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https://www.instagram.com/reel/DPJTrsmAo95/?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ== Can this be explained along with its practical implications?

A precursor to this post was me watching the below video I felt a deep understanding of this and questioned how could there not be an out there. I also watched this and felt the sense that God was out there too somewhere in the center of everything or as the center of everything. I know that whatever God is, I am. But .. I could not help but feel like there was something much bigger than me.

Who gave us the gift of consciousness? and, where did it come from?

@Deziree bing -o

@Hojo insanity is a bit of a cop out ..can we elaborate

@Sincerity this is deep but I’m a mix of 1 and 2 .. is there room for grey

@ivankiss how rude we talkin’

Actualized.org gave me ever answer I ever needed ..so thank you

Under what pretense can the dream become extremely hostile- seemingly like all people around you are hostile towards you - either covertly or overtly? Do I carry all this hostility in my person and therefore it is outwardly displayed or are there other pretense where it can seemingly out of no where become hostile.

Shits getting a little weird ..can we talk lol - also good to be a wingman, that would be extraordinary Anyways, ever in SF hmu ✌🏿

Stop caring about what people think. Weirdness is the norm. Death is not the end - the story will continue and God will remain God. Every perspective must be seen through the lens of God - this must be accepted and the norm.

@SwiftQuill Solid advice and thanks for that. I do think that it’s ok to appease and help people, so long as it doesn’t affect me adversely. And there is a place where I draw a line and the attitude of “fuck it, I’m not going to stand for this” takes over. But…. If that doesn’t work, I risk my livelihood. It’s the taking advantage of this disposition that causes problems. I know this is just how the world works, but it doesn’t make it right. I think this is the worlds biggest scam, not work, but the shit you have to go through to earn a living.

@SwiftQuill I share a lot of that sentiment. It’s BS! But I’ve felt this way for a while and I’m tired of venting about it, I need a solution. I started a cleaning company in hopes that this would replace my 9-5 income but it’s also a bit difficult to find reliable cleaners that don’t flake. Even here, I pay a good wage and they still flake and ghost me. I know there is a way out of this rat race where I don’t need to be a shitty person towards people. Back to the drawing board perhaps. Just tired of this 9-5 culture.

At almost every employer I’ve worked at, the people/ coworkers I’ve worked with have progressively become hostile. I consider myself easy to work with and a hard worker. Sure, I’m a bit quiet at times but I’m never rude towards my coworkers and I make a strong effort to be easy to work with. This seems to backfire. Is this the nature of 9-5 work. I really dislike this about my reality.

@Rafael Thundercat I see, must be where I’m coming from.