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Reminds me of the bourgeoisie's position of the proletarians.

@Hulia Dude, it's not a contest. But I'll let you have the title if you insist

It's a choice that you make. Choose to love yourself, and you'll find yourself becoming better at it with time. In fact, you've already made the first step right here. All you need now is time. You've planted the seed, and it will grow. Water it, and nurture it. Rest, rise, and absorb light from the sun. You'll eventually bloom. It's inevitable.

Depression is not loss of hope. Rather, it's lack thereof. Loss of hope means giving up, which is another word for surrendering, which leads to liberation. But that's not what depression is. If hope was a range, with optimism and pessimism on the far ends; depression would be the middle point between the two, exactly at the furthest point away from them. However, and oddly enough, that doesn't mean neutrality, clarity, realism, etc... When you're depressed, you don't have any of that (although you might think that you have them), and instead you have a bunch of delusions that you don't even know are delusions. Depression, in a sense, is a disconnection from both mind and perception. A low state of consciousness, if you will.

Depression is one of the worst human experiences, ever. But it's still nowhere near the worst. The number one worst experience is the dark night of the soul. It's hell on steroids.

@zazen Yeah, whatever.

I would dialogue with you; you are an interesting person. But I'm not as smart as you are, and I become boring very quickly. I think maybe we can work past those problems, but still I don't have much time nowadays anyway (college, work, LP).

Hypergamy only relates to gold-diggers; Most women are not gold-diggers, but have standards. For example, if you make six figures and have a girlfriend, chances are she will not leave you for another guy with similar or higher stats, unless you lose those privileges. It takes high stats (for simplicity's sake, but high stats means more than mere money) to attract most women, but it takes super high stats to attract a gold-digger, and even then she will likely leave you for a guy with higher stats. That's hypergamy. Standards (relates to most women) are not hypergamy.

I love myself fully and completely End of story.

Sigh... Mankind truly is the bullshitting animal.

Why do men worship logic? And... Why do women worship emotions?

@Zedman Well, there's no other way. So, you're probably just gonna have to make your peace with that situation.

Who is the one who's trying to deconstruct their memories?

Pros and cons of going to university on foot vs. using public transport: On foot: Pros: Healthy. Energizing. Increases focus. Warms up the body. Feels good. Automatic meditation. Automatic contemplation with better thoughts. Automatic reflection. Planning the day ahead. Chance of finding money and other stuff. Dependable; consistent time span (about 30-35 mins), and I can hurry if I want/need to. Cons: Takes more time. Could cause me a heat stroke. Could make me sweat. Shoes get old quickly. Requires energy. Makes me hungry. Chance of getting hit by a car. Could cause headache sometimes (sun exposure). It could be raining outside. Public transport: Pros: Takes less time usually, and requires less energy. Shoes remain new and usable for a long time. Cons: Higher risk of catching covid-19. Waiting in the streets under the sun/rain, sometimes for a long time. Sometimes, I'd have to fight others off to get a seat. Need two different vehicles to reach university. Crowded and uncomfortable, which promotes bad posture. People look and smell ugly and weird. Pay money instead of find. Possibility of random accidents. Possibility of driver getting a ticket, which could make me late. Undependable; inconsistent. Can't find them everywhere.

It depends on the goal. If you want to experience the best orgasms, move the energy down the spine, not up. Do it both on the inhalation and exhalation. If you want to transcend sexual desire, it doesn't matter when you move it or where as long as you're aware of it. Although, I have not achieved transcendence. This is mostly theoretical for me.

Still funny

That is a lie.

Leo's thread Never Call A Girl Fat reminded me of myself about 6-7 years ago. There was a website called Omegle where you could chat with random people from across the world, I think it's still running but I haven't checked ever since. This is likely the number one worst thing I've ever done to a girl. So, one of the random people I was matched with was a black girl from Chicago, she was something near my age at the time; 18-19 years old. And since I used to hear about racism in America but never experience it here in my country, I didn't know anything at all. And I was very curious to understand how things work over there. So, we're chatting casually, and then out of the blue, I start asking her a bunch of racist questions. She was polite and tried to remain calm, but my curiosity went overboard. For example, I remember asking her whether the word "nigga" is offensive, and why that might be the case. Because I used to hear rappers saying it all the time, so I was kind of confused. I didn't know that Google could answer such questions at the time. But all in all, she put up with my ignorance and kept talking to me. And 'till this day, I couldn't understand why. Eventually, we got to talking about our physical appearances, and so she told me her height, which was a little bit below average, and her weight, which was average. I shouldn't have said anything. But the awkward autistic nerd inside of me who was a total social failure could not hold back. I told her that she seemed a little bit overweight since the ideal height to weight ratio (BMI) was supposed to be something between 18.5 and 24.9 but she didn't fit into that range perfectly, she was 25 point something. And that was my fatal mistake. She lashed out at me and started swearing, cursing, and damning me with all sorts of insults. I was kind of shocked to see such a reaction, even though I was aware how girls are often sensitive to being called fat. I just didn't know to what degree. We were chatting on WhatsApp, and she ended up blocking me. Embarrassing, but well deserved.

Never call a woman fat. Call her Sugar

Teotl (God) is a shape-shifter. It doesn't actually change or evolve, except in appearance. But appearance = truth, and form = formlessness. So, it does change and evolve from that perspective.

Tomorrow is the first day of my last year in medical school. I can feel bored already.

Detox from everything. Stop consuming content, or really anything else for that matter. Sit in meditation for as long as it requires, ideally go on a solo retreat. Desire will start arising in your body. Cultivate the desire, it will then turn into energy, and the energy will turn into drive/purpose. Repeat, until momentum has been built. Things will start flowing from that point on.

The craziest maddest and baddest riddim! Those Jamaicans know how to jam! The crazy frog ruined the party, though.

So, I did a little experiment... A few months ago, I started leaving breadcrumbs on the balcony for the pigeons to eat. There was plenty of breadcrumbs and infinite supplies because we had a lot of dried bread at home. They would come and eat until they're full and escape at the sight of me coming. Sometimes, they would hang around close to me, but most of the times they're afraid. Normal pigeon behavior, nothing interesting so far. Then, after a while, the quantity of breadcrumbs started to decrease. The situation started to get scarce for the pigeons. Some days, I don't feed them at all, and some other days just a little bit. And here's what's developed... One or two pigeons have become violent and started to not allow the other pigeons to come and eat with them anymore. They started fighting the others and beat them up. They now flick them and snap their feathers. Or they just intimidate and the others understand and go away. It goes without saying that those dominant pigeons are bigger and stronger, aka Alpha Pigeons. They don't have sex on my balcony, but I bet these Alphas get more sex than the other Beta cucks lol.

Yes, it is purely an ego thing that people identify with and mistake for their authentic self. But it's also understandable why they would do that. But generally, personality is a lot more fluid and flexible than people think or make it to be.