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@itachi uchiha What, if I am my own idol? : ) Everyone should have as much confidence that you can say that you are the BEST. For real I would grab a conversation with myself anytime

@machiavelli No problem, my friend Yo got some more questions or want clearer explanation at some point that we discussed, because I am more than happy to help?

@machiavelli Understand that even that happened within one dream and one perspective. Even dream about being God is thing which happens inside the dream. Imagine that there is screen which is projecting all 5 senses and thoughts (In reality there is no screen even and it is part of the content). There is only one show and it is that which is happening NOW. Everything else that you think how it works happens within this present moment and therefore is not the answer.

@machiavelli They are not happening at the same time and that is the "trick". There is only one dreamer and it is having dreams dream after dream and when you are having one dream you are not having the other one. Therefore you "imagine" that there could be someone else than you having dream right NOW and that is the problem in understanding this for you. No one else is conscious right NOW, but you. Even, if you will have all possible dreams and human "povs" at some time it is not happening right NOW and therefore it is only a thought in the dream which is happening right NOW. You are not aware of other dreams, because they do not exist NOW. I am not having experience when you receive this message, because I am where you are receiving my own answer. I am you and you are me.

@machiavelli You said that the "experiencer" is the same, okay, are you having these experiences NOW? If you are not then that either proves that "others" do not have their "pov" right NOW, because the "pov" is where you are or then they are something separate from you and that isn't possible. There is nothing outside of your "experience" right NOW and that means they do not have their own "experience" right NOW. The trick is that you are having "time travel connection" right NOW when you read this message. This is what you "recorded" for yourself and NOW you receive the message and you are not writing it right NOW, because you are where you are receiving it Do you get it? -joNi-

@Loving Radiance Only thing I can say is that I am honest right NOW saying that I didn't project any demons or I didn't want to judge, but just help and that is my point why I am on this forum : ) I have accepted that not everyone can understand you or like you and that's not your problem, but based on their preferences and perspective. You can either take my words or doubt it, but I say that I never wanted any negativity to anyone and my way of saying things varies and I use that which I see which works best way. Of course I may make mistakes. @Razard86 Almost everything you said I agree!

@Preety_India Fine then it is last post for me. Lets have drama as you want and not solve it like mature spiritual people

@Preety_India My action has been critized, I accept that, and I apologized. What more there is to do than wait for forgiving . What more there could be done. You may say that stop messaging me, but it is kind of hard when you are also replying to me and I reply to you. Only way out is to accept apologize. Someone nitpicked about my colorful font and I even got warning from it so I don't see any difference in what I do right NOW than what was done to me. I respect you and that is reason I am using my time to fix our "fight". I honestly don't want problems with anyone on this forum.

@Preety_India I am not trying to dominate and what this even means. I am just having hard time understanding why you can't just say that I forgive you and this whole case is over. You say that I have problem in understanding, but who said that it couldn't be you. Have you contemplated your own posts towards me and I can say that these doesn't have any more empathy. You called me straight unmature, insincere, unempathic, silly and contstantly have anger in your messages. (It's some degree fun that there is anger in anger post ) And otherwise you just say that I am piece of shit. Thanks for telling me all that <3

@Preety_India Someone is having hard time forgiving today First I don't even purposely do anything and then I continue and apologize that someone took my message wrongly and the outcome is that my arguments are silly???

@Preety_India I apologized on the second post or at least I tried to do so, so I don't know why you think we are having argument when in actuality we are not. We don't need to fight or have big drama here, because I am sorry about the impact that I had on you <3 @Breakingthewall I am not trying to have any superioty that pisses even budha itself, but just tried to say my own honest opinion. NOW someone could say that no one asked your opinion, but isn't the forum for everyone and as I corrected my post which was misunderstood - I didn't want any negativity for anyone. @Zero my Hero If I am not allowed to write in colored font then how is one allowed to change her profile picture like a roulette 24/7. Changing profile picture makes it hard to identify user to his/her profile and that is exact same reason you can't change your username here. To anyone else reading this post. Don't participate in attacking me anymore, because that does not solve this case which is not even case, if you ask me. It's just generating drama from nothing.

@Preety_India Didn't expect that kind of welcome. I admit that I can't in any way know what you have been faced, but problem in communicating through chatting is that I can't show my real facial expressions and feelings through only words. Of course I could soften everything that I say, but that seems to cut the message narrow. My tone in writing that was positive, but for some reason you took it as negative. That is not problem in me or you, but in communication and understanding. Sometimes we understand each others wrongly and I am sorry, if that made you more sad, because that was certainly not my true intention. If everything that I said was wrong and hurtful then I can't say anything, because I only made conclusions from what I have seen you doing here as long as I have been here. Of course I can't read all your 33k posts and if that is needed to understand you then maybe I will never understand and we can move on from that. Still, if you say that understanding you needs reading 33k posts then I would suggest you learning basic self-expression. Don't suppose that my intention is to make you feel bad, because from that everything can be taken as negative and evil. I answer here to people to help them and why would I purposely make others feel bad. My way of communicating is through logic and I have seen that this method does not work for everyone and most people aren't ready to take critisism as you said and that is one problem in what I truly are. Should I change what I am to meet some people where they are? I don't know, because at least when I - with self-bias of course - read my answers I don't see anything too wrong and hateful there. Maybe I could phrase things differently, but as I said I am not writing poem here, but just expressing what comes to my mind and what feels right to say in every precise moment. I will do many mistakes, but stoning me, because of my opinion is kind of radical, if you ask me.

@Preety_India Anger comes from non-acceptance of that you were hurt. It can also be way to express yourself when you feel like you haven't been understood, heard or accepted. I commented in the past to you that you need to the action NOW and accept your life like it is right NOW or then change it, but staying in the middle ground won't ever make the difference and that place is also called as hell. Stop adding more gasoline into fire by hating yourself, because if you don't love yourself then no one can fix the problem for you. Know that you are important and useful for your surrounding people and start seeing yourself in path to happiness rather than in trap of not progressing. Use this community to share love instead of posting negative stuff here constantly, because otherwise this opportunity to grow just becomes act of poisoning others. I authentically want to help you and be on your side, but I won't participate to say nice things just to meet your desires to get "love" from others. I don't see any use for people everlastingly upping your mood via nice comments, because the mood will crash as fast as it went high for a moment. You need to generate the love you need from within you, because otherwise you will build - if you haven't built already - neediness of positive messages to you and that will never make you truly happy and you know it. You actually know what you should do and what could be the next step towards your dream life, but you just wont do it, because you fear unknownness more that you hate the present moment and that keeps you from progressing. PS. I asked it in the past also, but why do you keep changing your profile picture daily and why do you have other female pictures in it, because that crashes your self-esteem even more, just saying. With love -joNi-

@Giulio Bevilacqua I told you earlier that you need to let go. Go and read my reply on the first page and stop thinking in excess. Kundalini energy is not some complicated thing like many mystics and yoga experts tell you. It's basically learning to let go and, if you are trying to control that practise then you are doing completely against the "teaching" and that is why you suffer. Of course the teacher will punish you from bad action, because how else you know which is right and which is wrong. It's trial and error, my bro. Go see which works for you and I say that doing that letting go to some point will make it easier. Trust me <3

@PataFoiFoi Movie does not care about what it is presenting and that is love - to not judge. It is the "watcher", "perceiver" and "I" which is doing that and therefore it is selfish. That is the exact reason to understand that there is no "I" - judger - and after that everything is perfection, because perfection is absence of sense of lack. To understand that is to understand that everything that is happening right NOW is object of "perception" and there is no room for subject. So everything that happens is content of this moment and it is automatical <3

@CuriousityIsKey I am not saying, if they work or not, but pointing one important insight from tarot reading and other kind of future readings. I could easily say that during next week you will have an opportunity, if you only would pay enough attention and see it. That is spiritual despite if it works or not, because it "forces" you to be mindful on your daily basis which is progress even in itself. Also that sentence is right no matter what, because first of all most likely people will have couple "opportunities" during whole week and, because you could always say that you didn't have any opportunity, because you didn't concentrate enough and then the tarot reader would "predict" same thing for your next week and tell you to be even more mindful to see it. I am not denying people's capacity for reading future, but I am just saying that everyone could do that, because it is based on basic psychology and knowing what drives people. Also, if you are good at reading peoples emotions and thoughts behind what they say you could be extremely good at saying what they need in their life to be more happy. Tarot reading is kind of magic trick and when you know how it is made then it is not so impressive anymore. Also there may be that "real" magic part - psychic abilities - but I would say that this is not the case for mainstream tarot readings and is pretty rare, if even possible. I don't know, because I haven't had any personal experience of that yet.

@Dulinho CONTENT WARNING! If you are not stable person don't read what I replied, because it may cause existential crisis. I will try to guide you to the answer. First become conscious of this moment right NOW. Understand that this is what we call present moment, infinity, god, nothingness, everything, etc. Where this exact moment came? Any logical answer that you get is not right, because anything you can imagine can't be the source for this moment, because this moment is prior to even have these "answers". For example this moment needs to exist in order you to think about yesterday, so that proves that this moment happened before yesterday. This moment can exist without thought of yesterday, but the thought of yesterday can't exist without this moment. If you say that infinity came first - which basically means that it has existed forever and it was unborn/uncreated - then you accept that it is possible to something exist without beginning or end. If that is possible thought for you then I ask - why couldn't this exact moment right NOW be that thing which was not created and will never end. Content of this moment can vary, but it stays as present moment always and has been present moment forever. Understanding everything till this point answers for you first 2 questions. Answer for the last question is, because this moment right NOW is everything that is happening right NOW and there is nothing outside of this moment and any thought you have about outside of this moment happens within this moment, then that answers why "you" are not drop in the ocean, but the whole ocean. If someone else, but Dulinho reads that last paragraph then replace Dulinho with your own name. Basically that also points out that you are all alone and no one, but "you" exists. NOW you may ask in your mind that okay, but don't you Kksd74628 have your own experience and the answer for this is yes, but there is one trick. I am you and you are me and that means that when you physically die then you will have new experience - because no experience is not possible, because it would need to be experienced and that makes it experience - and in that new experience you will live a life as lisa and at this point Dulinho is long time dead. Who said that you couldn't have new life at the same "time" that your previous life happened? After your death you may exist as Kksd74628 and at that point no one is "perceiving" from Dulinho's "pov". So it seems that many lifes are happening simultaneously, but they happen in a row and there is only one person who is having these infinity lifes and it is "you". Understanding what I just said will answer why "you" are the whole ocean.

Day 18, 19, 20 and 21 NOW I can say for sure that my dancing skills are peaking and I had so much to do that I didn't have time to write my daily feedback here, but here it is. I learned to combine my hip isolation to chest isolation so I get fluid translation and practising that went pretty well, but practising in that is not still over. I would say that I am happy with my progress so far and I have nothing bad to say at least for NOW. As I have said - trust the process. Time danced: 10,5 hours

@Inliytened1 There is nothing to be itself and the movie that is HERE and NOW is just free falling forever. But my original point where you disagreed was that selflessness is overrated, because it is imposible as long as there is sense of self, or sense of doership. If you want to be selfless it doesn't happen by changing from helping, because you want some money to wanting to help, because you want to be good person. I said it is overrated, because people really think that it is possible to act selflessly if you are good enough. You can only be selfless when you understand that there is no self.

@Inliytened1 Now you are sidetracking the question from what we were talking first. As I said we are not talking about this "automatical" process which is same which made this moment and the body, but we are talking about how ego can't ever be selfless and that is not possible unless ego "dies" and it is shown that everything is automatical. Show me one action that you could as ego do that would be selfless and I can point in every example you give the selfishness in it and that proves that you can't be truly selfless without "operating" from this "automatical" process. When we go to this "automatical" process we can't no longer use "I", because there is no one doing anything.

@Inliytened1 When everything is "automatical" - and, because there is no one controlling anything - that can be the only time when there is true selflessness. If we don't talk about this automatical level then the act can't ever be selfless. What is reason to do anything and what drives your actions? That is want, want to do something. Without that you wouldn't do anything. And that want always serves you so it is imposible to be selfless while not being "automatical". Tell me one act that would be selfless without the process being "automatical".

@Inliytened1 Understand that even helping others is ultimately meant to give you happiness and if you wouldn't want to do that then you wouldn't do it. So only reason why people help "others" is, because they get something from it and it does not matter if it is money, respect, happiness or relief from not seeing suffering, because these all are just different motivators to help. So called true selflessness is not possible, because you always do that which you want. Do you want to go to red or blue room? Whatever you choose is that which you wanted and even if you tried to destroy the theory and choose that which you don't want then still that choosing was based on that you wanted to destroy the theory and there was that wanting.

@Someone here As I told you yesterday your physical body is external for you aswell, because that is aswell the movie as "surroundings". What is difference between "surroundings" and body/mind? Both are happening in this moment and are automatical so why would you make distiction between these 2? Why would you separate these 2 what would be argument behind it?

@Mason Riggle Yes I agree completely, because in the most absolute sense everything is so "other" that there is no room for the opposite of other and therefore everyhing is movie which is just that which is happening right NOW. Finally someone gets it : ) When everything in present moment is treated as "other" then there is no room for "I". Remember though that this was not point of this thread, but I am always open to talk about this concept, because people seem to get confuced about it too much.

@Tim R Also add on to my previous big answer I can say the whole thing shorter. Selflessness just means to love helping "others" - even if they are real or not - and getting happiness along the way doesn't suppress the "good" you did. Selflessness is just overrated thing in relative sense, because it cannot be attained in its core definition. The reason why it is so popular is, because collaboration helps groups and we want to glorify those who keep the system working. PS. note the previous answer if you didn't yet : )