I really have a goal in mind, I really want to pursue a life of meaning and purpose no if ands buts about it. What have you guys done that has helped you get through trauma in your life? I’ve noticed bringing it up gets me seriously depressed and brings out a lot of self doubt. I have been practicing a lot of meditation and and learning more and more about myself especially through the help of Leo’s videos. I noticed I have lied to myself and others and am actively trying to commit to being the most genuine loving human I can be. When I was growing up my father died at a young age, my family told me it was from a car accident. I learned about how he actually died by googling his name and found it by myself that he was a bank robber and died by crashing into another car not to get caught. That devastated me to find out about that at such a young and never told anyone, it really gave me depression throughout middle school and high school. It also didn’t help that I realized my mother is very narcissistic and controlling and really made things worse. I am just trying hard to move on from that I feel stuck.
