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Todd was good but I dont think the other two were that good, especially the tattoo guy. Vadim's set was rushed, but he was in a hurry tho. Nowadays I don't really bother much with weak numbers. Unless the girl is chasing me more or less, I don't care to close majority of times. Same with sex close. Especially sex. Sex must be a win for her, for me to enjoy it. If she gave in and had sex with me just because I was solely persistent, then I rather masturbate. That being said, persistency is very important. But it gotta happen in an attractive, high-value way.

@Thought Art There was no insulting. You are being overly sensitive.

@Thought Art You can’t compare a 18 y old and a 25 y old lol. If you think they are same or similar, then you live in delusion. 7 years of adulthood is a tremenduous change at that age.

That’s way too long of a time to learn to run a business. Running a business is anyways one of those skills you learn by doing.

Their body no, but their mind yes. 18 y olds are completely clueless about the world.

Man, I think having sex with 18 y olds as a 30 y old man is just wrong. These are innocent and inexperienced little kids. Let them grow up and learn the ways with their age group. Having sex with a 18 year old just for the sake of sex must be the worst sex ever anyway. They have no skills whatsoever. And the power imbalance is totally dysfunctional. If you want to go for youngsters, 22-24 is minimum. But okay, I get it. We are talking about purely body, no mind here. A 18 year old body with the face and mind of 22 year old, and I’ll feel better about it. Clearly my mind is not allowing me to feel attraction towards the 18 year olds here.

@Basman Yes, at least culturally 18 y olds are kids to me. For example, an 18 year olds and a 17 year olds bodies are virtually the same, yet the other is illegal and the other is legal. How would you feel like having sex with an 17 year old? Probably very wrong. Anyway, all this being said, maybe I’m going to a club for youngsters to pick up some 18 y olds this weekend, just to see how I feel about having sex with them nowadays, to have an honest assesment. Probably just seeing their faces, and I want out of the club. Especially 18 y old males look extra kid like.

I for one don’t think I’m attracted to an 18 year old’s body. Especially as their mind comes with their body. They are kids, and their bodies reflect that. Perhaps it is more so their mind that I am repulsed by, rather than their body.

New one. The writing (caption) this time is especially juicy. @WonderSeeker would probably enjoy it a lot, as we discussed the topic a while back. Please like and comment if you enjoy, as that helps push it into the algorithm! https://www.instagram.com/reel/DRaEPgcgpOe/?igsh=YmNiYWIzYmdyYjM2

@Natasha Tori Maru Butoh dancing looks very interesting, thank you for sharing. I can see how my dancing style can incorporate Butoh! And oh, I know the feeling of ”loving to dance” way too well haha. I think I healed a lot of my traumas via my dancing. I’m sure I even were able to embody and integrate a lot of my masculinity, and especially femininity via dancing. It’s hard to say at this point how much dancing helped me in these areas and in healing & self-help in general, as I’ve always danced. Are you still practicing Butoh dancing, or are you doing / also practicing something else?

Honestly, the past 5 years of my life, especially the past 3, could be titled: Shredding Of Spiritual Fantasy. And really, it has cultivated into the recent 6-12 months, where I've had to properly accept how bad it truly is. It's so bad I don't even want to write about it. I've lost most of my human motivations.

Of course not, we are all different. Some people can be completely happy with a simple 9-5 life. For me tho, one of my highest priorities is to break free from wage slavery in the next 5-10 years. Having complete freedom and autonomy to work on my purpose is one of the most important things for me.

If you want to be a leader at that scale, then yes you need to be ruthless. You don’t get that huge by being a conscious and a loving leader. It’s survival on steroids up there. That being said, Obama was a more empathetic leader. And the good thing is, no one really needs to be a leader at that scale to be a ’world class’. It just depends on how you define it. Sadhguru to me is a world class leader. But so is Leo with his tiny following base.

Reminds me of myself. In the past year or so, I’ve started to shred tears more often. Whether it is something integrous that I am experiencing, or sadness & hopelessness, or beauty and the magic of reality. I always thought I was quite in touch with my femininity but I feel like once I turned 30, I unlocked a completely new level of femininity (just fully realized this now as I’m writing) I broke off from my long-term relationship that was misaligned despite loving each other dearly, and that freed up so much time and energy for me to just be with me, and get more in touch with my femininity (find deeper alignment in myself). In the past 5 years, I’ve grown so damn much and had to face, accept, and let go so many damn painful lessons and harsh truths that I feel like it’s finally catching up integrating and reaching into my being. Of course the breaking up makes me tear up due to sadness, but lately I find myself tearing up almost daily from also seeing integrity, hearing beautiful music, touching the depth of life etc. It is to the point where my whole dancing style has transformed from aggressive hip hop to a soft, graceful, yet powerful style - it is a completely unique style that I am gonna develop further. I have yet to give it a name but something along the lines of ’Majestic Dancing’.

Bruh I’m eating

You are twisting my words brother. I said masculinity is attractive but femininity connects.

He has said that for 10 years. It’s a marketing technique to create scarcity.

Until the point you are too horny. Then you look like a dog fucking a tree

You make a good point. Also, in many ways melancholic and even sad music uplifts you because it gets you in touch with the harder sides of you, the sides you usually repress and run away from. So by getting more in touch with them, already you feel better and uplift.

Where I do my contemplations:

Let’s try to respect Emerald and keep this thread more in topic.

Leo’s taste in music is fairly similar to mine. I’d say I prefer a bit more emotional ones. Here is an example of a more sad and melancholic that I’m currently vibing with. Beautiful piece, and such low views. That’s a sign!

For many of us, this is the only safe place for us to be fully ourselves. Or at least close. In my day-to-day, I am and show like 5-10% of who I really am deep down. Probably less. Here I pretty much show everything. At least 90%. You have no idea how that ability makes me feel as an extrovert. I deeply crave socialization and connection with people at the core level, but shallow fake inauthentic BS small-talks leaves me utterly empty. Being shallow and having fake social face all day, and holding my truest self and depth in - then having a place like this to let it all out. Can you imagine? I could go on much more, but you seem invested in the notion that we should not take this place too seriously! Seriously!

Literally what I said. Women desire to follow, the right man, who is worthy of following, aka someone who is mentally strong and confident, and can lead.