Gesundheit2

Okay, so now I'm in my lowest conscious state as of the last year or so. It's right around 70-80% of my baseline optimum consciousness. I'm experiencing lack of focus and brain fog at times. Probably because of something I did, or have been doing lately, mainly leaning more towards hedonism. So basically, permanent enlightenment is a myth. There is a certain struggle that one have to go through to maintain that optimal/functional/superhuman state. I don't care how enlightened anyone claims to be, or seems to be. They're full of shit. It just so happens that their lives are aligned perfectly with the least amounts of struggles, stress, and tests. Also, the politics section here is never tier two. Not even Leo makes any tier two posts. There's obviously higher levels of consciousness and open-mindedness than the average. But still, not tier two. There's absolutely zero awareness of the meta political narratives, and no holistic understanding of any issue. It's the same left vs. right most of the time. And simply a matter of leftist/rightist fundamentalism. If you think of the right as low-grade left, this will make sense. So the less right-leaning you are, the more left-leaning you automatically become. And vice-versa. And so, there's really only extremely left vs. slightly left. Or right, however you want. Let's also keep in mind that location is important here, because the European left is generally more extreme than the American left. So from a leftist American point of view, it probably seems like the true left vs. the fake left. And from the leftist European pov, it probably seems like progress-phobic rightists vs. us the true protectors of freedom. Past-cultural communication is very common here, because no one here is tier two.

@IamYou And you dare to talk about logic with that username?!

Rad! ?

I find that I tend to get the deepest insight when I'm least looking for them. I don't really intend to understand reality. Understanding comes to me effortlessly, and I simply receive it.

Spiritual folks tend to focus on the positive relationship between man and God, because most of them are hippies. And they focus on feminine love. There's no hell in the new age ideology. There's only heaven, and it's here and now. Very disconnected and unrealistic way of perceiving the world. Religious folks have a more balanced way of looking at that relationship. For a religious person, God is not all roses and butterflies. Rather, God is partly harsh, and so sometimes He intentionally give us trials, for reasons that we may or may not be aware of, but should believe that they're good reasons.

A mild dose of estrogen never killed a man. But why risk it?! lol. ----------------------- Enlightenment is the kind of common sense that is so uncommon that it sounds like nonsense when it is spoken.

How can there be linguistic mistakes - such as grammatical mistakes - when language itself is an invented convention? Why do schools teach proper language when there isn't any in the first place?! Language is not a thing. And even if it was, it's always dynamically evolving. So, any attempt at defining/capturing it into a static thing or set of rules beats the whole purpose of language, which is expression and communication. How are we supposed to express and communicate our modern life happenings using the old/outdated languages of our ancestors? If someone uses "bad language" but still delivers the point, is it really bad language? If they achieve both expression and communication, then what's the use of the grammar and whatnot? Talk about putting your focus on the wrong things. This insight is sponsored by a Facebook friend who was trying to answer a question regarding people making grammatical mistakes. Our genius made a list of 7 reasons that he came up with. I admit he is smart. We spent over a semester together, but he's currently in Egypt. He is very much into philosophy. However, he obviously does not know how to go meta in order to realize his dogmatism and high neuroticism. Should I bother and try with him? I probably won't. There's no point.

Jihadist Liberalism is a term that sums up most of the Green/hippy folks ideology. The amount of brainwashing there is astounding. And all of it is simply for economical/political reasons. The bigger heads, surely, know how to play with their naive puppets. I just don't get how those beliefs come in one package. Like, all those hippies more or less share the same beliefs. Like, how do they all find the typical stereotype of a Green hippy and adopt/implement it on the fly? Are there like schools or something? Or is it all simply embedded in the kind of media they often tend to expose themselves to? Like, why can't they be both conservative and progressive at the same time? Demonization of conservatism seems necessary for them, for some reason.

The worst insult a man could hear is "weak" or "loser". For a woman, it's "ugly" or "fat". It means that you don't have a place in this race. You don't belong here.

The bigger problem here is maybe you did not actually have any enlightenment experiences but thought that you did due to the overconfidence provided by the drug.

@Consept I don't get why you think it might be hard, except with finding a quality woman. Quality people are rare, especially the higher quality you are, so that might be a struggle if you want to be very selective. Otherwise, if your finances are good and you have a good personality (judging from your podcast), then finding a partner should be relatively easy for you.

There are no benefits in watching YouTube aimlessly. Just like there are no benefits in scrolling down TikTok or IG. You either follow useful content, or you're just wasting your time. If you think there are benefits, then with the number of hours you have under your belt, you've probably exhausted all the benefits already, and there's really not much point for you in consuming any more content. Personally, I don't use YouTube that much, mostly just to watch what is necessary for my goals/growth. Remember that YouTube is a tool. Use it, but don't let it use you.

@Ayham Hey, man! Hope you're doing great! Yes, I would recommend starting here: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProgrammingAdvices I wish I knew some of the stuff this guy is saying when I first started, even though some of it might sound discouraging at first. So before starting to learn programming, try to get a general overview of the path you're about to take. Don't worry about the details for now. They will work themselves out automatically as you go through them. But just understand the practical steps (what you need to know) and the route you want to take, e.g. Web development, mobile app development, game development, etc. Many people are talking positively about CS50, I haven't personally seen it, but you might want to look it up. Ideally, I think it's best to have a mentor or something like that to tell you what to do step-by-step, but I don't know if you can find one. I know a couple of people in IT, and they helped me a little, but it's not the same as having a mentor. It's a huge field with a variety of routes/options, and it's quickly evolving. Moreover it's becoming more complex everyday. Of course, feel free to ask me anything, and I'll try to answer as best as I can. Anyway, there are countless courses and resources on the internet, and most of them are free, like on YouTube. You can also find paid Udemy courses on torrent. But what I didn't know is that they assume that you are already an IT student or graduate, so they assume that you've got the basics out of the way, like understanding the difference between programming and programming languages, algorithms and problem solving, all of which are a huge part of any programming path (but not all of it). But they don't mention that in the courses, because it'll discourage people, and they want more views/sales, not less. Also, I don't recommend doing something just because of parents. I did that, and it didn't work out well for me, cuz I lost all motivation. It's hard to stick to a path that does not resonate with you, especially if it's a long path.

A human myth.

My logic is improving. And my thinking speed, too. And I'm finally over the learning curve. Everything is flowing smoothly now. All the concepts are making sense. All the puzzle pieces are coming together. And the bigger picture is forming. Time to build that fucking portfolio! But I have medical school exams on my ass. I'll probably deprioritize the exams for the portfolio. I don't care about the medical certificate. I'm not gonna use it anyway.

@Zeroguy

Nice one!

I'm yet to see someone benefiting from politics except politicians and the bigger heads.

@Ayham It's not exactly the best place to ask this kind of question, cuz most people here are actually dogmatic, and they don't know that they are. This forum is more like an echo-chamber than a free-thought forum, cuz it's intended to be this way. It should be renamed to Actualized School instead of forum. This thread is one more proof for what I'm saying, cuz right now it has over 30 views and 0 replies since 8 hours, while the topics that serve to reinforce the predominant beliefs get the most attention and answers. There are other proofs that I have collected from my experience over the years with this forum, and so I know for sure that it's not gonna offer much insight for this particular discussion. Anyway, to give a more helpful answer, I wouldn't worry too much about this for now. It's pretty much normal to experience a certain level of attachment to certain thoughts for a certain period of time. Allow that to happen, and don't overthink or resist it, as long as you're aware. Just keep on doing what you've been doing, and you'll be fine. The Ayham of today is not the same as the Ayham of yesterday. And the Ayham of tomorrow will not be the same as either of them. What you've seen cannot be unseen, so you must keep moving forwards/upwards, cuz you don't really have a better choice. And just like you've transcended the religious and materialistic perspectives before, you will transcend this spiritual perspective too. It will not be removed from your life, but rather simply become an integrated part of it. You'll add this new awareness to your existing awareness, and you'll reach a new/higher level. Just like we transcend religion but manage to keep the discipline and like we transcend materialism but still go to work, we transcend spirituality and still meditate and keep an open-mind.

I know that thinking is limited, and that I don't really know anything.

For example, you did not specify what you want the accountability partner for You need someone who at least shares some struggles that you currently have so that you can work together on resolving them as a team. It can't be just an accountability partner for your every carnal need Although, either ways, I'm off the table

@RMQualtrough In theory, every possible thing exists. In practice, every possible thing COULD exist but does not necessarily HAVE to. Just make this distinction, and you're free to go. You can verify this in your direct experience. Notice that you can't imagine every possible thing even though you can think about this concept in an abstract sense. So in this sense, infinity is just a concept that could be actualized any moment but is not. And whenever it gets actualized, it must has form, so it becomes limited and finite.