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@Wilhelm44 Thank you, that means alot. Wishing the best for you as well <3

@Aaron p hahaha I chuckled reading that. I appreciate that bro. yea you're right, nothing to do but surrender, especially on what the outcome will be. and yes I will find strength in this. Thank you brother

@Ropuch7 Bro, thank you so much for your message. "The universe will never give up on you" really hit me because there have been so many moments where I’ve felt like I was given all the signs, all the warnings, and I still ignored them. It’s like the universe did its part—it tried to steer me away, it tried to wake me up—and I refused to listen. So now, I feel like I have to sit with the consequences alone, like I abandoned my path, and in return, the universe abandoned me. It’s a tough thing to wrestle with because deep down, I know I wasn’t supposed to go down this road. I can see all the moments where I had the chance to make a different choice, and I didn’t. And that realization brings a lot of guilt, shame, and even this feeling of unworthiness—like maybe I had my chance, and now I just have to take whatever comes. Also deep down I know you're right, it's just harder to apply it when there's so much emotional weight to it. Tbh this challenge is nothing compared to what a lot of people go through in life and we all have suffering in our lives. I try to keep that in perspective.

Right? I would have been fucked. I'm worried Trump is influencing drug sentences here though, not a good political climate to be charged with trafficking. I hope they wont try to make an example out of me.

That really hit me—I teared up reading it. I appreciate you sharing that. This whole situation feels like a make-or-break moment in my life, and I’m doing everything I can to make sure it’s the former. I didn’t need this, but since it happened, I have no choice but to make the best of it. When I start working as a realtor, I know it’s going to be tough to shake the feelings of shame and self-doubt. Sales is all about confidence and good energy, and right now, self-love feels like it’s at an all-time low. But I know I have to work through that if I want to succeed. Looking back, I ignored so many signs the universe gave me to walk away. Even on the day I got arrested, I got a call from a friend warning me that the cops were looking for the guy I was working with. I didn’t listen. Just thinking about it makes me sick.

Yea definitely had sleepless nights haha. Dealing with a lot of regrets. Its wild because I had so many signs and I chose to ignore them. and yea I'm doing just that. I cant look at drugs anymore or visit that place again.

They had me under investigation for six months before they caught me with 3 ounces of c, 1 ounce of ket, 1 ounce of molly, 100 tabs of acid, and some cash—both in my car and the place I was renting. They knew a lot, to be honest. My biggest mistake was talking during interrogation and incriminating myself. In that moment, it felt like I was screwed either way, and I wasn’t in the right headspace. I never expected my life to take that turn, and I spiraled. Sitting in a prison cell for 20 hours didn’t help either. It’s crazy because I always knew not to talk to the police—I’ve watched so many crime videos—but when it actually happened, I still did it. I have a good lawyer, but at this point, I’m just hoping she can minimize the punishment. The one thing working in my favor is that I’m in Canada, where the system is generally more lenient than in the U.S and the world. Most people I know who got caught with similar charges ended up with house arrest. Right now, I’m focusing on what I can control—fixing my life, building a career, volunteering, and going to therapy. I just pray the judge and prosecutors see me for who I am and who I can become. I'm truly not the criminal type. I was greedy and desperate for money and lost with no direction. Sad thing is I was on my way out in a month as I was getting my realtor license. Good thing is I have that license now and gonna start working doing that until day of sentencing. Tbh im more pissed about having a criminal record after than the actual punishment. Its like having something follow you for life and branding you as a bad person. It's no wonder people go to prison just end up going back.

Thanks for the kind words and advice man. I quickly looked into that using AI, and I'm definitely familiar with that kind of philosophy since I grew up Buddhist. From what I read, it has a lot of similarities, but I’ll dive into it more. It’s been really fascinating exploring spirit mediums and people who channel. There's a great podcast called "Next Level Soul Podcast" that features people like that you should definitely check it out:) It’s been the only thing that’s giving me hope right now, knowing that our loved ones are watching over us and that angels are with us. I was curious about what Leo has to say on topics like that. I enjoy hearing different perspectives, but from what I’ve seen, he doesn’t talk much about it.

Dear Leo and actualized community, I’m facing a serious challenge right now—I’ve been charged with drug trafficking, and it’s been incredibly difficult to move past it. The anxiety, the uncertainty about my future, and the weight of regret feel overwhelming. I keep replaying the choices that led me here, struggling with the thought that I may have permanently derailed my life. If you were in my position, how would you navigate this situation to achieve the best possible outcome—both legally and personally? During these difficult times, I’ve naturally turned to spirituality, which led me down a rabbit hole of spirit mediums and guardian angels. I came across people like Lorna Byrne, who claims to have seen angels her entire life and insists that each of us has a guardian angel watching over us. The idea that I’m not alone brings me comfort, but I also question—how much truth do you think there is to this? For those who have explored self-actualization deeply—how would you approach a situation like mine? Do you believe in divine intervention, guardian angels, or any form of unseen guidance in moments of crisis?