Enlightenment
I seem to be a feeling more than anything, a vibration maybe. Not thought, or a body, but a collection of systems within systems that give rise to this thing. But it seems to come together as a feeling imprint. And that feeling, vibration is constantly changing according to its environment. Changing growing, adapting.
We could say that this thing is inside the infinite bubble of consciousness, like a bacteria inside the body's intestinals, they probably don't know what they are doing in there, but are affected by the body. Liver cells don't know probably either.
Enlightenment seems to be a very honorable end. And that's the problem. Ending. Who wants to end?
For example:
Say, in this world we are like ice cubes. When we die after Enlightenment we liquify then diffuse. The body's atoms diffuse in the ground, our energy, etheric and consciousness diffuses and merge back into the All. You become nothing and everything.
This ego thinks "you better think twice before you jump" ...is that what God is up too?
I mean, if you think about it, it seems this has been going on for a long time. Ask the Enlightenment One what happens after they die. They don't have a clue. I suppose they are going to "sit" around radiating Love, then somehow start all over again, maybe create another big bang and another space/time event in some other dimension. It seems like getting this complex human together was no small feat, who wants to start all over?
So Enlightenment appears to be very sacrificial because one is giving up their individuality altogether. At least for the reminder of their life they get to enjoy bliss.
I know science can't ever understand the Absolute because science can only study the "dream" or the physical world. But God/Universe seems to be doing more. We have quantum computers coming online, gene editing, and space travel. Maybe the end of death itself.
Maybe we could do a little 5 meo-DMT and see who we are then get on with creating a paradise on earth.
Thank you