Thank you for responding back to me , I was talking about simple self development subject of course I can't talk about enlightenment or the dogma of religion or I'll go to jail but I can talk about self esteem and how fear effects your life and maybe about Meditation and basic things like this, I really need to try and make people do better here I feel like I need to do it even tho I'm scared but I feel selfish cuz I know alot of things that can help people and expand how they see reality and I don't share with others , it's like I want to work with what I got when I talk about the basic of self development I mean this is how we all started the basic things then the heavy deep self work maybe I can help 2 or 3 people I'll be happy