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Has anyone had any experience with micro dosing mushrooms for consciousness work? I am not in a place in my life where i can go into these crazy deep god realization trips as much as i would love to. I still have too much foundational work to do on my ego, survival, career, social life, life purpose, etc. etc., so, full on deep trips can be a bit destabilizing for me. I was, however, wondering what other peoples experiences have been like with micro dosing in terms of spirituality, and just generally how their lives have changed (if at all, of course). I just can't seem to find anything other than tabloid articles on silicon valley when i search for it. what are your doses, how often do you consume it, and with what method do you consume it? what are the effects you experience (if any)? i have 17g of mckenaii mushrooms which are quite a bit stronger than average, but still, do tell

in Leo's life purpose course video he says that the course is second only to enlightenment, and so I'm curious as to whether i should be spending my energy on the course, or is it just a distraction from enlightenment work?

@Moksha correct me if i'm wrong (because i might be), but does that mean, that when this little window, that i'm looking through (concsiousness), imagines that all things, including time, space, people, objects etc., etc., disapear while on a psychedelic for example, that they ACTUALLY litterally cease to exist, if that makes sense? i meditate for 1,5 hours a day and have watched a lot of leo's videos, so it's not that im new to this whole field, but the whole god video, was quite an unexpected bombshell during that trip. don't get me wrong, it's pretty awesome, but the notion of other people just boggles my mind so much

so about a week ago, i indulged myself in a 300ug acid trip and stumbled upon leo's "guided exercise for realizing you are god". now, i have been watching his content for a while, and i love it, but that video seriously fucked with my mind. one thing is recontextualizing the experience of my body and objects etc., but i just can't wrap my mind around the whole "other people don't exist" thing. i'm not denying nor enforcing that notion, it's just such a mindfuck that i can't seem to make sense of. on one hand, it makes perfect sense after what i experienced/have been experiencing this entire week, but on the other hand, i can't shake the idea of me just being completely insane if that theory is wrong. is my current experience the only thing that exists? do you exist? i just need to know, it's painful being on this middleground.