Gesundheit2

@Loving Radiance It seems the tension that is arising in expecting/by imagining the real life scenario is too big to handle for now, so I would: Avoid looking at the wound when it's triggered. It's just pointless, maybe even harmful. Only examine at rest and when feeling ready. If it feels hard to examine the thoughts/emotions even at rest, then maybe consider taking a break from everything related to them (basically any triggers) for some time (going on a retreat is optimal, ime), then come back to this later and baby-step your progress.

Nobody's perfect, but some people are better than others.

@Preety_India Bye's.

@Cykaaaa That makes a lot of sense. Thank you.

@Bob Seeker @zurew Thanks guys. All clear and helpful.

Thank you, I really appreciate that you took the time to write this post. And yeah, I agree with you that I probably need more practice. But I'm kind of facing a handful of logistic problems that are slowing me down that I try to tell myself are not a big deal. For example, I have other commitments at the moment (mainly medical school and family obligations) so I'm not fully dedicated to programming. I also don't have access to my PC/internet all the time, as there are certain environmental limitations that are imposed on me because of where I live (shortage of electricity and internet). As well, winter was really cold this year and I had to endure it without any heating whatsoever, blankets are all I have, and I can't work from underneath a blanket. Those are the main obstacles that I'm facing right now, and even though I started learning web development one year ago, in real time (practice) I think it equals 3 or less months in better circumstances. I've already made a number of projects with the help of an instructor, but nothing on my own yet. Here are two of them: Guess My Number Pig Game I am noticing these effects as I'm practicing more. I think all I need is time.

Just got back from the hospital, it was raining, I got all wet. Bro asked me to go up to the roof and check the water storage, did that. Then on the way down I saw my cousin and her little baby daughter, 2 years old or something. I held her in my hands, lift her up the ground then made her stand on my thighs, best feeling in the world. I asked her what her name is, she sweetly mumbled Fatima. How cute and innocent!! Then I carried her up the stairs and delivered her to her grandma's.I will have as many kids as possible.

This.

True, if they are venting on their journals. I respect the space people need and use to express themselves. Notice I never comment on your journals (I don't read them tbh), and when I comment on someone's journals I'm often supportive. But, when you make a thread about leaving in the self-actualization section, then it is my right to point out that that's unnecessary drama.

Look, dude. You said you want to leave, and I said it don't matter to me. Seems fair, don't you think? Or do you want me to cry and beg you to stay?

Do I have to give a fuck about you staying here? Much narcissism?

Can you make this a little bit more constructive? For example, can you list the problems that you see here that make this a bad place for people in general and not just you? Try to keep it objective and without naming anyone in specific. Whether you leave or stay is your private business and it probably doesn't matter for most of us.

@PepperBlossoms I've read many of your posts here on the forum, and honestly you don't seem like a people-pleaser at all. You seem fairly self-expressive and focused on what you want without much care for what people think. Not saying you're lying or anything like that haha, but maybe that can give you some clues on how to behave in the world. Maybe you need to have a clear goal in life, etc.

@hyruga I think the guidelines both here and there are mainly targeting spamming issues. It's another thing to be an active member who shares his insights in a different format.

You're just jealous you were not invited No, seriously. This framing of "minions" is a little bit over the top, don't you think? How did you come to this conclusion? I'm curious. What did you see and I didn't?

We've only listened to one side of the story while the other side is not even here to talk or explain. Have you received a "recruitment" invitation yourself? Cuz I haven't. How many people have actually received those invitations?

It depends on what you mean by real and imagining and all these Leo Gura words. Obviously everyone is going to hit some point where they will no longer be alive. How do I know? Well, I don't know per se, but this fact is the second most certain thing we know after existence. You can literally doubt everything, but death still proves to occur all the time. And to say it's imaginary doesn't change the fact that it will happen, all it means is that you are currently thinking about it even though it's not happening to you at the moment.

There's nothing flimsy about ego-death. It's one of the most "serious" spiritual experiences that one can have. And there's no need to rush this knowledge, since it's inevitable and you will come to it finally.

You are legit addicted. Please return to smoking, it's a little bit more healthier.

What Is Not Allowed On This Forum Recruiting member for chat-groups outside the forum. -- From the other forum's guidelines. LMAO!

Got the link to the forum, took a quick peek, and saw some of my favorite members there. I'm signing up, but I'm staying here too.

I said my final piece on solipsism a while ago, before I was banned. But I guess it doesn't hurt to state it again with the latest updates. So most people think of this issue rather in a binary way; It's either me alone that is conscious or all beings are conscious. I find that way of thinking myopic. The hardest part of this realization is the labelling, because it gets deeper and deeper every time. Don't ask me how or why, but the latest data/updates/downloads strongly suggest that there are only five conscious beings in the universe; Me. Empty slot (Leo previously, lost for banning me). One female (yet to be found). One other female. And lastly one unknown/locked character (including all genders and can be anyone but not you). I'd be happy to give you the empty slot for a certain price (negotiable, btw). Waiting for your response. Best regards. Ges2.

A few months ago you were laughing at me for believing in magic, and now you have paranormal abilities. Clearly Nahm wasted this opportunity. How can I subscribe?

LMAO dude your humility levels are intoxicating ??