ll Ontology ll

That's what I'll do in the future when my playful side dominates my serious side again here haha, a monster version. Glad you liked. Believe it or not I can speak/laugh at that level, would be able to get paid professionally to do various voiceovers if I was desperate ha.

I mean... Obviously mine is better. Ha imagine if I did mine professionally .

^^^^ This is so fucking funny haha (video sync for whatever reason isn't as good as it was before but it doesn't bother me, its done I'm moving onto the next thing now ----- good laughs)

OH MY FUCKING GOD HERE IT IS FINALLY HA Good learning experience. Mind fuck (amount of time I spent haha) https://archive.org/details/coool-1 Not on YouTube due to copyright infringement on video (visual)

I thought it would be humorous to share a version of me practicing the speech haha just the intro Later tonight I'll share the complete version

Nope. This is an utter failure haha. I can't help but philosophise, even when my mind is directed like this. This month is all about connection to being for me and just some comedy. I'll reboot the theory and more structured imaginative story next month. I'll write and read comedy instead for this month to practice my speaking voice for audio/acting. Will re-commence this journal and PART 2 beginning early next month.

Alright, so here I'm going to be sharing all of my insights about the imagination (and to that extent; creativity) for free before I finish them all up in the book I've been working on to be released by the end of the year. I'm a good guy like that what can I say. This is to complement my writing process, the results of which I'll be sharing week to week and within the span of that how I please. In light of the forum vibe and the return on investment I think I can provide readers and listeners, I've decided to solely focus on writing that is more along then lines of sci-fi but ultimately is just simply "out of this world" with sometimes slight connections to this world when approaching things from the ideal of perspectivism. This is to accomplish three things, discover the linguistic limits of the imagination, discover the results of what a theoretical understanding of the imagination provides me and an attempt at expanding the horizons of the minds perception of the present moment and the perceived limits of the reality it designs through its resolution biases. PART 2: The writings and corresponding audio recordings that I might also attempt to provide more (music) themes to other than just my voice. Best.

P.S - I don't consider this philosophy hence why I'm fine concentrating on it (what I said I was avoiding this month). I consider this "out of philosophy" haha.

Anyone that ever has a problem with me I want to give you the confidence that you can approach me about it no matter what it is. The reason for this message is that I realise that I can unintentionally come across as intimidating because I speak my mind very freely, of which I'm becoming more sophisticated about these days. I don't have much of a filter myself and I'm very open minded, these two combined leave me to do and say things that may make others feel uncomfortable which I'm very mindful about because I'm aware of the fact that we all come from various histories and so can naturally be affected by things in very different ways. My ease will be relative to my deductions and my deductions relative to the overall nature of the forum has at the very least led me to conclude that I need to take things back a notch or two, which I have as I'm sure some of you have noticed, but then there's also the openness I have to be mindful about as well. Feel free to open up further discussion here as you please, I will be respectful to you as much as you're capable of demonstrating respect in return of which I know most of you are capable of. Otherwise, at the very least I hope everyone is happy with my odd musical improvisations that I do for fun every now and then which I'm sure most of you are ha. Unless there's anything else, towards me regardless as to where you are here's to open and candid expression from you, openness but healthy boundaries from me. Best.

This journal will remain accessible to serve the purpose of transparency on my past history.

I'll be creating my own erotica writings by the end of next week, this is simply an introduction. Ha. Many poems rolled into one recording:

THIS JOURNAL WILL NOW CEASE I've decided to end this journal just in case it makes people feel uncomfortable haha. I'll do something more neutral, something more imaginative and out of this world. Non-sexual. Many people have various past histories here and I wouldn't want to trigger anything with the words I use.

That’s fantastic advice @Preety_India, will do! I have to be careful about my troll lust though my violent tendencies towards those I consider “bad” can sometimes get a bit out of hand haha, they’re my violent fantasies I brought up here about a week ago. A good offing off with the head, the odd ball chopping, making them chew on the bones of goat horns with an intentful glare as glass is being slowly pushed through their eyeballs back in and out, you know, the usual .

@Preety_India anyone that messes with Preety is going down. Ha. Good list. I know you’re becoming more and more ferocious by the day you wouldn’t need me . Yeah on one of your points above it’s just because they’re insecure, they’re just trying to present an image of growth rather than being here to grow. Confront them and that image crumbles. Do it with emotional control though because the majority of the time they just want a reaction from you. If we just focus on bringing our best/authentic selves this place will get better and better by the day.

In my own opinion my writings will be much better, much of that didn’t click with me haha.

Just doing vocal improvs for the fun of it haven't done singing for a bit just screwing around LYRICS BELOW NO EDITS ETC Oh some days I'll find my way Oh I want to know my way home Oh I walk the city streets wonderin Where the lights will guide me Oh will they guide me home Or will they guide me back to hell Oh I want to know Where the city lights are going to guide me MORE TO COME EVERY 20 MIN OR SO

@Hulia hahahaha that's awesome

@Hulia haha thanks I linked a reading just before but I didn't realise at first the background noise doing "if" by rudyard kipling for fun

So I never knew Jordan Peterson could sing.... sharing off the cuff improvs over the next few hours for fun based on forum questions haha :

^^^ THAT WAS EXCELLENT!!!

sharing off the cuff improvs over the next few hours for fun based on forum questions haha : I can't be bothered writing out the lyrics haha

A LINK TO MY PROFILE TO FOLLOW IMPROVS (apparently its pretty hidden these days) BEST WISHES TO YOU ALL https://www.actualized.org/forum/profile/24721-ll-ontology-ll/

just did this improvisation for you im sharing improvs over the next few hours for fun hope all is well sir mean every word lyrics below: https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/65503-vocal-improvs-concert-one-concert-for-few-hours-only-haha/#comment-896305 I want you to know That you’re loved I want you to know That you’re loved By me Oh I’m feeling much love for you Oh I want you to know that the sun does shine for you through me Just send me a message if you need to too Oh I’m opening Oh I’m opening Oh I’m opening my heart to you Will you open Will you open Will you open your heart to me?

I've decided I'm going to do improvs based on the questions posted in the forum!!! ILL POST THEM IN THE FORUM THERE AS WELL NOT HERE

@Eternal UnityOn True and Heart: I love that line, "Truth will set you free", a variation; "Know truth. Be free." In this case as it applies to energetic transmutation by concentration on what the core of ones being (deepest ocean heart) is trying to tell them about the energetic/related truth of something, followed by as I said, concentrating on that frequency until it emanates from your entire being. It's a feedback loop it seems between concentrating on truth (in the way described) --> Openness (letting that open one up) ---> rinse and repeat continuously . Is there anything else to energetic truth? Other than delving into the philosophical nuances on the how's etc which I promised I wouldn't do haha, I can't think of anything that indicates there is. Pure, simple, beautiful. I never realised this was the way to live my life until now, I feel so much freer. I've realised that wounds can be there so long you take them to be normal when you don't know stuff like this, that then re-exposure to wounds can at least be good to show you where you should have been healing. It's like a shoulder injury you've done nothing about, you get used to things, then you start to try and use it and you realise what rehab you should have been more fixated on. It's made me realise that an emotional wound can very much be like any flesh wound, we have to make sense of where it is though in the darkness and find analogous bandaids to surgical procedures like these that at least work orient themselves well with me.