 2. incels / guys into "pick-up" / "success". These two groups of people should never have been put together in the same forum.

Jeez you're toxic. Refresh the page.

Spoken like a true Orange. One day you'll be like this guy and stop caring about materialistic shit

I'm afraid you'll have to break some rules if you wanna get banned. Go check the forum guidelines to see what you must do.

I've put a real effort into seeing if there's anything at all to astrological predictions & descriptions of types, but I've found absolutely nothing. Even when the descriptions are vague and impossible to get wrong, I can look up a description of some other sign and find that it matches me even better. I don't understand how people still see value in this. I just saw this: But wait.. I'm a Capricorn, and I'm arrogant and deep too!??? Why would someone gate-keep arrogance??

wait.. trolling is against the rules!??

Good to hear?? Standards for this forum should be high.

infinite happiness vs finite happiness

That's why you're still alive. Only through life and experiencing the consequences of your actions do you learn. "Understanding" alone will do absolutely nothing in terms of changing who you are. Just be your authentic self, and that's it. Nothing else you need to do. If your real self is an asshole that hurts people, then that "real" self is what will learn and grow from the consequences of being itself. If you put on an act and present a "fake" you to the world, then only the fake you will learn. You've likely read up on content too advanced for you, and have concluded that it doesn't work. But the problem is most likely with you. Just going through the motions isn't enough, you have to be ready to integrate everything. This tells me that you consider being viewed as "good and pious" as a goal in itself. This is not how self-realized people think. There is no one to impress, no one to gain approval from. For as long as your reason to self-realize is to gain the status of "good and pious", you won't really self-realize. Your writing style and word choice reminds me of stage Blue priests who are trying to save themselves from sin or something. It's not something you can check off on a to-do list, you will never "succeed". You'll just progress. And there's no reward, no status, no recognition, nothing. You'll just be free from more of your own BS the further you go. And the further you go, the more you'll have to offer others, and the less you'll want to be an asshole. You shouldn't be thinking "am I acting good or bad?", goodness will just eventually become your natural state. By trying to become "good", you're just trying to skip the steps that lead to "good".

I think tests take this into account. That's why they ask for your time and location of birth.

Transcendence Captain Phillips The Truman Show The Interview K-PAX

If you didn't create any pain for yourself, you wouldn't accept that reality is real.

lol, the poor man's hemisync. If you're gonna actually pay for something that's widely available for free, maybe support TMI, the institute that actually discovered/developed the technology. Does a deep meditative state cause drug interactions? Does a deep focus from driving a car cause drug interactions? The sounds just influence your brainwaves and can help put you in theta/delta, which is just a meditative state.