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The greatest threat to mankind is the lack of compassion. Compassion is the cure for wetiko/devilry. Can you See it? Wetiko is the virus of the ego gone out of control, it is the lack of interconnection, just like the video I posted above on feedback loops, when we don't tend to those loops, they disintegrate and what is left is the virus of the mind, the ultimate nam-shub.

I know this energy and work with it. Fenrir is a good archetypal name for it. Or "Wetiko". It sounds like this - and works like this: It is the other side of the coin, untethered chaos.

@Leo Gura I don't know if I am being selfish or not, most actions are rooted in some form of selfishness. I just hope you're right, and that we don't end up with a barren, pollution stricken planet. Each species is part of a feedback loop caused directly and indirectly - what do we do if we deplete the earth of too many and ecosystems fall apart? That's happening now, and people aren't taking the right course of action to change it. Who said? It's more like, I just feel it. I feel the planet sometimes if I spend weeks in nature, I can predict cycles after some time. I can also feel the collective positivity and negativity - and it feels like, like we are moving too fast in certain areas of development and eschewing other areas, collectively. I feel like, some sort of ritual to get in touch with these energies is going to be a necessity soon.

@Leo Gura I don't worry for myself, but I do worry for the state of the planet and the future generations. We have to worry about them. It won't affect me as much in this lifetime, but it will affect the generation below me.

@Leo Gura The stupidity of mankind, that's why we probably will be in an apocalyptic age before too long... You think we can evolve before the planet runs out of resources? I don't think we can. I think the only way out is through individual awakening. I've had a lot of insight into what Shunya talks about, there is a darkness in mankind, something that spreads - wetiko - and to see it is to cure it, but it feeds on illusion, and people would prefer to die in their illusions than to see the light, and they would rather take everyone down with them if possible. I think you're too idealistic about what man can accomplish, I don't think we are in a good spot at all. I don't think you are qualified to make a statement about the future of mankind. All anyone can do is ride it out, try to do the best they can by others to the best of their ability - and to try and manifest a better world. But if the world ends, I'm alright with it - let nature try again. We aren't the most important species in the world. Just a blip on the radar of the universe, really.

I've had an NDE and I felt everyone's soul around me. I don't believe in solipsism and Leo has it wrong, y'all are just parrots.

Plant medicines, meditation, journaling, memento mori, asking questions, reading, creating. Wait to ask questions from others, only when you feel it is exactly the right time to get the message. I rode a grey horse, a mule roany mare Grey mane and grey tail, a green stripe down her back Grey mane and grey tail, a green stripe down her back There wasn't a hair on her Be-what was coal black She stood so still, she threw me to the dirt She bruised my heart and bruised my shirt From stirrup to saddle I mounted again And on my ten toes I rode over the plain In Nottamun town, not a soul would look up Not a soul would look up, not a soul would look down Not a soul would look up, not a soul would look down To show me the way To Nottamun town Met the King and the Queen and a company more A-marching behind and a-marching before Came a stark-naked drummer a-beating a drum With his hands in his pocket come marching along To Nottamun town In Nottamun town Not a soul would look up, not a soul would look down Not a soul would look up, not a soul would look down To show me the way To Nottamun town

@EmptyInside Thanks dude, sometimes taking a break from this place is for the best - I do it often and feel refreshed afterwards. Mostly, I just appreciate the journal section.

Keep asking yourself this question, start a journal and practice your death and you'll get closer to solving the answers. gl

I've been suicidal, and have gotten insights during a severe autoimmune flare-up. AMA on suicide, what happens next, why you should wait and what you can do to change your mental health - still in the process of it, but it is going about 35 percent better than last year, which is actually a huge improvement. Change takes time. Around this time last year, I was literally on the verge of doing it, I had to get myself committed to prevent it. I hit the wall, and could see no other option, it got to the point where all I could see around me was my own death. I was literally preparing for my own death last year because I couldn't take it any more. Until recently. It was all that was on my mind, was death.

He means that each human is so powerful, that we not only build the world we see but when we die we build the next one. You are it. So when your life is terminated, a whole new world starts - and how you navigated with this playground is how you will in the next, we just keep growing. I made a playlist with what I feel happens after death - it goes into the process of this, and i have one of Shunya's teachings on the bottom. I made it with some previous members in mind, and ends on a "northern note" - as the north is where I would build my next world. I put it in order - to offer peace to those who seek to escape this world, to give them hope that the next one will be better and to hopefully offer a better alternative. Humans are world builders; we will make something completely new; when one takes psychedelics, they see to the level this goes. I have tapped into the darker energies of the universe as well and unfortunately, they grow right under our noses - people connect to the light and they forget or eschew the darkness and it continues to work - undetected, corrupting the planet and human hearts. The very best way to know what comes next is to practice dying - practice your own death and write about - memento mori - until you have a personal awakening. I've chosen my world, my next life, it will be wild and in the north, like Alaska or something.

@Carl-Richard I'm not weird on weed, just booze and well... it's all locked downstairs so no worries man. Generally when smoking weed is when I'm in my journal contemplating - so if you find a really well thought out and decent post, it's probably because of weed. I use it to deal with ADD, it makes my thought process slow down.

@Carl-Richard I smoke weed every day. It's a part of who I am. Also, go take your cult psychology elsewhere please, I don't have the time nor patience for it. You traded one cult for the other, try genuine growth... for once.

As above, so below. "I can't feel anything at all without you." As above, so below. Let go of the need to know, let go of the need for life, let go of the need to be, and let your imagination run free, right it down, get it out, and see what you find and without a doubt - the answer you seek, is in your heart, you see? You will feel it there and it has no words, thin as a strand of hair, this awareness, will tell you everything you need, and give you everything you want to be. We are all babies in the process of becoming our greater selves, so put this idea on the shelf, and just See why it is the way it must Be. We can only guess, as to your heart, we are only guests. Sit outside in nature, spend as much time with it, and see how everything grows and dies, comes and goes, you are a part of that process, a little fingerprint - and that fingerprint is unique to you. You'll find it in the smallest of things - life and death and everything "in-between". Seth Speaks :: Consciousness Without an Object :: No Reason :: When I Grow Up Just keep looking within - don't worry about which questions you have, just start from one point to the other and see where you get, have all the answers already inside of you. This dream, from the baseline, is like a clay and you can mold it through right or wrong action, of which you are given free will. In the grand scheme of things there is no right or wrong, but the feedback loops that you create from will give a certain pattern. Why is life this exact way? In order to start the sequence... we need to add a one...

@Someone here I was drunk, I am a recovering alcoholic. I don't even remember, because when I drink, I black out - I don't have a good radar to know when is enough so I go from completely sober to blackout without too much in between. My family moved their... extensive and super accessible alcohol collection to a locked garage. A good way to tell - if I'm acting very "out there aggressive" - I'm out of my mind gone because I don't act that way sober - ever. I do it to try and manage the bodily affects of bipolar 1, in which I just feel a constant bodily aggravation, not even emotional, just the body feels tense, and I try to "mellow" myself out and it never works. I am in the process of treatment for it, and am going on new meds and they should begin full effect in a few weeks - the right dose in a few months, until then I'm just grabbing at whatever substance I can to make this aggravation go away. If mods see me acting that way - just warn me for a few days or something - it means I'm not "there" anymore. My alcohol demon is a real cu**.

@Someone here I believe in a mashup of all of them - I think that people came about God in an infinite number of ways. I believe in a God that aligns. Once upon a time, I bought a Huichol yarn painting, a huge one - from a reputable and fair trade buyer. The alignment of the fire (a salt lamp) and the green dot on the chair was accidental. One day, I was smoking a bowl and just looked at it for a while, and then I "saw" it - and what felt like the being "take a seat" in his chair - the salt lamp light began to flicker - it never has before or again - and I saw the small green dot and then God said, "I am in the house. I am as small an aligned as a green dot on the chair of this artwork." So I learned to be observant of certain things that could reveal more. And I think people who have found God who wrote the scriptures had the same experiences - but each one is unique for each person, so we fight over it. I don't know if I believe I am the "whole" of God, as I have only experienced mine and everyone else's souls, and the God as an evolutionary feedback loop that wishes to witness itself within its own creations as itself - so I suppose my God predates both - but I don't know that for sure. But, like I listen to a song - and I can hear God within it. But my truth doesn't seem to ever translate no matter how I share it - so this is why I think it must be so personal, although it "feels" memetic in nature - like maybe someday through art I could give the experience of God to another - it would have to align just for them in the way this artwork did for me.

@A Fellow Lighter Sure, what would you like to know specifically? I suppose I could bring up this: Full view - this has lyrics in the right spot - it is supposed to align with the more negative side of human beings - in order to transmute it into something good, and just and true - it is similar to working on art or a hobby that you feel in tune with - and what comes of it generally will be Good. It is such a pain to explain - this I am trying to turn into an alchemical "magnum opus" or philosopher's stone and with it comes lyrics from songs that inspire truth - the more truthful art is, music, illustration, photography, etc., the more alive it becomes. I plan to add this hummingbird in the center with the burning monk in the middle of the lyrics lines, and this song - and altogether - it will be a truthful accomplishment. It is... I can't really explain it until I hear specifically what you want to know. When you see spirit, art becomes easier, understanding music makes more sense, it all just... lines up in the right way, and when it does generally one wants to then line up the world in a more effective and humane way. Details. Behind the face is a dead squirrel who was placed in colourful autumn leaves by another artist - he represents memento mori - or contemplation of death - the ancient gods of Sumer were considered pitch black so I chose that to represent the old gods, he is androgynous looking, to represent feminine and masculine. "As above, so below"

I would try to "show" them God through artwork. And see if that doesn't pull them closer to God. Art and music is God's language. I'm not an atheist so the wager wouldn't really be fully applicable to me.

Don't worry, people like that squirm the most when they're about ready to die - even if nothing happens to him in this life, he is so far removed from God and spiritual truth that it will be a complete erasing of what and who he is. All those people with egos too bug to handle have to face the music. I also represent anyone on the receiving end of those jokes you offend I'm the nightmare you fell asleep in and woke up still in I'm your karma closing in with each stroke of a pen Perfect time to have some remorse to show for your sin No, it's hopeless, I'm the denial that you're hopelessly in When they say all of this is approaching its end But you refuse to believe that it's over, here we go all over again Backs to the wall, I"m stacking up all them odds Toilets clogged, Yeah "cause I"m talking a lot of s*** but I"m backing it all up But in my head there"s a voice in the back and it hollas After the track is demolished I am your lack of a conscience I"m the ringing in your ears I"m the polyps on the back of your tonsils Eating your vocal chords after your concerts I"m your time that"s almost up that you haven"t acknowledged Grab for some water but I"m that pill that"s too jagged to swallow I"m the bullies you hate, that you became With every f***** you slaughtered Coming back on you every woman you insult That, with the double-standards you have when it comes to your daughters I represent everything, you take for granted "Cause Marshall Mathers the rapper"s persona's half a facade And Matthew and Stan"s just symbolic Of you not knowing what you had until it"s gone "Cause after all the glitz and the glam No more fans that are calling your name, cameras are off Sad, but it happens to all of them I"m the hindsight to say, 'I told you so!' Foreshadows of all the things that are to follow I"m the future that"s here to show you what happens tomorrow If you don"t stop after they call you the Biggest laughing stock of rap who can"t call it quits When it"s time to walk away, I"m every guilt trip The baggage you had, but as you gather up all your possessions If there's anything you have left to say Unless it makes an impact don"t bother So before you rest your case Better make sure you"re packing a wallop So one last time, I"m back Before it fades into black and it"s all over Behold the final chapter in the saga Trying to recapture that lightning trapped in a bottle Twice the magic that started it all Tragic portrait of an artist tortured Trapped in his own drawings Tap into thoughts Blacker and darker than anything imaginable Here goes a wild stab in the dark As we pick up where the last Mathers left off I do a lot of manifesting work, and have experience of the other side due to nearly dying. People who don't let their egos go and who do great evil - because energy is either transmuted or recycled, people like that are energetically recycled into something else. They don't get "hell" or "heaven" or any of that - they don't get to experience any for of continuity, that someone with a clearer karma does. It's like a black hole, they just get sucked into it, only to be re-used as something more beneficial. I know this because I experienced my own karma play out and saw that I had to improve it in order to "move up". My karma is intergenerational, but the universe doesn't care - you work on it or turn into a monster. And monsters have already used their second chances, their third chances, all the reasons and ways God speaks they are oblivious to, and so when they reach their deathbeds - they face that black hole - that pulling gravity towards the center of nothing at all. No hellfire, no lake freeze, not even the nothing that you dream of. Instead they get what is akin to when Steven King's "It" opens its mouth and devours you. Forever.

More like, everything aligns just right and it breaks though - whatever is around me becomes more illuminated. I can see it in others, too, where their talents or parts of their personality align with God consciousness - or don't align, but I still need to practice it. So for me, when I look at this picture, I can commune with God if I need to - and through synchronicity I can be told certain things - but only when I am in the right state of mind - I still have a scared, fighty ego to contend with, but when it is a small ego - then I can recognize spirit.

Why do you care? Look there.

Ask if the girl wants to have sex. If yes, have fun, if no, then accept that. Don't sleep with girls who are sloshed or high.

It is all perfectly aligned. Search for things that are aligned to see the perfection. God is evolving to bring itself, as itself into the forefront, but that takes time. Heaven is outside of all of that, of culture, words, everything. It's also inside. We created hell through culture. It won't be this way forever. God told me so. That the best you can do is to make art from it. You have to learn to get good at seeing it's little clues everywhere. "I also represent..."

Sure, I recognize it. When it shows itself, I can see it.