Holygrail

nice, i knew they were on to something

Doesnt it seem like the present moment doesnt even last for one second? Almost as if the present moment doesnt even last a .00000001 of a second. Like it's turning into the past instantaneously and like it never even occurred in the present.

Milk thistle is huge for detoxification in general, since it helps support the liver.

yeah, that makes sense.

The 2nd time in my life that i had a lucid dream, and it occurred 3 times in the same night directly from this technique!

Is this something that's actually known?

Vedic astrology seems to be the most accurate, my birthchart seems to describe me perfectly to the letter. I've studied a lot of people as a novice and it's just too damn accurate to possibly be considered as a coincidence.

zooming into anything, your hand, a leaf. and just finding smaller things that make up an atom, and smaller things that make up a proton, and so on, forever.

I had 3 lucid dreams in one night just by doing a 3rd eye meditation for 10 minutes right before bed. Just imagine purple rays of light penetrating your pineal gland.

I feel like it just "is" and even calling it "isness" is not the same thing as the actual thing. Even calling it things such as awareness, eternity, god, nothingness, whatever just doesn't really do it justice since it's not the actual thing itself, whatever that thing might be.

such a mindblowing epiphany. just wow

really good thing to contemplate about. but for now, its a survival technology which arbitrarily creates boundaries within reality and only make meaning relative to other boundaries. But fundamentally, all these boundaries are interconnected and one, and held within the incommunicable mystery of experience or awareness.

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Yeah, I know you're right. Might actually be counter-intuitive to pursue it like that.

I honestly feel like I've come many times to coming to this realization but its not happening yet, I can almost taste the nothingness. I just want it so badly lol

its like "isness" being its full or true self.

So becoming conscious of it is still probable because it's just "isness" which is one/nothing/infinite/consciousness. I still get caught up on the relativistic dualities of language.

dude thats such a mindfuck

like nothing is actually happening in the present moment but perception, yet it seems like an experienced happened if we just connect all the perceptions from all the "nows" that has happened. Even though if we dont add any meaning to those experiences, they dont technically exists because only the stuff we're conscious of exists. But lets say someone flicks us off in traffic because they were mad at something we did, there was still a cause and effect and meaning to the experience regardless if we're not conscious of it as such?

So now is all there is "the absolute" which has no dualities, it just is, oneness/nothing, and its just the illusory dualities of the mind which causes these imaginary dualities which is just that, illusory. Since everything just is, no "meaning". meaning/non-meaning is only relative within the infinite non-dual absolute... I'm starting to kinda understand this now

i think what you're saying is that there is no meaning unless it is held within consciousness first and even then, its just perception not even happening to anyone so the meaning wasn't even technically meaning? haha the problem with language

And what are some of the attributes that a healthy green lets go from the lower stages? I'm assuming that they take the courage from red, the discipline/hard work/justice from blue, the creative thinking/science and rationality/skills and education from orange in order to become a healthy solid green.

woah great insight thanks

I'm probably watched at least 50 of Leo's videos and everything seems so partial, paradoxical and relative to me now, I feel like I dont know how to act, what to do, what to like... I'm honestly just lost and confused, have any of guys gone through this stage as you started learning about spirituality?

yeah thats true, I definitely gotta start doing some yoga or some grounding techniques of sorts