Miguel1

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  1. My man, always be starting wars
  2. I never thought Sincerity would be this genocidal that he would take his own kind too
  3. Yup. But oral from a random club hoe def has risks.
  4. This could be a joke, but it ain’t even
  5. I laughed way harder at this than I should have.
  6. Oh yeah the condoms is so obviously awful, I forgot about them completely. Great oral is also a huge part of enjoyment in sex for me. Oral with condom is so lame, it’s better to just not bother. Most girls also do not know how to actually properly please me orally, unless they go through a Miguel training
  7. The other side of the coin: 1. AI moderation would make this place much more colder and lifeless. The role of a moderator is not just to be pragmatic, but also to show leadership, to be a role-model and to support (emotionally) with whatever capacity they have. A human element cannot be replace by AI, by definition. 2. Being a moderator is a huge chance at growth, right fellow mods?
  8. If only we were on a forum which main focus is Consciousness, Spirituality & God.
  9. Same. Rarely do I find a girl I enjoy with so much to the point I can actually say the sex is better than jerking off. And the effort I have to go through to find that rare gem in itself is such a huge waste of energy and time, that it makes the sex with that girl less worthy. A big part of good sex also comes from training the girl to know how to please you. This is only possible if you actually enjoy spending lots of time with her.
  10. That's what I am talking about!! And people are giving me shit for tearing up from all that Ethereal Wisdom. My Godness, how blind can you be! Leo is truly ascending to a level he has never been at before, and doing so in such a graceful, majestic way. A role model and a true display of conscious leadership.
  11. @gengar Thank you for writing all that to me, and to us. When I was younger, I actually did not appreciate my strengths at all. Simply because they all came naturally, and were taken completely for granted. Some years ago, I was also doing dating and socializing coaching (because I had the results others wanted, right?), but I quickly realized that my natural personality + looks were a huge unfair advantage (thanks to Leo for breaking me out of the whole non-dual brainwashing, where they like to pretend that individual personalities, strengths and weaknesses do not exist), making me not able to relate to the average guy struggling with dating almost at all. It felt deeply unintegrous to keep selling dating as easy, when I knew it is was not easy for the guys seeking help, even tho it was easy for me. And I had no patience, nor relatability and experience for their struggles, as I did not go through the same challenges. So I quit. My natural strengths around dating and socializing (+ being the #1 hip hop dancer here getting me a ton of validation, artistic status, and attraction) has surely made me blind, and corrupted. I am seeing things more clearly at this time of my life, but for the bigger part of my life, I was completely delusional on how skewed and biased dating is (since it is just survival after all). Of course it is easy for me to behave all confident and charming, and to be myself -- when everywhere I go, I have people looking at me and smiling. Random people complimenting how gorgeous I look. People giving me special treatments. And as a result, I started behaving more entitled, which only lead to better results with girls, and then the upward spiral is complete. I cant even begin to imagine how life would be like if I was born ugly. At my peak of chasing sex, I was a complete brat. Even right now, I notice my mind wanting to tell you: "it's just sex, it's just girls. They all get boring and annoying after sometime. There's much more to life". But of course I can say that, because I have lived through all that in abundance. I must say though, you have a very artistic way of expressing yourself. I see some form of the 'deep pain' in your writing, that I made a thread about the other day. Perhaps, see if you can focus more on your natural strengths, and on spiritual matters, as Leo said. And as you said yourself, find yourself a niche and master that. Life can probably be fairly enjoyable that way. And through that angle, you can possibly get a much better chance at dating and love too. But again, I try not to be biased, since I have exhausted the material stuff so much that of course they don't bother me much anymore. On a final note, I must say though: I have worked my ass off in life, gone through extreme levels of pain in every chapter of my life. Went through 4 brutally heartbreaking break-ups, have had pretty much all my dreams shattered (and I am a very dreamy person, a visionary if you may). And I am not even going to go into the all the suffering from deep spiritual and self-developmental work. As for you having nobody to talk to, please never forget that this place exists for that purpose. We gather here of like-minded people, so we don't feel so alone in this otherwise extremely lonely journey. And I will take into my heart and contemplate my freedom of these karmic loops. I am grateful for you to remind me to do so. Thank you.
  12. Btw, lovely to meet a brother! I’m born and raised in Finland, even tho biologically I’m something completely else. You should know, Finns and Swedes are basically like brothers. And our big daddy is the Russian Leo
  13. I was gonna say, she looks younger than me and is way older
  14. I’ve worked on it for a years on and off already! But thank you!
  15. Thank you Leo, means a lot to have you personally say that. It’s been quite a journey from the unconscious, selfish devil I was in my younger years. Even in 2020, when I was 25 and just re-bumped into your content again (previous time was squirting video — imagine the shock in my face tho when I saw you talking about God!), I was deeply delusional and lost in non-dual brainwashing. And the worst part was that I truly believed I had it all figured out! God is truly genius for inventing non-duality! I can confidently say that this development of mine would not have been possible without your work, and I am just getting started. Wait till I master my survival and get my hands on psychedelics! I will be writing the most profound and beautiful trip reports. Perhaps you will send me off into the journey with your retreat. That would be quite romantic. For now, good night ya’ll. I’ll try to catch up with ya tomorrow evening after work ❤️
  16. Haha. I do work my ass off tho. I am looking to add some more hours to my already brutal work hours to speed up my process to financial freedom, so I can finally go hard into starting my psychedelics and serious meditative practices journey. At this rate, I should be able to make it in 1-2 years. Perhaps an opportunity arises and I can do it faster but I will be happy with that timeline.
  17. Bruh, I've been in love with Leo for years already. After all, he is me
  18. That + And my perfect ocean view: And I'd be crying me a river.
  19. I am honestly dropping a few tears just thinking of how much profound beauty and wisdom we are getting, on a constant basis. Do you guys fucking realize what we truly have here? And the most beautiful thing is that I am nowhere near understanding the full depth and etherealness of what we are being gifted.
  20. Finding and focusing on my life purpose suddenly erased all minor problems from my life.
  21. Frame controlling from the start. I see what you did there
  22. If you see me out socializing, you would think I'm the biggest extrovert out there. But man, nowadays I can't stand heavy socializing for much. Only occasionally. I rather spend my time doing serious, deep, meaningful work. And doing beautiful art. It actually fits my personality, especially as I mature more. ENFJ that matures, goes from Extraverted Feeling leading to Introverted Intuition leading. I love me nothing more than an emotionally mature girl to connect deeply with. I'd pick that over 10 shallow girls anytime of the year. How Owen does that is beyond my understanding. I think we got some satisfying answers in this thread tho.