Gesundheit2

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  1. Take it back, or I'm gonna cry ?
  2. https://currency-converter-stq2.onrender.com/ Currency Converter. From and to any currency.
  3. Hey! Only my friends are allowed to call me Ges. FYI, he doesn't like being called Joe. You've messed up big time, my brother And no, I don't think I'm either INTP or INFP. Good luck trying to analyze me. I'm not smart enough to be INTP nor emotional enough be INFP. Don't be fooled by all these fake displays here. In practice, I'm devoid of intelligence. And there's only emptiness inside of me. I'm not a human ego with a personality, I haven't evolved that much yet.
  4. You're a woman. You're not required to have money (although, obviously you can). Men are required to have it. It's paramount, and their worth is assumed/determined mainly by how much money they make/have (or in some cases, pretend to). That's just the reality of the situation, and I'm fine with it, just not with the situation itself. If you don't judge men based on money, then your standards are low and you don't value/love yourself highly enough. Money is an essential filter that any man you're interested in should pass. Otherwise, and more often than not, you're setting yourself up for a nasty relationship with a nasty ending. Orange comes before Green. Yeah, but also people can be rich and decent, or poor and terrible. I don't want the consolation prize, I want to be the best version of myself in all aspects. At the same time, I'm aware that I might change for the worse when I become rich. I've already become kind of cruel to strangers. Thank you! None of this could have been possible without you. You're a major turning point in my path, even if I don't say it enough, or you don't realize it I imagine what I could do with money, and this seems so small in comparison. Really, I've done nothing. All of this is mostly just words. I could do a lot more than words. In fact, speaking is one of my biggest weaknesses of all. Do you remember specifically where I (mis)judged you? I'm sure my communication isn't always perfect, and I want to improve on it. It's hard to judge myself currently with perfect accuracy, because money (or the lack thereof) can change a lot of things, both internal and external. I feel like I'm doing the best that I can with the available resources. But still sometimes, I feel like I'm being lazy, dumb, not working hard enough, and/or that I'm slacking off and procrastinating with this forum and/or other activities. There's almost always a mental struggle to make the right and most rational decisions all the time. Oftentimes, I find myself having to micro-manage everything that I'm doing without having a fixed schedule to stick to (cuz there's so much chaos/instability), and all of that just to reach a suboptimal level of performance, which is very exhausting and over time can get frustrating. That's a problem that I don't ever have to face when I'm rich. It's a very hard spot that I'm currently in. It's too complicated to explain, or maybe just too painful and unnecessary to do so. So many variables that I did not even have a say in make the game extremely hard for me. I'm not unique from my peers in this regard (i.e. people with similar overall circumstances, mainly people in my country), but I'm different in that I'm aiming a lot higher than most of them, even those with relatively better circumstances. I see a light at the end of the tunnel for me, whereas most of them don't even stand a chance and seem to be completely stuck forever, or maybe if they get lucky somehow. For example, my brother has completely given up and right now is waiting for a miracle, as he puts it. Most of my friends who moved to other countries have basically become stateless slaves and will likely have to keep slaving away for decades to come. Thank you for your encouraging words, support, and understanding. You've always been so kind to me, especially at my worst times, and that's something I will never forget. I know you don't like hanging around other people a lot, so you don't have to engage with me if you don't want to. Though, you know I'm happy to talk to you and you're always welcome. And also, you don't have to exclude me when you refer to men in your writings, partially because I'm not very different from them, and partially because some people misinterpret it, and that seems to be causing you unnecessary problems. We're good friends, and nothing can or will change that, except for the better. I don't get offended when you say you have negative views of men, because you are right and have every right to, even though it's not the best or most ideal perspective to hold, but it's got to run its course. Men are not generally good company, that's a universal truth. My mom says that an ideal man is never at home except for food and sleeping. And no, she isn't talking about my dad.
  5. Tom's Diner.mp3
  6. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/86716-leo-wtf-is-alien-love/?do=findComment&comment=1225631 I swear to Alien God that some hippies are high as fuck
  7. @Mesopotamian You know what to do. Have some sympathy and donate $10000.
  8. No, it is not a teaching environment. It's an online forum. This is not a school. At least, that's not what it says on the sign up or anywhere in the description or the guidelines. The main purpose of this forum is to share, exchange, and discuss ideas related to personal development freely even if you or someone else doesn't like them. What you're doing here is just a silencing gaslighting technique based on argument from authority.
  9. You can literally sell poop to a hippy if you package/advertise it well enough. Similarly, you can offer that same hippy a pot of gold, and for free, and they will still refuse it and even bite your hand. That's how stupid they can be.
  10. I haven't been following sports for a very long time, so I don't know who has the best chances. The last time I watched a game was the 2018 final match, which was the only match I watched in that world cup. I predicted that France would win the cup before the whole thing started, just for fun, and it did. For this cup, I say it's Argentina. Don't disappoint me, Messi.
  11. Applied universal-love => What good am I if I don't forgive him and make everything up for him? After all, he did the best he could within the limits of his knowledge/understanding/IQ.
  12. God needs angels, and you're becoming a devil
  13. You said you've achieved insanity. They're kind of the same thing.
  14. @Phil777 Any so-called "understanding" is merely a partial perspective/description of a relationship between at least two points in reality, whether these points are real or imagined. When was the last time you had a complete understanding/perspective/description of anything at all? I don't know. You tell me, and/or ask God.
  15. The pricing is up to the creator, he will reap the results either way. But personally, I wouldn't watch it even for free. From the headlines, it doesn't seem practical at all, so I doubt it would help me achieve anything in life. I'm not even sure how Leo would manage to insert personal development into that mix, unless he simply shifted to pure philosophy. You can't understand truth, but you can have thoughts about it, which can look like a representation of truth, which you might want to call understanding, but that's an illusion. Spirituality helps making this distinction clearer for you, rather than solidifying the illusion further and further. You can read The Correspondence of Spinoza if you're interested in this perspective.
  16. It's philosophical entertainment, very much like music for some people. So, yes, absolutely.
  17. Applied self-love => What good am I if I don't track back and fix all of my father's countless mistakes, and actually rather massive blunders?
  18. What good am I if I remain poor?
  19. The longer you stay with her, the more attached to you she will get, and the harder the fallout will be, for her at least. That being said, I don't think the decision you make right now will affect your life that much later down the road, as you can still break up at any point in the future without much consequences. But perhaps the deeper issue that needs to be addressed here is the lack of decisiveness on your part, and the tendency to be swayed by emotions in the moment rather than following what's right for you in the long run.
  20. Looks like someone is going to lose their badge soon.
  21. This reminds me of Dragon Ball Z, you know. It was super exciting when Goku first achieved the Super Saiyan form against Frieza. Then it became sort of boring in how everyone else started acquiring it so easily, and how Goku still surpassed them with levels 2 and 3. And then Super Saiyan God, Super Saiyan Blue, Ultra Instinct, etc. It just became boring filler/tautology.
  22. This forum is a living proof that men can be way more illogical/unreasonable/emotional than women. I've learned so much from the women here about my own irrationality when they pointed it out to me. They saved me so much trouble and gave me so much clarity in my own life. Yet, that seems out of reach for many men. It's their loss, really. And the moderation here is an absolute joke! It's either super lazy, or completely blind, because they almost always miss the mark. I don't even spend as much time here, and yet I can clearly see some serious irregularities that need to be addressed, and yet are not, because nobody is willing to look/investigate objectively. There's no time for consciousness or truth on a forum that is centered around high consciousness and the truth. It seems these are not anything more than just shiny slogans that are really empty on the inside when you examine them closely. Well, what do you expect from an administrator that thinks the social aspect is merely drama and distractions?
  23. I'm feeling in love with humanity and all of its nonsense