Gesundheit2

No self, no problem. Yes self, also no problem.

Why am I writing? How am I feeling? I don't ask too often. I just follow the instructions. I don't do anything seriously these days. Half-assing through life seems to work. Better than assing, I guess. But not really. Turn your back, your ass. Nobody cares. Exist, or don't. Still nothing changes. But you're here. Doing what you're supposed to be doing. All is well. Hippy nonsense. All is hell. Ask anyone. Ask yourself. How are you feeling? Now? I guess I don't know. It's starting to come together again. Making sense. Oh, yeah. It's me! That's it! Why am I writing? Huh?

The gates opened for me once. It was anger. I keep it in my pocket. Sometimes I lose it. Find it, then lose it. Bigger plans in background, should not overthink. Bitch you don't even think that much. So then what is the point? Tautology. Enjoy the grind. Words coming in. Not my choice. Vessel. Whatever. It's never been otherwise. Dadadadada.

It is literally upside down. How things work vs. How they should be. And yet somehow things still work. Maybe that's the only way. Maybe it's the best way. And duality is crazy. To get something, do the opposite. But you can't desire a thing if you like its opposite. So you can't desire, and you can't hate. You're a soulless bot. Flat. Left to grow. Where? Not exactly sure. Lost clarity. It doesn't make a difference now. Nothing works the way you want. Even when dead. Teletubbies.

Routing should be automated through a UI application. Coding everything from scratch is stupid and time-wasting. There's nothing creative about writing the same code over and over again.

Blue is authoritarian and will ignore and even demonize logic for the word of their holy book, or whatever authority they subscribe to. Logic does not work on Blues, and it's always a bad idea to try to logic with them. But it might work on Oranges.

Actually, you can. Premature access of lofty spiritual wisdom and questioning of logic is possible because philosophers/spiritual teachers exist. That's not the limits of logic. At best, it sounds like the limits of dogmatic thinking without it being applied to itself.

That's a really damn good way to put it!

I'm so surrendered now you could piss on me and I wouldn't even mind lol.

There are lots of incels in America too. So, that's not an excuse. If I could get laid in the middle-east, I don't see why anyone else can't. You are overthinking the limitations, and overlooking the simplicity of the situation. There isn't an Indian society, that's imaginary. There's only individuals, and they're different, so you shouldn't care about the general situation, but focus on the individual people that you meet. You just gotta keep searching until you find someone who fits your needs.

@Someone here India is not just one country. It's a large peninsula that is culturally diverse and versatile. It has a billion people for God's sake! In practice, what you should do ideally is aim for the more touristic areas cuz the people there are generally more cool and open-minded. And the tourists are often loose there too, so that's a big plus. But even without that, it's not that hard to get a girlfriend wherever you are unless you're a total creep, which you don't seem so. Basically, just make your life more social and sex will automatically happen. Believe it or not, but many girls do not really care about tradition (they're often atheists), so you just have to look enough.

Belief in Karma is an indicator of victim's mentality. The stronger the belief, the bigger the victim. After all, if Karma is true, then it's irrelevant cuz it's outside of our control/understanding. And if it's false, then it's a waste of time and energy.

Enlightenment is knowing what matters and surrendering your will in what doesn't.

It's not okay that some things in this business are not backwards compatible. Ex: React Router v6.

A man does not feel attracted to a woman, or women. A man merely gets horny and fucks everything in sight

Logic is context-dependent while intuition is not. Ex: A chess game requires logic, not intuition. This comparison is logically invalid since you said "I think". Have you said "I feel", it wouldn't have been

In my experience, most people who think about the limits of logic don't really understand logic. I've been guilty of that myself. A certain level of logical maturity should be required before anyone is to be allowed to question logic. Not that logic isn't limited, but that if you pick someone randomly and ask them what logic is, its methods, and how it works, chances are they will crumble down very quickly, because they haven't actually studied logic to begin with. They basically chose to spiritually bypass logic, because it's cool to transcend as quickly as possible, isn't it?

Yes. Observation and inspection are of the most fundamental practices of scientific exploration that lead to breakthroughs and scientific discoveries. In the case of awakening/enlightenment, observation and inspection of the self, the mind, thoughts, perception, the ego, etc. are of the main practices, even though geared more internally rather than externally. We might say that philosophy/spirituality is the esoteric form of science while layman science is the exoteric form, and both are two sides of the same coin. Spirituality is more like going back to the basics, while layman science is like building on top of the basics that we already have, until better understanding emerges. So yes, technically, awakening/enlightenment is a science. At least it should be treated as a science and not as a dogma. Genuine curiosity and ambition run the show rather than obligation. Modern layman science might look complex on the surface, and culture might have given it a halo of divinity, but don't let the these things trick you. Science is really simple when you understand it, same as when you experience spiritual clarity. In my experience, science is the only way to truth, as long as it's understood and done properly. I don't know any other way.

Most hippies are "enlightened" until you touch their ego. The rest are just flat out deluded.

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I fucking love my life!