Zeroguy

It's clearly that I'm joking with money buy happiness.But other things are true.

My instagram account is : zivotic.alex My lichess.org account is: hachi12

I am against Leo's teachings, especially solipsism and other crap.I am materialist.I don't worship any gurus and my spiritual insights will keep to myself. This is a getting-rich journal. Money buys happiness. I also believe in determinism so it is all already pre-determined no reason to worry about anything in life,it is liberating view.

How is alien awakening higher than Infinite Love Awakening?

God is Infinite Love amongst other infinite things.I experienced God/Infinite Love but I died from experience now I transcended all facets of awakening by realising it's just product of Nothingness.Nothignrss tricks us into becoming all these things and creates intense euphoria just so that we keep getting invested in dreaming forever.

I made full circle back to atheism.I was atheist then I started believing in God then thanks to Leo's video I started believing I am God and now back again I am atheist.

I also realised I am immortal and that life is meaningless but I have full freedom to dream about anything I want.Dream is solipsistic.

I was smoking weed.I experienced cessation with Infinite Love.Then I experienced complete cessation and realised Infinite Love is product of cessation state.When this dreams ends I will experience Infinite Love and new dream will appear.I am nothingness before all facets .I was a bit sad but I am ok now with cessation.

I realised Infinite Love is just product of this nothingness to keep me dream again.There is no more fear of experiencing nothingness now.

You sound like Allan Watts.Well I experienced true nature of the heart/Mind/Source.It's still hard to believe I am God dreaming all this.

@Inliytened1 I ask myself is that happens when we die.

Well I can't describe loss of sensory input rather than blackness.It was best experience of my life.

Meditation

Well I experienced formless Infinite Love without any sensory input.It was black I had no sense of self too.