99th_monkey

if you have to believe that you're ok, then obviously you're not ok.

i know.. i know.. we all just wanna stay infants forever,

Dont stomp out your own dreams

go towards the light.... as long as its not and oncoming train or anything

A bit of humble advice if i may. Dont worry about yourself so damn much, The best thing you can do for yourself is to leave yourself alone fat chance right? its deeper than just letting your mind go wild and DO what it says to do (yes meditation and exercise are a minds "doing") ... in a sense we all have our own "thing", a natural sort of expression. it just takes some time to figure out what that ISN'T, before what that IS can come to the surface. Let who are be recognized, then find God, enlightenment, Jesus, whatever.... keep in mind, this whole .. life thingy... is all about you, so why walk around miserable and confused?

I see my self in everything. i dont see anything i dont create. i cant give myself up and i dont experience anything that feels genuine. i feel like i am ( and everyone else) is in a box of our own creation. and even a box within a box within a box. I dont see how there is any sort of enlightenment of anything. i've shed parts of me. but everything that comes in seems to be something that im looking at in a mirror,. but i also create the mirror. i'm probably not making sense, but i'm lost. i know theres no "I" to be lost but thats not in my experience at the moment i almost wish i could just go back to living conceptually. at least then i had more fun haha

good luck pond jumping my friend. i hope everything goes smoothly

The meditation will do whatever you want it to

No no. 100% is the right number

its of my humble opinion that the "right view" makes clear all sources of energy and provides the map for navigating emotional .. thingies....

its not insanity... its super-sanity hahahahaha

bring on the stiff booze and loose women

dont listen to your parents..... trust me

your addicted to thoughts.... work on that one

its good stuff ....or bad....

"You are valuable, and...... stay off the internet..... just sayin'"

Theres two parts to your experience, the internal reality, and the external reality, they are a reflection of each other. if you pay attention enough one will show you the other, if youre stuck and stagnant if your outside world your stuck and stagnant internally as well. and vice versa. take the time to reflect on your goals. simplify. minimalism. Make a grand goal no time limit on it. then allow for all your micro decisions to align with that goal in a time based fashion with an emphasis on NOW. every decision should be in alignment with what it is you want. every little goal should be like a check list for your "master plan" .

what your seeing is a projection, something you deeply desire and seeing it in others and creating a separation. a goal. something to strive for. both the goal, and not having achieved that goal, is created by you.

believe in yourself and your own efforts. not in the stories of others.

depends on far along you are. and far along the other person is. my advice, if your a newbie to this (which i suspect you are) , find someone more advanced in this work then you, who can point you the right directions.... unloading you garbage will make you feel much better but its not a fun party trick. when you move along further and begin know yourself better they way you communicate with others will change and evolve. ... ehhh you see... keep at it.

enlightenment

Casual peruser lol

i like your website

maybe try simplifying.. alot of the "thingies" your working on have a common thread, try to find that common aspect of all this stuff and focus on that. when you put your attention on something, other things get lost. like if you..... try to focus on work, gym, wife, kids, friends, hobbies, pets, stamp collecting, netflix, bla bla bla bla. all at the same time.... doesnt work and you get burned out.... so pick wisely.

focusing on your own needs if done from the correct view will dissolve them. leaving space available for others. needs are like math problems. they're not truly fulfilled or answered, they're made irrelevant (or balanced out)