99th_monkey

It's good, stay aware and notice how sight dominated your attention is ;)

Make a decision, if you choose truth, go for it, but keep quiet. You'll end up divorced and in the Looney bin. Find yourself and the rest will follow. Even if you end up divorced and in the Looney bin,

The Book of Not Know is all about breaking down assumptions and beliefs.I found it very helpful. But it lacks in the area that every book lacks.

You're truth already , anyone not telling you that can't help you. Only further you away. Be wary, stay skeptical, and know or have faith for now that you only have to discover, not find.

All this will pass ;)

You're changing focus.

Very cool

"No shit"

Happens all the time. trees, nature and the color green seemed to explode with life. Just removing some muck tends to let the senses do their thing better.

If I got hit by a bus today, I would have never lived a day in my Life.

Shortly after posting this a serious Fucking body purge came, thoughts of "family, friends, girlfriend, kids, everyone " came pouring, in thoughts of shells walking around pretending to be to be that. All I could picture was Peter Ralstons "dancing rock" scenario. had tears, limbs were Shakey, vomiting and cold sweats. Almost unbearable. This is what happens this is purging. This is the walls of my castle cracking and "forcing" me back into deeper rooms as the outer ones crumble. I thank God for the strength to get through it.

An important day. Spent a part of the day with my father. He was the embodiment of pure misery. The look on the faces of everyone here, the feelings of disconnect. Like we were putting on a play, an act to entertain ourselves, God, my poor kids, I wish I could scoop them up and rush off to an island and start over. No wonder why this stuff is so powerful, we've been fed it since birth, Maya's grand palace of illusion, it's incredible. But anyway, just wanted to share this little rabbit hole moment while it's fresh

Very easy to morph into a new "persona" if it's truth you're after everything must go, even the one meditating.

Time wasting for who?

Oh yea, cool stuff. Call Willie Wonka

It'll pass bud, it'll pass.

That's beautiful, dropping some "symbol" communication and feeling each others energy. Amazing experience: ) thank you for sharing.

noticed I'm the most bored standing in lines, so used that to really try what you did during meditation, there was "strange" experience during this but the thoughts of fear/anxiety of social concerns come up, like self image all kinds of stuff trying to get action going. cool stuff. :)

Don't drink the kool- aid. These are thoughts that are arising from some sort of unraveling. I get them all the time usually a day or two after an insight or realization. This is the pendulum going back in the other direction. Sit with it, it will fade, and try to get in touch with what is seeing this experience (which is all it is) :) much love friend

Thank you. perfect. the moment i "lose my prize" I panic, and "buy" the thought that "I lost it" and down to hell i send myself. Thank you once again Ayla for holding up the mirror

Off I go, I'm not doing this anymore, what's done when done? Be it as it may and turn the other cheek. I am,what? No I Am. No Am. No I. Just a dancing rock? Or a rock at rest? Good night sweet Prince, may the diamonds in the lake take you to oblivion.

I'm a stay at home dad with 3 kids. And a very supportive wife Ones in school the other two are not. I'm looking for some tips on anyone that pursues enlightenment work and can still maintain the continuity of the "family". I get lost and confused and frustrated at times and I struggle with resistance or something, I dunno.

It's actually quite, simple. I am not their father, they are not my kids, they're not even children, and I am not something that can claim them as anything, anything they or I do is not real and or even based in reality :)

My gripe is that there's not enough "But Leeooooo?!?" Moments

I AM jack's inconsolable inner child.