The_Truth_Seeker

I'm hearing a lot of things like this guy just made 60K$ via investing in one day. This dude is a bitcoin expert and he's making 300K$ per month. And I'm like "WTF I don't understand sh*t. These dudes are making crazy money and I had to study for 4 years in college to get this 100k$/year job." Man, I try to be happy with what I have but sometimes it's so damn hard. It's almost like Porn. Porn conditions your mind for unrealistic version of reality. Similarly this crazy rich people can create an exaggerating version of reality in the minds of middle class people. Any tips on how I can stop comparing myself with others? Lol

I have seen guys who try to act like "alpha" and I think these people have some childhood trauma or something. Don't know why they act that way. Lol

Two words I can use to describe these 2 cycles are:- 1. Survival 2. Love Survival:- During that phase I'm always in a survival mode and bad things tend to happen. I don't see any good in other people. I'm super selfish & self-conscious during this phase. It almost feels like some negative energy is trapped in my body and I can't rid of it. No matter what advice anyone gives me, nothing changes during that phase. This is the survival phase but there is another phase. Love:- The only word to describe that phase is Love. Pure unconditional selfless love. I don't know why but during that phase all of a sudden I see the world through the lense of love. The best part about this phase is I don't have to try anything, everything just happens. I honestly have no idea how. A lot of amazing & memorable things have happened to me during that phase and I have no idea how I did all that. It's almost like magic. I feel relaxed yet energetic, I know what to say, I know what to do, I do the right things without even trying. I know it sounds weird but when I'm with a girl during that phase it's almost like there is an aura of love coming out of my being and I feel like she should be a part of it and the amazing thing is even though I have no plan, everything workouts just fine. I can't write much details about it because I'm not in this phase right now. When I AM in the phase, I don't have to try, everything happens so naturally. When I'm in the Survival phase, I'm like, "I need her!" But when I'm in the Love phase, I'm like, "Let's give her a great time. She is a wonderful girl and She deserves it."

Lift weights and you'll feel masculine. Also you can play combat sports like MMA or Greco-Roman wrestling. And yeah, quit porn.

2 million a month? How?

I'm trying to lose those love handles.

I speak 2 languages fluently. One is my native language and the other one is English. And when I switch between these 2 languages, it's as if I switch my modes of thinking, it's almost as if I shift my perspective of reality. In english speaking cultures you can talk about consciousness, ego, nihilism and all types of philosophical and spiritual concepts but in my language all these would sound terribly weird. Probably it's not possible to translate Leo's work into my language. I understand what Leo is saying but when I think about the same thing in my language or when I "translate", all of a sudden these familiar concepts sounds and feels so foreign and unnatural. It is said that the the world looks different in other languages. Some argue that it doesn't. But from my experience, it does. I guess the main reason is you can translate words but you can't translate feelings. So sometimes when I listen to certain music (like the Interstellar theme), I notice long personal and emotional stories are posted in the comment section. It's as if when people hear this music they can truly let go and express themselves with full authenticity. It sounds weird but I've noticed it multiple times. I also have noticed while listening to some of my favorite music, I can feel something that is beyond space and time. Music is mysterious....to say the least.

We are all Jesus Christ.

The other day I was talking with a friend of mine about how the pandemic has affected people's lives and this topic came up. And since we don't have much knowledge about economy and stuff like that we couldn't dig deeper into the topic through our conversation. I would specially like to know how it applies the income of people on individual level.

Yes they are happy and you are unhappy ?

Don't understand who even invents these terms like late bloomer syndrome. Sometimes vocabulary is the reason of human suffering.

"But how?", I can hear you ask. Some wise man once said, "You found it offensive? I find it funny. That's why I'm happier than you." This is also known as reframing or the art of turning shit into gold. And you have to know the right channel on YouTube to watch the movie.

@WaveInTheOcean your answer is toxic.

That's crazy. Have you ever tried DMT?

"Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" is a good book.