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@BipolarGrowth If that's "kinda broke", then I'm infinitely in debt.

Only at stages Green and Purple.

Wasn't it you that said in a recent post that you have something over $150k in investment?

LMAO!

This is awesome! Not the text, obviously. But what it might indicate. It's either that AI turned out to be just a hippy at the of the day, or that hippies are actually just bots in the first place. I'm very comfortable, and actually quite happy in both cases. I treat hippies as bots anyways.

Basically, water, food, and sex. Then piss, poop, and repeat.

@Rasheed I don't care enough to comment on the thread, but I like your signature. It represents me 100%.

Finding your true self and knowing your true worth are two interconnected values. Your worth will only be as deep as you realize of yourself. And your self-realization can only get as profound as your worth. This doesn't mean you're God, solipsism, or anything like that. If you think you're God, that's only because you're a narcissist. It also doesn't mean that you're a worthless piece of shit, regardless of what your past/shadow/traumas might be telling you. This isn't about imagination. It's about knowing your actual place in this super complex puzzle. It's about knowing the truth.

@Carl-Richard Awesome work, man! You're lucky to be this position. I have a couple questions: Do you think the answers, and therefore the analysis, would differ if the words used in the survey did? For example, if you avoided using words that have negative connotations/cultural baggage for a big chunk of the European population, like religion, Jesus, and God. Do you think this sample could represent the future trends of the world at some point?

He ate from the forbidden tree.

LMAO!

I think I might have developed some sort of mental pain masochism lol. The pain and torture of overheating my brain started becoming somewhat enjoyable, it's weird. Today is the first time I've experienced this shift. It's not complete yet, and I don't know if that's good or bad for me, both in the short and long terms. I guess I'll give it some space and allow my feminine side to take control for some time and let it explore itself a little bit. Maybe it's the only way to achieve intellectual mastery.

I'm thinking about starting a couple new journals for 2023 that would be a continuation of the ones I already have; this one, and Front & Back. I have a few ideas about how that would look like, but mainly the goals would be more expression of myself through audio recordings, and advancing my programming knowledge and skills by applying the "learning by teaching" principle where I would be explaining programming concepts using my own words regardless of whether there's someone to receive the explanation or not. I think it's possible to do both at the same time, but this will greatly depend on where the country is headed, which should become clearer in the next couple weeks.

@Zeroguy She's the G. Lesson acquired.

Like any other. It's not like you're going to have sex with her in front of the child. I hope I'm not sounding mean here, but children, siblings, parents, friends, etc. are all irrelevant when you're approaching a girl. If she's down with it, it's none of their business. But this depends on where you live. You gotta understand and approximate the social expectations before you do anything. In most places, you can approach girls who are with children or friends or even family members, as long as there are not adult males.

@Razard86 Lol okay.

Survival for the fittest ❌ Sometimes, you're too fit to survive ✅

Awesome!

So it seems that psychosis causes confusion and memory loss for some people. In my case, I don't think I've experienced either, at least in the strict meaning of the words. I mean, I've been confused and still am to some degree, but I've never lost conscious awareness of the moment, despite losing the connection to it in the past. However, some people, like my sister and my ex, seemed to lose consciousness and enter an entirely different/parallel reality, a dream world. Me, I've always been here in this reality, but I've surely had confused ideas about it. I still have some confused ideas, and some rigid deluded beliefs too, but I'm still here with you, on the same wavelength as most people, or at least on some close/similar wavelength. I can recognize my confused beliefs and ideas as beliefs/thoughts, despite them having their full effect on me. That could even be considered a feature rather than a bug, because ultimately there's no escaping thoughts and delusions, but there could be detachment from them, which isn't necessarily what a human ultimately wants. I think what a human ultimately wants is to live a deluded dream, a world where you have unfulfilled desires and you're chasing after them all the time and succeeding in fulfilling them time and time again. And by deluded I mean 100% without any room for doubt or questioning, because that adds a reality from imagination. It blurs the distinctions between the two and therefore enhances the overall experience. It only becomes bad when it turns into a nightmare, i.e. when you experience uncomfortable delusions that you would rather have the opposite of. I think this is what makes life either hell or heaven. You can either live in a dream world, or in a nightmare world. But it's hard to live in a neutral world somewhere in between. You will struggle to survive in a world full of lies without submitting yourself to some of them at least. It's almost impossible to live with 100% of the truth.