Gesundheit2

Survival for the fittest ❌ Sometimes, you're too fit to survive ✅

Awesome!

So it seems that psychosis causes confusion and memory loss for some people. In my case, I don't think I've experienced either, at least in the strict meaning of the words. I mean, I've been confused and still am to some degree, but I've never lost conscious awareness of the moment, despite losing the connection to it in the past. However, some people, like my sister and my ex, seemed to lose consciousness and enter an entirely different/parallel reality, a dream world. Me, I've always been here in this reality, but I've surely had confused ideas about it. I still have some confused ideas, and some rigid deluded beliefs too, but I'm still here with you, on the same wavelength as most people, or at least on some close/similar wavelength. I can recognize my confused beliefs and ideas as beliefs/thoughts, despite them having their full effect on me. That could even be considered a feature rather than a bug, because ultimately there's no escaping thoughts and delusions, but there could be detachment from them, which isn't necessarily what a human ultimately wants. I think what a human ultimately wants is to live a deluded dream, a world where you have unfulfilled desires and you're chasing after them all the time and succeeding in fulfilling them time and time again. And by deluded I mean 100% without any room for doubt or questioning, because that adds a reality from imagination. It blurs the distinctions between the two and therefore enhances the overall experience. It only becomes bad when it turns into a nightmare, i.e. when you experience uncomfortable delusions that you would rather have the opposite of. I think this is what makes life either hell or heaven. You can either live in a dream world, or in a nightmare world. But it's hard to live in a neutral world somewhere in between. You will struggle to survive in a world full of lies without submitting yourself to some of them at least. It's almost impossible to live with 100% of the truth.

Always have been a hero, and will remain. I will only die a hero

@Something Funny Lol.

Indeed, I was hoping that it won't come to this. But I might be forced to take some drastic measures to get myself out of here.

Some bad changes are likely to happen next Friday. Lack of fuel will basically remove most electric power supply, and we will be living in the dark. I have a connection that can help me with this personally, but the entire country will probably be suffering darkness at least for this entire winter. I hope I will still be able to reach here and give updates on my situation. I will likely be able to, because the connection I know has infinite supply and is willing to let me stay with him for however long I need.

Okay, what's happening here? God bless multiple tabs.

For those suggesting a karma system:

Oh, poor slaves running the event. -- sent from not made by slaves iPhone.

666-666-666

I am garbage.

@Carl-Richard That sounds super cool! Will be waiting for your final analysis.

@Someone here Lol okay.

Don't assume that so-called "direct experience" alone can lead to truth. Maybe it can, but also maybe it can't. Consider both sides of the equation.

SP makes even the hippies look cool.

Interesting. It basically looks like percentages of stages Blue, Green, Orange, and Yellow (respectively from left to right) among scientists, which kinda makes sense. The lacking voting option is whether they actually know what God is. The thing they're voting on is rather a distant idea/belief/theory/speculation, not the actual thing that the word refers to.

Shamanic breathing has worked for me.

The earth is flat. The universe is finite. There is up and down. The sky is the ceiling. God is watching from above, and the devil is burning in hell.

@Barbara Alright, great! In this case, I would say start small. Don't overthink it or plan too much ahead. Start simple, by engaging in simple tasks (maybe just one or two per day) that don't take much time or energy but still are part of the greater goal, and the snowball will start rolling automatically and grow bigger in time. Your mind might start asking what should I start with? That doesn't matter. You're not trying to accomplish anything big just yet, rather you're just trying to get into the routine of work and to initialize the snowball. Don't judge your performance too highly, and of course don't forget to reward yourself afterwards.

Alien God Language: OMAG: Oh, my alien God. etc.