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Yeah, you better start blocking people who criticize you (this is what i assume is meant by "drama and distractions") if you want to keep your reputation that's been slowly but steadily getting lost.

My guess is that the video consists of mostly the same material that was covered before

Could just disable comments and add a short explanation in the video description.

It definitely will

This is such a strange combination. I think more versatile beats beyond just trap would work much better. Trap itself is very limited in its form both musically and ideologically and its lyrical foundation is too solid to be changed in such a radical way. Kudos for efforts though it's an interesting idea

MDMA influenced the sober part of my life much more than LSD. In my case post-trip states after acid eventually completely dissipated with all the knowledge it had provided while MDMA made my life actually better in the long run and most of what I learned from it is still here. And it does help with anxiety

Would be really great to watch about this topic. @Etherial Cat Hello, Daydreamer

anyone had experiences with dosing around 10-12 grams a day? it is my second day of taking 4g three times a day and effects seem to be positive even though i'm not 100% sure

I don't really want ruin vibe of this forum by talking about drugs and stuff but this topic is not about addiction but more of a 'spiritual' part of it. Please do not hate. Couple of years ago i was neck deep into psychedelics and at some 'hit rock bottom' hard when unexpectedly had extremely intense bad trip. Basically i just disintegrated and became what i assume pure awareness but in a scariest way possible. I forgot everything about myself and human nature in general but could perceive reality somehow. I could see hear and touch but it did a very different sense like all it was just the same thing. And later i read about such thing as Ego Death which really fit what i had experienced before. And now i've been practising meditation and no-drugs lifestyle since a while ago and started to rethink that bad trip. Did it really touch some elements of enlightenment no-ego thing or it was just a chemical illusion (that wasnt that illusional at all).

...is fucking awesome. Yesterday i finally came up to my boss (who i hate a lot) and told him what i always wanted to say. But before that moment i had spent almost a week fearing about decision i was about to make. I quit in a pretty impulsive way without any decent plan B but i haven't felt so free since a long time ago. What was your experience of quitting and how did it affect your life at the moment?

unfortunately the whole strategy thing seems the hardest for me to start applying in my life.

reread about meditation.

A long time ago someone told me cold showers are bad for your kidneys or something like that. Are there any health related downsides at all?

Rhythm is a dancer

I believe the best quitting is the one that happened almost spontaneously without restricting yourself consciously

I quit smoking by letting myself smoking. But i did meditations daily also. It just happened at some point that i didnt want that nasty stick in my mouth

Id suggest meditating more. Since i started Strong Determination Sitting technique about 4 days ago (1 hour in morning and another hour before bed) i realized that 20-30 min meditations i'd been doing before were a joke. Already feeling the difference in terms of calmness and sharpness.

Unfortunetaly my diet is far from being healthy yet but meditation and cycling made a huge difference already energy wise. Can't really think of any additional helpful things besides stimulants which are unhealthy obviously (but damn those adderall days were productive)

Your post reminded me of my thing. I used to be VERY fat in childhood and everyone (sometimes family members too) would laugh at me which was extremely painful. At some point i naturally lost my weight and it turned out i look not bad at all but that ghost of the fat boy still follows me like a shadow. At the moment my life seems like an everyday battle with myself and im winning more and more. Thanks to meditation and overall spiritual development thing. And i like thinking about image of 'I guess its all about facing yourself in a brutally honest way and fighting demons. One day at the time.

That book is not that evil as it may seem i guess. 'know your enemy' kind of thing. And by enemy i mean 'system' and their 'sons'.

Chicago, USA. Originally from Kyrgyzstan (former USSR). Привет, Лео!

Sometimes i feel that the whole 'friends' thing is overrated.

I've been (sometimes still am) extremely anxious since middle school (school sucks for that in general) and got through some heavy drugs addiction period and always ended up in insanely scary void (ever experienced coming down from coke while trying to get sleep?). Now i'm 25 years old and nothing can change my mind about effectiveness of meditation and mindfulness when it comes to anxiety, addictions and compulsive behavior. No brainer.

I'm not sure about enlightenment (it still is quite abstract idea for me) but spiritual practices bring nothing but huge improvements in music writing. Can't imagine enlightenment being an obstacle in this case.

He talked about benefits of long meditation but it seems he needs to make another new video about it