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He's actually pointing towards the truth. Playing with childhood memories helped me a lot. For example, think of a beautiful moment from the past. Lets say a lovely day at the beach as a kid. What if you were not just one character in that scene ? What if you were actually all the characters in the scene ? And what if you were actually the entire scene ?

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Yes, by all means its very important to meet all your human needs. But that kind of happiness is still fleeting, because all those things can be given and taken away from you again. There is also Happiness with a capital 'h', which is more like happiness for no reason. This can be realized more and more by deeply contemplating yourself as the source of all that is.

I'm willing to bet you that even if you were in California, and you were given that opportunity, you wouldn't actually do it. There's a big difference between thinking you wouldn't mind doing something and actually doing it. A part of my rebel side thinks it wouldn't mind robbing a bank. But I would never actually do it, because of the consequences. Are you truly willing to entertain the potential reality of having your parents, and one day even your children, watching you having sex. I don't think so mate. As I said, unless you're truly desperate for money, have low self esteem or no self respect, then making porn is probably not for you.

You're evading the heart of the question. I'm sure there's a porn industry in India too.

Great, and that sense of meaninglessness is just a temporary part of the process, as you gradually dissolve old paradigms.

So if loneliness comes up, might that not just be a sign to take a break from meditation, and to simply find some way to socialize, or just to feel connection by being on the phone for a while. As Leo likes to say, we are still social chimps.

Sounds like you're actually doing quite well, dont be so hard on yourself. We all like being on the phone from time to time. Are you expecting yourself to be in meditation 24/7 ? When the so called sabotage happens, what thoughts or feelings come up in that moment ?

Yes, its important to have those aspects for a well functioning life. Just notice though that you have still linked happiness to aspects 'external' to you. What happens when connection, or purpose, or growth, or friendship, or health, or abundance, or security, or comfort, or love, seem to disappear for a while ? Will you still be happy then ?

Well done, yeah shame can hold us back. But ultimately we never did anything wrong to be ashamed of. We always did the best we could with what was available to us in the moment. And we're always infinitely loved.

If a panic attack does happen, what helps to calm down, is to look around the room, and name out loud different things you see, like door, wall, chair, mirror etc. It helps to bring one back to now and feel safe again.

I hear you, it's just that the things that people generally try to manifest with these techniques, will definitely not fill the void, they will only meet physical needs and desires.

What excites you about getting into politics ?

Even if you were able to manifest anything you wanted, it would not fill the void. Deeper spiritual work is required for that. Drop the manifestation videos and watch more of Leo's stuff. This manifestation business is a scam, trying to convince people they can get what they want without taking action.

What behaviours are you trying to change and why ?

I would also add, to really do the work of self healing in a lot of depth, so you dont end up taking on a project to compensate for something else. In other words having real clarity.

Talk is cheap. So whats really preventing you from standing in a queue right now applying for the job ?

If you treat it like a meditation where you become conscious of every micro sensation, without trying to control anything, it does have the potential of being something way more interesting and pleasurable than just a quick quest for orgasm.

Curious about your reasoning here. If porn is beautiful, how exactly is masturbation bad ?

I might be wrong, but I have a feeling that your expectations and the reality of that world wont match up. I dont believe the hype that porn actors are somehow these liberated people. My sense is that it's more like severely damaged people. This is not some moral judgement, just my intuition. When ur having sex with your girlfriend, do you really want other guys to watch you and jerk off at the same time. Can you see how thats a little twisted ? Lets be honest, to get into porn, you need to be desperate for money, and either have low self esteem or no self respect. Once again, this is not a judgement. But there definitely are better ways to make money if you want to actually satisfy your soul.

I think you misunderstood what i said. Are you saying you wouldnt mind being a porn star ? Thats what i meant by engaging, ie actually taking part in making porn

Porn may serve a purpose in one's life for a while, but at some point it needs to be transcended. You cant deny its creepy vibes. Its almost like finding someone being raped in a field, and then standing around watching and jerking off. Im exaggerating ofcourse, but its creepiness is proven by the fact that you would never actually engage in participating in it yourself. There's nothing wrong with masturbation though, as a way of discovering your own sensuality, and making love to self.

There have long been speculation of energy generators. Not sure why its taking so long to confirm whether this recent discovery is real or fake.

Looks like the high consciousness resources section is closed, so I'm posting this here. It's a good talk about facing that one trigger that feels like absolute death, which a lot of us are being forced to do right now. And thus having the ability to keep your heart open no matter what. Which is the only way to have a joyful life on this planet.

Whats really happening seems to have become even stranger than the alex jones show.