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Hmm, I guess it's just getting attention and feeling "safe" and "cared for". Abandonment would be the opposite of being loved, so as long as you feel you're not abandoned you feel loved.

Life has no inherent value. Value is made. Death is only a tragedy when value is lost, so killing "life" isn't inherently a tragedy. No one cries over the death of sperm, even if it has "potential". A fetus is no different to sperm. The line is entirely arbitrary. If you say "x old fetus has brain activity" ..so what? That has no effect on its "value". Value is gained through living and forming emotions/memories/desires. None of that? Then there's nothing lost through death. Most people would rather get aborted in that situation tbh.

As I kid I had no concept of love. Sure things made me happy/sad, but I never analyzed my emotions.

No. I've never seen anything to indicate that the masses think this way. An example of "progressiveness" would be using psychedelics to self-medicate depression. The opposite would be paying big pharma for pills. Does anyone think that advocating for the use of psychedelics is the more greedy/corrupt choice here? Of course not.

I don't think there's any connection between "progressiveness" and "corruption". They're unrelated. Anyone can be greedy.

Purple != tribes in the jungle Most kids and autists are around purple.

Just ask your doctor for a prescription for ear drops. I did that last year. Oh and.. never mouth breathe.

Not corrupt, just "naiive".

There are countless improvements that could be made, many of which have been mentioned repeatedly over the years. The answer is no.

Yours

What the other guy said, basically. Act on your greatest passion\excitement to the best of your ability. Your excitement is the compass needle telling you where to go. Whatever excites you the most is the highest vibration action you can take.

A fully grown tree that produces fruit is better than a sapling. But they're both the same thing so the tree shouldn't feel proud of being better, and the sapling shouldn't feel sad for being worse.

You haven't answered the question. In what form do my cells exist if they don't exist in any form?

That is correct. My cells don't exist unless you'd examine them with a microscope. If they did exist.. in what form would they exist? And for whom? Would they exist as visual information for me if I'm not looking at myself? Would they exist as audio? In what form would they exist? If they don't exist in any form whatsoever for anyone, can you really still say they exist in some form?

There is only one god.

To exist is to be in awareness. That's it.

Life is a waste of time too. Luckily we have infinite life to waste?

Actions have consequences. That's what you learn from. Having cancer just ups the difficulty level, and makes it easier to feel self-pity or fall into depression or whatever. If you were particularly evolved and nothing really challenged you, then in your next life you might want to have some kind of chronic illness so that life is back to being a bit of a challenge and your "evolved nature" is tested and you have opportunities to grow even further.

Life can give you discomfort, but only you can give yourself suffering. It's 100% you. If your way of thinking is causing too much suffering, then eventually the stress will make you snap and change your dysfunctional behaviors. As you've still not snapped, this tells me you've not suffered enough, and the stress of change still outweighs the stress of your suffering. You could if you were awake enough. But you'd quickly get bored and end up wiping your memory or something to regain some curiosity about life, but at that point you're back where you started. Also, you need challenges to learn. No consequences for your actions = you turn into a spoiled little brat.

"high taste standard" is just another way of saying "inability to handle a challenge". Heaven/hell/earth are not places but states of mind. The better your ability to handle suffering, the easier it will be to turn any place into a heaven. The more you suffer, the more room you have to grow, and the better the heaven will be. It's like putting your bike into a high gear. The harder it is to pedal, the more the bike will move with each movement. It's down to preference, but you sure do make a lot more progress on a higher gear.

..and Yellow returns to using "psychedelic", realizing it's more logical to use well-established vocabulary, for the sake of communication ..but each to their own?

Since you know it's all imagined by your own mind, why does suffering bother you? You haven't yet realized just how imaginary it is. Understanding comes in levels.

Yeah.. my earliest memories are weird. I recall seeing my family driving to the hospital to give birth to me?‍♂️

God has no biases. Your suffering isn't a problem, and it's all imaginary anyway. What's the point of it? Suffering helps you create meaning. Remember, there is no inherent meaning to existence, so suffering isn't a bad thing. Without suffering, the journey would be uneventful, and you wouldn't care. But that's just one interpretation, there are others.

If all your problems opportunities to awaken as God were taken away.. THAT would be evil. You, as God, love yourself too much to deny yourself infinite happiness.