Miguel1

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  5. Posted

    Man, I think having sex with 18 y olds as a 30 y old man is just wrong.

    These are innocent and inexperienced little kids. Let them grow up and learn the ways with their age group.

    Having sex with a 18 year old just for the sake of sex must be the worst sex ever anyway. They have no skills whatsoever. And the power imbalance is totally dysfunctional.

    If you want to go for youngsters, 22-24 is minimum.

    But okay, I get it. We are talking about purely body, no mind here. A 18 year old body with the face and mind of 22 year old, and I’ll feel better about it.

    Clearly my mind is not allowing me to feel attraction towards the 18 year olds here.

  6. Posted · Edited by Miguel1

    @Basman Yes, at least culturally 18 y olds are kids to me. For example, an 18 year olds and a 17 year olds bodies are virtually the same, yet the other is illegal and the other is legal.

    How would you feel like having sex with an 17 year old? Probably very wrong.

    Anyway, all this being said, maybe I’m going to a club for youngsters to pick up some 18 y olds this weekend, just to see how I feel about having sex with them nowadays, to have an honest assesment.

    Probably just seeing their faces, and I want out of the club. Especially 18 y old males look extra kid like.

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    @Natasha Tori Maru Butoh dancing looks very interesting, thank you for sharing. I can see how my dancing style can incorporate Butoh!

    And oh, I know the feeling of ”loving to dance” way too well haha. I think I healed a lot of my traumas via my dancing. I’m sure I even were able to embody and integrate a lot of my masculinity, and especially femininity via dancing.

    It’s hard to say at this point how much dancing helped me in these areas and in healing & self-help in general, as I’ve always danced.

    Are you still practicing Butoh dancing, or are you doing / also practicing something else?

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    22 hours ago, Shakazulu said:

    Have you gone through a phase where life “ripped you out of your spiritual fantasy”?

    Honestly, the past 5 years of my life, especially the past 3, could be titled: Shredding Of Spiritual Fantasy.

    And really, it has cultivated into the recent 6-12 months, where I've had to properly accept how bad it truly is.

    It's so bad I don't even want to write about it. I've lost most of my human motivations.

  12. Posted

    If you want to be a leader at that scale, then yes you need to be ruthless. You don’t get that huge by being a conscious and a loving leader. It’s survival on steroids up there.

    That being said, Obama was a more empathetic leader. And the good thing is, no one really needs to be a leader at that scale to be a ’world class’.

    It just depends on how you define it. Sadhguru to me is a world class leader. But so is Leo with his tiny following base.

     

  13. Posted · Edited by Miguel1

    Reminds me of myself. In the past year or so, I’ve started to shred tears more often. Whether it is something integrous that I am experiencing, or sadness & hopelessness, or beauty and the magic of reality.

    I always thought I was quite in touch with my femininity but I feel like once I turned 30, I unlocked a completely new level of femininity (just fully realized this now as I’m writing)

    I broke off from my long-term relationship that was misaligned despite loving each other dearly, and that freed up so much time and energy for me to just be with me, and get more in touch with my femininity (find deeper alignment in myself). In the past 5 years, I’ve grown so damn much and had to face, accept, and let go so many damn painful lessons and harsh truths that I feel like it’s finally catching up integrating and reaching into my being.

    Of course the breaking up makes me tear up due to sadness, but lately I find myself tearing up almost daily from also seeing integrity, hearing beautiful music, touching the depth of life etc.

    It is to the point where my whole dancing style has transformed from aggressive hip hop to a soft, graceful, yet powerful style - it is a completely unique style that I am gonna develop further. I have yet to give it a name but something along the lines of ’Majestic Dancing’.

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    1 hour ago, Clarence said:

    I think his tunes are really positive and uplifting! It's funny how differently we experience them.

    You make a good point. Also, in many ways melancholic and even sad music uplifts you because it gets you in touch with the harder sides of you, the sides you usually repress and run away from.

    So by getting more in touch with them, already you feel better and uplift.

  23. Posted · Edited by Miguel1

    17 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    It would be a good idea for ya'll to consider what I said here earlier: Do not take the forum too seriously. Seriously!

    For many of us, this is the only safe place for us to be fully ourselves. Or at least close.

    In my day-to-day, I am and show like 5-10% of who I really am deep down. Probably less.

    Here I pretty much show everything. At least 90%. You have no idea how that ability makes me feel as an extrovert. I deeply crave socialization and connection with people at the core level, but shallow fake inauthentic BS small-talks leaves me utterly empty.

    Being shallow and having fake social face all day, and holding my truest self and depth in - then having a place like this to let it all out. Can you imagine?

    I could go on much more, but you seem invested in the notion that we should not take this place too seriously! Seriously!

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    5 hours ago, Tenebroso said:

    I asked his ex girlfriend what she saw in him, she said that she knew his reputation but he was too attractive to turn down, it was supposed to be a fling and then turned into a relationship.

    Realistically, how many girls are really into murderers? Probably a very tiny percentage. Most girls are afraid of and repulsed by them - because they lack femininity completely. They are all macho masculinity, aka toxic masculinity. And this proves everything we have discussed here on this thread.