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The More Conscious I become the more sensitive I become about others suffering, how can I stop suffering? If it is me who is projecting reality, why am I projecting people to suffering? Because I sincerely do not want that. I do understand that for some life is beautiful and full of love, but for others its the opposite. Is it not selfish to be content with reality because one itself has it good, but others are in pain? It was easier to ignore this, when I was less conscious and more numb, but now that I am more Conscious, self-aware, the pain of others do not really feel like it is just pain "of others", in the sense that "it-is-not-my-problem" As Conscious agents, why can we not change the painful aspect of reality by our will? Like aging, diseases etc.? How does one "lucid-dream", in this dream we call life?

Sincerely gratitude to everyone and their answers. There is much to learn and work on, its great! Of course, I do realize that the source of reality is God imagining it to be a certain way, which makes me wonder, if I am God, how could I learn to be able to "have-a-say" so to speak about reality and its shape&form. But alas, it seems that this kind of knowledge is not available to me, in other words, God does not give me the "Admin" privileges, but if I am God, then that would mean that I myself do not give the admin privileges even though I would like to have them, at least some of them. But alas, maybe God wants people to become independent, and thus, does not interfere and "help" everything with everything, what do I know certainly really, at this point I can analyse/reason based on the knowledge that is available to me. However, maybe I will uncover it myself? Yes, that does sound overly ambitious, and almost impossible, but hey never say never as the saying goes. At the end of the day, there is still a choice to be made, the one between love and & hate, and I rather choose love fellow Beings.