Wilhelm44

Feels like you're helping me to 'become nothing'. Thank you

Yeah, it's actually quite magical listening to her videos.

Yeah, I was just contemplating how labels color our experience. Like this is Monday, or this is morning etc etc, Kinda like a veil over the pure wonder of it all.

Thanks, I'm gonna watch that video again.

I like this, thank you

Aha, interesting. So just out of curiosity, how would you describe life at the moment, just like an ever fresh unfolding ?

I once heard Jim say that once you're at that place, there's still some kind of a deepening that takes place. Is there any way of describing that deepening ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hjQaDn2GVk

Same here, thank you

Cool, thank you for sharing. Yeah, somehow when I was listening to Jim I got very hung up on reaching this moment of final death. But since I've been listening to Emerson, there's more of a sense of going with the flow, not knowing at all. I already feel quite empty, but there's probably still some residues. I like the idea of just walking up one morning, gone, and having no recollection of some final moment who knows.

@Mellowmarsh I am curious, how did you know that the me died completely 'when it happened' ? I know Jim talks about a contracted energy in the body that wasn't there anymore. Yet I know Emerson doesn't like using that term contracted energy.

Beautiful (Emerson says he wants to slap people in the face when they say this no me thing is like a denial. In fact he says without the me, life is more intense in a way, in the sense that emotions are experienced even more intensely, like a child that cries freely. There's no filter. But it's easier in the sense that there's no resistance, like frictionless living.)

Wow, she's really deep, that was beautiful, thank you. I remember once listening to Tim Cliss, he was talking about relationships, and he was saying: If you try and put two me's together, well good luck with that.

Not really. There's just a sense of not knowing anything right now. Even the word God dont make any sense. (so the whole notion of having the desire to realize oneself as the mind of God just isn't there)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHyQ_afCd6M @Mellowmarsh She's like a friend to hangout with Thanks for sharing this gem.

Yeah, it's like right now i have no desire for God realization etc, but hey anything is still possible🙂

That's what i like about Emerson, he not making any claims either way. No place to land.

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This was like watching a beautiful little work of art. She's funny as well. 🙂 Thank you, I could relate. At the moment my days seem to oscillate between like a dry grieving process for the end of the story of me, and then there's also this fantastical sense of freedom in not knowing anything at all, like a wonderful groundlessness.

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