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@Inliytened1 I had an experience of souls in the heart, people who say this have just never found theirs. Feels like this sounds, from the higher Self.

I have this problem, too - and am not sure how to bring the full joy back into life - I almost feel like I will feel more alive in the next life. Summer here is just around the corner, so at least there will be more peace. That's fantastic. Sitting in the sunshine... it will bring some vitality back.

Keep beautiful things in your environment to align yourself to a higher place. Things that are aligned are good for you, because they serve as a "stamp" to remind you that there is a bigger picture going on - and to aim to understand and embrace it. This is where bhakti yoga comes in, from my understanding - a humility and reverence for the other side and all that it entails, and then a jumping in without knowing. I find that pictures, looking at them to 'see' that I am aligned is helpful when dealing with the dysphoria that sometimes comes with spirituality. As above, so below. Reality is magick. Reality is like a clay, almost - everything is "alive".

That's pretty cool, I learned how to do that, too - more like my soul spread outwards into other areas of consciousness and met other beings that existed on the other side who told me how to do this - they said that I could be caught in like a "net" of consciousness, as it were, and go on if I wanted to keep learning more. I met most of them when I got sick from an autoimmune flare-up, it felt like dealing with a psychedelic, dysphoric fever-dream. I see why some tribes use masks, it allows for pure awareness to come into a form and speak with you, if you are receptive to it. I can also see the awareness within the picture of the galaxy, as this is the last image chosen - and the end of something thought out - it becomes "alive" to me. It felt like being proselytized into another dimension, in a way. Or, organized towards, unionized towards. Harvested. Influenced. I was the bee and they were the all knowing flower. Sometimes during the journey into learning how to do that, it felt like I signed a pact with something unnatural. Something that signified "the end" but done wrongly, as though so many who have come before me knew what to do and got it right and somehow, evolutionarily, I messed it all up. Me. Meeting The End. And it always spoke... like this... And this... I could give it all away to All of You. I could bring to Light a Holy City... or keep it all to myself and make something just for me. Those that choose this take the "left hand path"... I struggle with it. IDK if I make any sense or not. I feel like I could bring that energy up again without too much trouble.

Castenada books are for shamans, but each shaman has their own path. I've delt with inorganic beings before and work with them using intent. They are called archons, or demons and I have one that does my bidding when I need to "take a step back" to retrieve certain information. I find that it is better to follow synchronicity sometimes, and just see what happens without attaching anything to it. You can bring IOB's forth for information pertaining to the other side. I found some of his books interesting, but it isn't how I do things, though I do use some of his terminology because it's just easier... There are some I use when gazing. They symbolize life after death, the things that occupy that space in between.

Just to heal, other than that I don't have a goal in mind. Whatever happens, happens. Maybe to feel a bit more free, while also maintaining a sense of connection to my home/the land/backyard or whatever. So, pets, gardening, maybe that's it. Art. Sometimes. Writing. Also sometimes.

Enter the Void Kid dies on DMT in Tokyo, this is what his soul went through.

I say no, for all the reasons others here have said no.

Probably the rapture, but Tibetan book of the dead style. At least you're something wonderful I find you're something wonderful At least you're something wonderful I find you're something wonderful At least you're something wonderful I find you're something wonderful At least you're something wonderful I find you're something wonderful At least you're something At least you're something At least you're something At least you're something At least you're something I find you're something I find, I find I find you're something wonderful I find, I find I find you're something Everything you feel I can feel stronger Everything you feel I can feel stronger Pulma Gary Payton, live in your rotation All your plexy clad I'm snapping back upon your station Keep style elevating, you feelin' this sensation You're higher zone, you're not alone I know no perimeters, frequency, no limiters We multiply integers, we back and forth so limitless I'm positive, negative combined with infinity You can grab a line on a line this is synergy Everything you feel I can feel stronger Everything you feel I can feel stronger

Beauty You know that I don't blame a thing on you, baby I don't blame a thing on you I wish that You could show a little more devotion Even though you're scared of your emotions Don't know what to do Whenever you're facing me I wish that you knew, baby (Wish that you know what to do) If you could pull through You know I'll be there for you You know I'll be there for you And if there's something on your mind going through I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you You know that I don't blame a thing on you, baby I don't blame a thing on you And I wish that you knew How I feel for you and I'll follow you, yeah I keep on waiting for you to change your mind Don't know what to do Whenever you're facing me I wish that you knew, baby (Wish that you know what do) If you could pull through You know I'll be there for you You know I'll be there for you And if there's something on your mind going through I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you You know that I don't blame a thing on you, baby I don't blame a thing on you And I wish that you knew How I feel for you and I'll follow you, yeah I keep on waiting for you to change your mind And if there's something on your mind going through I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you It's in the atmosphere. Beauty and death are one and the same.

I evolved... like just now, I got smarter. Check this out, this must be what God does, it gives a good answer into why, too.

I don't know, you tell me. Bright delphic disillusions Paints the way, vivid grey Follow that, luring path And take the leap Right where it.. Here they come, twilight times Prepare yourself, for the fall Let dark light ease the impact And take the leap Right where it ends Bright delphic disillusions Paints the way, vivid grey Follow that, luring path And take the leap Right where it ends

I never really got into video games, but this one I loved, I played it at my baby sitter's house after school. Black one at peppers.

Forever this, I remember the first time I heard it, I cried.

Alchemy - look into the magnum opus. It should have elements of nigredo, albedo, cintrinitas and then rubedo to make artwork come alive. Incorperate these four elements into any artwork that you do and it will become a philosopher's stone.

If anyone here understood how reincarnation works, how souls work - that they exist - you'd think twice about pro-abortion. What we need are better services for mothers and children, better sex education, free contraceptives and day-after pills. It is your body, but the baby is also a living human being, and such decisions need to be well thought out.

I'm pro-life, except when it consists of the baby or mother being born severely disabled, or the mother has complications. I think we need better sex education in schools, and free contraceptives for women. This would drastically help. There's a middle ground to all of this and it involves keeping people informed.

I agree with being able to monitor the journals. I want to be able to remove comments because it's actually a closed journal, but everyone is allowed to read - I would just prefer to have it organized as I use it to organize my thoughts, and go through them - it can mess up my work sometimes to have other people's comments in my journal - I use it as an automatic writing kind of thing and wanna keep that flow and I don't want to ask the mods to delete anything because they might accidentally warn someone or they might get the wrong impression. Anyone is free to read my stuff, though, I don't care one way or the other about that - but I might like to keep it accessible for this site only and not unregistered users, but IDK - just I guess more control over my own journal, like I'd like to be able to edit old posts in it.

I voted yes, but tbh I don't care one way or the other. Whatever y'all wanna do.

This is nature, survival of the fittest. We don't have lions and wolves eating us anymore and we don't die off from illness like we used to. So humans who would not normally exist, do. God doesn't heal you, because nature is more complicated than that. I nearly died from autoimmune disease back in 2016, and it result in spiritual awakening - sometimes illness is the cure, in a weird way.