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@Leo Gura For your health challenges, have you ever tried some of the more 'woo hoo' treatments, like say working with a well known healer in Sedona for example ?

For the overthinking and anticipating bad events, you might benefit from Katie Byron's 4 questions to work with the mind.

Every experience is serving you in some way. And we're imagining the whole thing, right ? So yes, we wanted to experience it all more than we know. But of course if you're in a real shitty situation, do your best to get the hell out of there.

@Sandhu In many ways it could be a blessing in disguise to be 'stuck' in an environment that you don't connect with. ie less social distraction and more motivation to wake up even more. Eventually it's inevitable that you'll either find yourself in different surroundings or become more okay with things as they are. Perhaps there's some deeper purpose in being there right now that's yet to be revealed. What is the real value in the experience you are having there ? Because on some level you wanted this experience. You don't need to be living in a first world country to have an enjoyable experience of life. ps being around normies is often the best cure for spiritual ego.

https://www.amazon.com/Changed-Mind-Beyond-Awareness-Extraordinary/dp/1642939862

@Cerullylj

Not sure how this relates ?

Why are you not worthy of love ?

Don't need to take that long What thoughts and emotions come up when you feel resistance towards the idea of being your authentic self ? ie what do you keep telling yourself ?

What untruth about being your authentic self, are you believing to be true ?

What is the limiting belief that causes you to feel anxious ? Have you identified it yet ?

It's basically pointing towards what you are putting out into the universe. If you are putting out limited beliefs, then what you will receive are thoughts and ideas which might not be very effective at creating a good life.

"Arent even pretty " ? ? ?