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@Gabith The thing is, she speaks to the collective on the collective level. I agree w/ what she says, but you as an individual can change your life. You're not the collective, you are an individual. But be okay with the changes on a collective level. It's like weather forecasting, not exact, just enough, and with plenty of wiggle room.

Oh well, people live, people die, what are you gunna do?

Chase money, chase bitches, chase the moon, chase whatever it doesn't matter. I love the visual of this, being pulled into an aeonic gravity force. Old enough to know better. Young enough not to give a fuck. Thats why their trying to rip off my sleeve 'Cause their sick and tired of us not giving them grief Funny how they don't practice what the preach Don’t let us hope but they’re never gonna listen to me And I got something on my mind, let me tell them again Bring out the fucking Calvary and let it commence Everyone is making money but it don't make sense Its happened once and we’ll never let it happen again We say that we're safe 'til we turn up the pressure In the end of the day we're old enough to know better We’re old enough to know better I say we're old enough to know better I say we're old enough to know better But young enough to not give a fuck! But young enough to not give a fuck! We're taking off our leash tonight We're gonna run the streets tonight

Seriously check this band out, they are a hidden gem, this song just makes my day.

Work out, this will give you a natural high. Work out for an hour a day, and this will help your brain/body recover. I'm serious, if you wanna get better then getting on an exercise regimen is your best bet. Also, eat a lot of healthy fats for a few months; your brain is made of fat. Look up which healthy fats you want to eat and add them to your diet. And antioxidants - berries - daily.

I've been meditating for about a half an hour a day for 5 months - since I got out of the hospital, to work on increasing my concentration. It is going well, initially ten minutes was very hard for me, but now I can meditate for 30 minutes without too much trouble - albeit some monkey mind for sure. Usually, I feel wrapped up in an almost dark green-like space - and just the experience of being alive, it brings awareness, intelligence into my life that I didn't imagine was possible. I'm not perfect at it though, and tend to sway a bit as I meditate and can't sit perfectly still, but I let go and naturally, with my hands clasped, it turns more into a prayer - gratitude for living, and I send loving energy to my soul group and to Kali, the Wolf - through this bhakti yoga - and just breathing becomes a sacred experience. If you're not meditating regularly, I recommend it, it really helps. Kudos to those of you meditating for hours on end, that's amazing, I wish I could do that. Maybe someday.

@Gregory1 Within God, there are many different phenomenon. It is more like a layered onion that gets closer to the source. If you have another experience like this, and feel differently about it, let me know and I can help. Because not believing in and having sovereignty over dark entities is the best option, I don't want to convince you otherwise, because you're already oriented in the right direction.

Archangel Michael works with banishing evil demons and archetypes, he is specifically one of the most powerful archetypes for this sort of work, do a bit of research on him. Brandon isn't an idiot, he knows what he's talking about with this kind of work. I've used Michael's help in the past when working with powerful dark energies that I couldn't manage on my own and keep a drawing of this angel that someone gave me close by incase I need to work with the archetype again. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_(archangel) Here's a bit on Michael in case you come across more entities. Also, viewing them as fantasies or products of your own mind is helpful, too. Both work. "Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil; May God rebuke him, we humbly pray; And do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all evil spirits who wander through the world for the ruin of souls. Amen."

Yeah, you pretty much messed up. Should've just been light and funny, carefree and not worried about results. Move on, there are many women out therre.

@Tim Ho He was! I remember this script, it was very interesting that he was able to channel and got this experience.

Happy New Year's.

@RMQualtrough The answers will come during an awakening, but you have to sit with the questions you're seeking while also not seeking the answer - try writing down whatever comes to mind when going through the fear of death, or honestly, any fear at all - and work your way through it and sometimes the answers will appear in your writing. The mechanism will take place, like a pattern, so you just have to get acquainted with your own patterns of writing and stuff. I'll give you a more extensive answer tomorrow evening. I'll basically just tell you what my practice is - and the ways I find answers for things, and then you can try some of it out and see if you're able to find anything - honestly, the path is sometimes very quiet, so you have to listen to yourself with ears wide open, so to speak. I need to think on how I want to word what I am saying. Here are one of the mechanisms: This mechanism is one reason why I share music so often, as music is God's language.

If you go through your own death you can find all these answers in your direct experience - imagine instead your body is dying right now - which it is, and focus on the sensations and fears coming from that, and anything that comes up that gets in the way of seeing that truth, inspect it - and then answers like these uncover themselves on their own in due time. That's the quickest route to finding the mechanism - it can't be spoken of - you'll generally only get a piece of the diamond, a shard of it to learn from, and then just collect and add to it from direct experience and you'll learn everything that you need to for your unique path. It takes time to get answers sometimes, so be patient.

If you have an encounter with a negative entity, explain to it that it can't gain any more knowledge without love and that it is disconnected from a source of never ending energy - you need to approach them without fear and matter of factly. They are missing something. Entities like this are searching for power, for source - they, just like how humans ranch cattle, use human emotions as a food source - Look at this video, was this your entity: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4-t6bmh4Uc My Wolf was a negative entity complex that I turned good by explaining this - they are looking for "food" to keep going and have not learned that Love is a universal, permanent food. Confront them like Naruto confronts the nine tailed fox. I will explain more on this later, check out Law of One by Ra to understand negative entities. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rh2-mvjEtQQ&list=RDrh2-mvjEtQQ&start_radio=1 "Breathe, cold, another bad dream Got mud on my face that I can't get clean Feel whole, but I rip at the seams If I can't get you away from me Taking showers every hour and I choke on steam Writing on the mirrors and the space between All so tall, it broke the fourth wall Guess our fairy tale had a few plot holes" They make insanely powerful allies if you can work with one.

Hmmn... can you die from mahasamahdi? Just by letting go of all karma? Just leave the body?

Stay away from people who make you feel bad about yourself.

Would be interested in a video on this as well. I almost got conned by a member here.

@hyruga How is she supposed to have all these ants at her disposal? In an ant jar? Just carry around a bunch of ants? And then squish them? What if she gets tiny ant killing karma then? I wonder if a rubber band snapped on the wrist each time would work?

@Michael569 Fortunately, I do go to the dentist to get cleanings twice a year, but I agree with you and will start this habit for the new years as part of my morning routine resolution. Can't wait for perfect gum health! I see Leo's healthy gums when I watch his videos, I noticed how nice they were and how white his teeth are and it makes me want to take better care of my teeth as well.

@Judy2 Aww thanks, it so is. It just feels like a clean slate, it's more the experience of like... a bunch of people having the same emotion at the same time and resonating with that and during the holiday season - new years and so forth - there is just the spirit of it in the air and I feel it and love it. It's, think in mbti 'extroverted feeling'; like a communal resonance, where everyone feels like they can move forward and accomplish their goals and they are motivated and happy and being around it makes me feel the same way as opposed to just any day, there isn't the same kind of cheer. I'm still externally motivated in some aspects for sure.

@Gesundheit2 Yeah dude, of course, only share what you feel most comfortable with. Absolutely. I totally get it, I think that is great of you to be protecting and caring for your sister the way that you are doing. This is really interesting news - and if this is true, then it does make me question the medication as well. But I am no doctor nor professional by any means. If she goes off of them, and the symptoms come back full force, you could try them again, but if she is showing signs of spiritual awakening then they might not be needed, as they are meant to stabilize brain chemicals that are out of balance - not spiritual awakenings. And they can look very similar, a lot of people in the hospital that I stayed in had symptoms of spiritual awakenings that had gotten "stuck" somewhere and ended up causing problems. There isn't enough information out there to determine a psychotic episode from a spiritual emergency. It can look exactly the same, and all you can do is follow your intuition on it and listen to what the person is telling you, and you are and that's great. I am glad that you are listening to your sister's experience and not just writing it off as pure delusion - this can happen in some families and then the person thinks they are sick and never recover. I happen to be both, mental illness and a spiritual channel, so if you need advice for either, let me know and I'll do my best. I can even just share my own experience if that helps as sometimes I don't have the best advice - but I can tell you kind of how it went for me, what the experiences were like and so forth; what I've learned. You're a good brother. You should feel proud of yourself for how you care for your family.

I do take it seriously. I loooove the holidays so much! That's really cool that you have gotten to that point tbh. I think the reason that I love the holidays so much is that my mother always puts a lot of time into it, and she did when I was a kid, too. She's an isfj, so tradition is really important to her, and seeing my family in a good mood during these days is really infectious. I love that people are more giving, happier - and the traditions that come with the holidays are fascinating as well. I'm a really good gift-giver and can always find some of the coolest stuff for other people. I love listening to what people like and what they need and would always surprise my friend and family with something unique that they don't expect. I'm a big gift giver - I inherited the spirit of the season from my family. I think that how people view the holidays can have a lot to do with how they are raised, too. If it was a stressful time, or lonely, then the holidays won't be viewed with the same zest as someone who has a lot of good memories of being with family and friends. Much love to you, too! (Can't wait for the new years! I love the collective spirit of making resolutions and people feeling like there is a clean slate to the fresh new year - that's the best.)

I like lmfao's answer. Stage green does not have as many solutions as stage yellow and is more emotional and reactive towards what it considers "wrong" outside of it's paradigm - like, oppressive/abusive/disingenuous/dishonest - and tends to fight back for equality. There is a lack of finding solutions and being able to step into the point of view of an aggressor. It's reactive, dogmatic at times, and can be more lazy if blue and orange are not integrated properly. Greens need yellows to show them better ways of divergent thinking - more examples, more ways to integrate new views and not get stuck in old views. Green does not move with the flow the way a yellow does. Yellow can find commonality and get along with most people - the problem is, yellow looks uncaring and unempathetic in some ways. It has such a large picture perspective and is so masculine, that the feminine green can be put off by yellow if it does not know how to empathize with green's concerns. Green often doesn't have the direction and drive that yellow has. Greens are sensitive, they need space to integrate the evils of the world and come to understand why things aren't fair and "how to deal". Greens need to learn to view their emotions from a third person perspective. They haven't "gotten over themselves" yet, many times. Greens need to learn to accept things as they are; to learn to understand things from a systemic point of view, which is less personal and more inclusive. Greens need yellow to show them what multi-perspectival actually means. Greens deny yellow this opportunity many times until they see the value of moving up - they view themselves as more empathetic than yellow when it is the other way around - yellow just doesn't get mired down the way green does, yellow sees the whole system and plays with it. Green gets stuck. Green is a sticky place to be. I can go from red to green depending on my environment. When safe, I am green, when afraid I revert to red. I need to work on orange and some blue as well. Green is stuck in the past still in some instances - still egoic - still fighting - and yellow seeks solutions. Green needs to learn to go back to blue and orange, integrate that in order to become stable enough and sovereign enough to be yellow. Yellow is an individuated person. Yellows can teach greens if green can look and see how this sort of thinking can be helpful - but it is a huge jump. I view it as the feminine integrating the masculine. Greens need their creativity and curiosity sparked towards new ideas - towards systems thinking - I imagine a lot of women are green - they either go downwards and get stuck with an orange and this fails or they find yellow and work 'up' - however, yellows are lonely and often get stuck with green because yellow is hard to find. It isn't easy to turn a closed minded green person yellow - they have to do it themselves - you can throw a bone here and there, but the stage orange work is on them to complete. Otherwise they would be yellow, not green imo. Green is like a shortcut stage - you can get there, get stuck there, and not want to go back down... but you have to. Green - enfp; infp; isfp; enfj - generally Yellow - intp, intj, infj - generally - "mature" entp's - most are orange though. Sensors - usually make up purple, red, blue and orange - not as self-reflective - isfp is generally the exception to the rule and tends to come across as a pseudo-intuitive.

You don't cheat and you have a sense of humour, which is more rare than having good looks. You are equal/superior to a cheater with good looks. They might be telling you this to keep you from attracting someone, or perhaps they feel jealous? I would get new friends, don't listen to them and keep being yourself.

@Gianna That is really good advice, thank you for sharing. I don't know if this info helps, but they come from a war torn country where the people were severely abused, and so I question if perhaps some of the trauma from that contributed to her state. What advice could be offered for a whole family who has seen/been through so much? It's more than just mental illness to work through imo, there is probably a lot of trauma as well. It seems as though you have a lot of info to offer - Ges, I would message her if you get the chance and ask; this is really good advice. ^ Also, lemmi know if you still want to talk - I am giving you space until I further know what is happening as sometimes I don't always know what to say. You and your sister, and what has happened has been on my mind and I am hoping for the best and rooting for you. Let me know what kind of support you need right now and the best way that I can be helpful. If you need, let us support you in this time.