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Over-analysing things probably stems from a disintegrated masculine shadow. At the same time, masculine vs. feminine is a completely artificial duality. The masculine is the feminine, and the feminine is the masculine. Only thoughts make them appear as separate through labeling. Remove the labels, and there won't be a problem.

@MartinGifford I may be deluded. Most likely.

@MartinGifford I haven't watched the video and don't plan on doing so. I don't consider Leo to be socially awake, tbh. He's still deeply enmeshed in the illusion, imo. And from what you have written here, you don't seem that awake either. Sorry for being this brash, but there's no way I can share what I have awoken to. But you can awaken if you apply what you're suggesting. End all illusions through questioning, not through argument.

It's just the beginning...

Lol.

Lol You're threatening but you don't know the jokes on you. You angered Loba and she cursed you, you will be far gone before you get the chance for that. She's a prophet. Trust me you don't want to mess with prophets. 8 years ago I did something bad to a prophet, she cursed me, and my life is hell ever since. Who knows?! Maybe the open skull is the only way that damned curse will end lol

@Hulia It's like, I'm reading the question and getting thoughts like: Is she kidding? What does she want? Is she that bored? etc. If anyone of poor intelligence would ask, like @Zeroguyfor example, then I would answer immediately I don't care if you don't agree with the sentiment, you can disagree you can do anything straightforward, but when you act stupid it's just annoying, something doesn't match. But why do I care anyway?

@Hulia okay here's a recent one:

@Hulia I don't remember in specific. But it's definitely a pattern.

@Hulia I don't even understand what you just said. I was asking about something else, and rather seriously. But it's fine if you don't want to answer.

@Hulia Why do you ask stupid questions sometimes? It's really annoying, especially that I can see through the questions every time. You're really smart, clearly, but not enough to act stupid yet.

I keep forgetting rule #1 of the code; DON'T SHARE THE CODE!

Let me guess, it was also dominatrix and that kind of stuff.

Feeling/EQ is the bullshit of the rich. The illusion of abundance creates good feelings. Thinking/IQ is the bullshit of the poor. Scarcity creates thoughts and motivates thinking. The middle class is a mix of both bullshits. Oscillating between the hope of moving up, and the fear of moving down. Many people thrive from selling unfalsifiable claims. Pseudoscience. And on, it goes. Humans, and the circle of bullshit. They use models to study and map nearly everything, but they always ignore these factors, which are ironically the most crucial ones. They even study and map the factors themselves (the whole field of economics), but don't actually factor them in!

@Zeroguy Hey, don't talk like that to my first lady. When she says shut up, you just shut up. No questions, no objections.

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And I didn't say otherwise. I said you stopped prematurely. You seem stuck on this idea that you create your suffering in order to survive, and that since you create it, that must mean that you love it. I'm saying that is not the case. Just because you create something doesn't mean you love it. You don't create food, and you create shit out of the food. But still, you love the food and hate the shit. I don't care what rationalizations you come up with. You eat food because you love it. And you can't eat shit, because you hate it. Now, of course you will say that is all ego, untruth, falsehood, relative, and whatnot. But hey, you also create your ego and all that, so why do you not love it? You see, now you have to choose between your ego and the shit. Which one do you love more? The problem, though, is that it's also ego that would choose to love the shit, so you're doomed to be wrong either way. The root of this confusion is the sneaky alternation between the absolute and relative that you fell for unconsciously. At one moment, you're talking about ego love, and then the next moment you shift to God's love and demonize and discard the ego. I would say this trap is pretty common amongst spiritual people, e.g. Leo, which is why you see them believing that reality is Love. Of course, I could spend hours and hours trying to explain this to you over and over again, but I'm not sure that would be fruitful. So, I'll stop here, and you tell me whatever you want to tell me. I'll read in silence.

@Loba

How do you make sure that you're actually an embodiment of God rather than the devil? How do you stay true to your insights and know that you are not just mentally masturbating? Are there specific ways/methods to test one's progress on the path?

4-5 hours max at night. And a short afternoon nap (30-45 minutes) that feels like a decade.

@Preety_India Horniness is a good thing. It's how you know you're connected to the earth. It feels good, it gives you energy, and it probably means that you want to have children.

@Preety_India You deserve it

@AdamR95 You stopped the inquiry rather prematurely. You don't actually love suffering, you just think that you do. What you really love is the pleasures of life. But those pleasures come at a price, that is the aforementioned suffering. And you would probably be dead if you would avoid it. So, in a twisted way, and on a subconscious level, you've convinced yourself that you love to suffer, in order to cope with how unpleasant it is. The truth is that, deep down, you don't like it at all. If you're in doubt about what I said, contemplate this: Would you rather create a world where suffering is impossible or at least minimum? Or a world where there is maximum suffering?

Music is evil. Old sages demonized it for a reason. Just like alcohol, it makes me drunk, and it's addictive.

@Jannes Of course it will slow you down if you think of it as an argument. See, the problem is that your mind is actually open to that perspective being true on an intellectual level, but not on an actual level. And so, you are trying to get the insight at the level of intellect. But that's not enough openness. Instead, try to experience that perspective. Forget about logic. Focus on your direct experience and see if it applies. If it doesn't, discard it, no problem. You are distracting yourself looking at the map, when in fact you just need to throw it away and look at the territory instead.