Gesundheit2

Said my dick after ejaculation, each and every time.

Woke up at 2 am. No electricity. Waited till around 5. Watched the sunrise. Saw God. Then I decided to go on a morning walk. Walked for about 3 hours all throughout the city. Meditated and listened to music. Then at the park near home, I played football with two youths for about 30 minutes, and I got exhausted. Whatever the fuck happened to my stamina?! I mean I'm not the best football player, but today my level was cringy and clumsy at best. I haven't been playing for ages, nor have I even been doing any regular sports either other than walking. Still, it was a draw in the end. I enjoyed it so much. It reminded me of the meaning of life. No man should ever spend a day in his life without doing sports. Men have to sweat. Sport is healthy. And I thought my health was perfect before. Turns our there are higher levels of health even. Dammit, God! And God dammit! My health is already great but it's nowhere close to where it can and should be. I'm living in toxic conditions that limit my ability to becoming the best human ever, physically and mentally. I can't wait to end this nonsense and live up to my fullest potential. Soon everything will be perfect. Start your timer. You'll see.

@Ayham Hi! And kudos for you for doing this work seriously. Regarding finding your life purpose and related doubts, I would suggest that the process might be longer than anticipated and that there is no rush. When you find your purpose, you will feel it so there will be no doubts. That's not to say there's only one purpose out there for you/everyone, nor that it can't change or evolve over time. But that some level of general clarity about yourself is required for you to discover your purpose, and other parts of yourself. Meditation does certainly help with that, and I would suggest that instead of doing a formal practice or a chore that you have to go through everyday, that instead you try to be curious about the source of thoughts. When you sit to meditate, if you notice that thoughts keep popping up, try to get in touch with their source. Be curious about what they mean, and why these specific thoughts are appearing out of infinitely more others. Hint: you will find many answers about your authentic self this way if you do it properly. Good luck, and keep us updated. I am enjoying reading your journal and interested to see how your journey will unfold.

Life is never static, but it can appear so if certain conditions are met. There's no recipe for living life properly. You gotta come up with one for yourself and keep sharpening it all the time. Though, there are recipes for living life improperly. To live properly, you have to be at least informed, hyper aware, and intelligent. Lack in any of these traits will fuck you up if those conditions I talked about earlier aren't met.

I am crazy, irrational, biased, and stupid. But I wear the masks of logic, rationality, science, and intelligence.

I am not a disagreeable person. It's just that after a certain level of insight it becomes really hard to agree with perspectives that lack enough nuance, which is like 96.69% of perspectives. It's because there's an insight gap between me and others. I do understand them, but they can't even really understand what I say, let alone understand me. This happens both in real life and online. People don't understand much of what I say unless I break it down and really bring it down to their level. And I don't even talk much abstraction. Really, most of what I say is very down-to-earth. It's just that people are too deaf to hear and too blind to see. And on top of that, many of them are entitled, especially the younger they are, so they expect everything to be delivered to them ready for consumption, those lazy entitled narcissistic hippies. I just can't help but love them

Joseph thinks there's value in personality models. ???

A recent quote from Leo in the most recent discussion about Ralston's views on psychedelics. The claim here is that high consciousness and human functionality are somehow antithetical to each other. It is an absurd thing to claim, and I'm not exactly sure why nobody is calling out this nonsense, and kind of shocked that Leo is still broadcasting this idea. So without more introductions or any further ado, let's dig right into it. Here are my thoughts: Let's assume that it is true that the more conscious you get the less functional you become as a human being. Well, that means that this alleged "high consciousness/God state" does not include human functionality, which is at the very least extremely suspicious to me. Next, and on the same note, let's say it is true and we don't really have a say in the matter and we don't understand why it has to be this way because we are stupid humans with limited minds and ultimately because we are "not awake". So to me it sounds like this alleged "high consciousness/God state" comes at a price, so that means it needs resources, like brains and ATP and all that. Basically, what that means is that there are physical brains that control the states and functionalities of consciousness. And these physical brains are the ground for consciousness. There is no consciousness without a brain. Next, and on the same note again, let's say that we are stupid humans again and we don't understand how we are fooling ourselves into believing in brains when in fact all that there is is consciousness. If that was truly the case, then why would God have this limitation? Why couldn't God be completely functional as a human while at the same time be God-realized? Limitation is inherent to form, and God is allegedly infinite formlessness, so why would finite form control infinite formlessness? How could it? I thought God the formless creates all forms with all the limitations, not the other way around. To me, this only means that it is actually the other way around, and that God lives inside the physical brain. Let's say that we have 100 ATP particles in total (random number) that the brain is using to function and produce (1) consciousness and (2) human functionality. If that is true, then these two functionalities (1) are inherently merely physical brain functions (2) they share the same limited resources (3) therefore are limited/finite functionalities (4) therefore consciousness cannot be infinite, but rather a contemporary symptom of a physical brain. Consciousness can't be truly infinite if it requires energy or anything else. It could only be truly infinite if it was self-sufficient, which it doesn't seem to be the case at all. In fact, there are more evidence that it is not self-sufficient than evidence that it is. Now, more to debunking the myth directly. In my experience, the more conscious I become the more functional I become as a human, so my experience so far actually seems to contradict and defy the claim that "I cannot maintain human function at the highest levels". It actually doesn't make any logical sense why high consciousness would contradict human functionality. Like seriously, why would it? This question becomes especially prominent when you hear claims of Absolute Love, Freedom, Intelligence, and all that. Like anyone can basically intuit that these things would only contribute and amount to more functionality, not less. You don't need to think so hard or be sophisticated. It doesn't take much wisdom or experience to see that actually less consciousness = less functionality. You are least functional when you are asleep, and someone is least functional when they are in a coma. That's low consciousness, not high at all. Even a child can attest to this. I'm sure I left out some thoughts and that I haven't said everything that I wanted to say. I don't know how anyone could mentally masturbate their way out of what I said here, to me it seems pretty solid and concrete at least for now. But I am open to updating my thoughts if there are more convincing ones out there. Thanks for reading, and I hope that you will find this at least somewhat beneficial.

According to MBTI freaks, the alleged cognitive functions are more important than the surface level alleged types. It's a funny model, gotta admit.

My personality type is GOD. Period.

I'm praying that someday y'all get out of this toxic rabbit hole of an ideology called MBTI.

So basically, parents have more control over their children's zodiac sign than their MBTI. Nice to know.

So to recap, the main differences between zodiac signs and the MBTI system are: There are 12 zodiac signs vs. 16 personality types. You're born with your zodiac sign, but you develop your personality type before 5 y/o and then you're stuck with it for the rest of your life.

Flaking is a passive-aggressive behavior, especially the longer you've known the person. You don't want these kinds of people in your life, so you should be rather happy. It's literally their loss and your gain, cuz you stay true to your word while they don't. You follow a moral principle while they don't. If you lend someone $20 and never see them again, it's totally worth it.

It's possible with enough training/practice, you can learn to suppress your body completely, including involuntary reflexes and sense of pain. But it's very hard, and well, a completely useless feat given the existence of drugs that can do that in seconds.

You don't need to identify as a human to be functional as a human. You can identify as everything including your human avatar and play the game from that perspective. Completely possible if you're open-minded. Now, if you don't want to identify as a human, that's another thing. You can identify as a limited consciousness that does not include the human identity. And I'll just tell you that it's rather a contracted/lower state, regardless of what you might think, or how you want to rationalize it to yourself or others.

A is optional, B is inevitable. But I would argue that there is virtue/bravery in pursuing A, and that B is a bypassing technique and an ego coping mechanism. We're here for a reason. God wanted us to be here. Why throw the baby out with the bathwater?

@Vincent S Thank you for the feedback I'll reflect on it and make the proper adjustments.

I'm sure someone as Red as Wilber will accept the challenge now

This, I agree with. Though, I don't mind it being said to me.

Lol. "Often"? That's absolutely not true. You start like a thousand threads every week, and I have rarely (if at all) seen any of your threads getting locked. But even if it is true, consider it collateral damage for your overall activity here. You know, if you post 100 posts and get criticism on 5 of them, then that's not a bad thing. Really just normal. If you're sensitive like that, then I would suggest that you rule out working in sales, because in reality the sale rate will be the inverse of that at best.

@Zeroguy Banned.

@Striving for more More power to you, and the best of luck!