Wilhelm44

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Why ? What benefit in judging yourself

Judgements are empty thoughts. Empty words. Basman believed a thought which said, people who have nothing going on are losers. Then you believed a thought which said, well then i must be a loser. Thought believing thought believing thought to infinity, still equals empty thought.

If it truly aligns with your heart. Just make doubly sure it's not just a religious belief pretending to be a heart's desire.

So then your problem is solved.

Seems like a heavy burden to carry. Is that a rule that's baked into reality. Or were you told that by someone else ?

Do a reframe, sexual energy is part of the energy of life, it's beautiful If it wasn't for sexual energy you wouldn't be here. I can understand if you have a problem with porn. But to have a problem with masturbation, that's just cruelty towards self. It's basically like blocking your own life force. Just enjoy it.

Do you know why priests end up touching children ? Suppression.

Don't suppress bro, your brain will explode

What if that thought is a form of devilry in itself. Keeping you locked in a place of self judgement. The more judgement of biological urges (it's not personal, it simply arises by itself) fades away, the less of an issue this will be for you.

How so ?

I was addicted to weed at one stage. These days I just microdose golden teacher mushrooms. Good for the brain. No hangover.

Again I'm not a fanatic, don't worry

Spoken like a true radical nondualist

That's a lot of sex

Yeah, you lucky to have a good guide, enjoy, looking forward to your trip report

Yeah, start slow. I once did 4 grams of some kind of mushroom. I thought I wasn't going to make it Energy was so strong, I did feel like some kind of alien being. And it went on for hours. Good on you for trying 5Meo.

I haven't done 5Meo, is it your first time ?

Alien Consciousness

Bro, it's trees all the way down. Trees are fundamental.

What is a tree really ?

Intuitively it makes sense to me, but I could be wrong.

That sounds like a Zen koan thank you

It's interesting, Leo really helped me to take science off it's pedestal. But he still gives mainstream science it's proper dues.

I still feel there's some quantum shit happening with our brains. My bet is that even mainstream science will come around to this conclusion pretty soon.