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    I am not sure if Tarion is talking about intelligence here when he talks about smart (haven’t watched the video), but try becoming so intelligent that despite being charismatic as hell and having lots of people in your life, yet feeling more lonely than you have ever felt in your life, because people feel like alien species to you that don’t even speak the same language.

    Try develoing such emotional and empathetic intelligence that you feel the pain that other people’s unconsciousness creates for themselves.

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    6 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

    @Miguel1 You are part of the main audience all this cult chatter is directed

    You are a fool if you don’t see the immense, priceless value of the work here.

    I haven’t been following what you guys have discussed about cult, as I have been busy with life. So I am out of context, but your comment sounded like it’s shit thrown at Leo’s work.

  5. Posted · Edited by Miguel1

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    If a serious scientist understands everything I say, it will hurt him so badly that he will be depressed and angry for weeks, for months, for years. Because he was hoodwinked by science. It takes a very rare individual to go through that pain. But I am asking you to go through it. That is the cost of advancing science. Science does not advance as fast as it could because the hurt to the scientific ego-minds who govern science is more than they can bear. If you are a scientist, I can help you liberate your mind from the shackles of science, but it will be painful because you’re in it so deep. Your mind IS it! Your mind IS the thing we're deconstructing. We are not just deconstructing a theoretical system, we are deconstructing YOU! — YOUR MIND! 

    I’m in tears. The amount of pain I have had to go through since doing Leo’s work seriously (from 2020 onwards), and from facing so much of my own self-deceptions, lies, devilry, manipulation, selfishness. Facing how much pain and hurt I’ve caused in others. In people I loved and held dear.

    It’s been absolutely devastating. I don’t know if there is a word to describe the pain. And it is still going on. I don’t know if it ever even stops. Every year the quality of the pain deepens.

    Not only that. My mind is wired to be a people person. I can see how people will get themselves in so much pain because of their unconsciousness and lack of this work. I can meet a girl romantically, be safe for her to be vulnerable to the point she open up to me — and me being vulnerable to her — her crying in my arms.. then leaves me for an unsafe, exciting fuckboy.

    I can see (and feel) how much pain that will cause her. How badly she will be used and dumped, how worthless she will feel, and how badly she will be hurt.

    All that makes me feel extremely sad for her. And she is just one of many.

    And finally, the loneliness this work creates is.. agonizing. Deep.. existencial, pain. I want great people around me. I am the total opposite of an introvert..

    Nonetheless, all this deep pain is worth it. It is what is True. It is what will eventually take humanity to a better place.

    Thank you Leo for the work you do. Without it, I would still be a full-blown spiritual devil. I would probably just have doubled and tripled down on it throughout the years.

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    4 hours ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

    I've had several meditation sessions where I have experienced total and utter single pointed focus. And DAMN. It feels exactly like and orgasm.

    I was 17 when I did my first serious mediation retreat. I remember being physically in school but always just meditating. Going home, meditating. Meditating while taking a shit. Meditating to fall asleep.

    3 months. I don’t think I’ve ever been anywhere near as happy (blissful) as I was during that time.

    Eventually my youthful desires and urges took over as I had repressed them for too long, and then went on to conquer those.

    Ever since then, I’ve had a few of those phases like for example, during covid (it was half-forced tho).

    I am looking forward for the next phase of that. Perhaps this time I will be able to push it to 6-12 months.

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    I’ve had over 100 partners. Way more if we are not being humble.

    Never had any STDs. Not a single one. Instead I got things like angina which was fucking hell for me.

    Anyways, when I was younger, I even had some sex without condoms that I should never had. Sometimes condoms also broke. And I had too many blowjobs as well.

    The point is, if you use condom, and basic measures like don’t fuck a girl who looks like they’re full of STDs, you are fine.

    That being said, I might have something that never just got activated, like herpes.

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    46 minutes ago, MarkKol said:

    If you watched Alex Hormozi's live sessions, you would be amazed at what can be a million-dollar business, pretty much anything: piano lessons, acting coach, travel coaching, dance schools, playing poker, christmas light installation, selling bike parts, Excel courses, trivia nights.

    You cannot compare these to the work we do here. Not even close.

    The work we do here is directly threatening survival. The stuff you mentioned enhances survival.

  13. Posted · Edited by Miguel1

    5 minutes ago, LordFall said:

    I host photoshoots and talk to women about bitcoin or whatever else is on my mind at the time.

    Thanks for chipping in.

    Bitcoin is a trendy topic, and an emotionally charged for a normie. By meaningful, I mean something actually meaningful, like the work we do here, or anything remotely resembling it.

    I have not hosted parties. I’m sure I would be a great host.

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    Are you actually enjoying her company? Do you actually like her on a personal level? Is there mutual respect and admiration?

    I used to struggle with ED, at the peak of my game journey when it became solely about ego and increasing my body count.

    Once I started behaving in a more aligned way with my values, not only ED disappeared immediately, but the quality of sex became 10X better.

  19. Posted · Edited by Miguel1

    Great insight. Glad to see you here as well brother.

    The issue with this dilemma is that survival is brutal, especially as we are entering late stage capitalism. See Leo, even he had to succumb to Instagram REELS.

    From 3 hour DEEP talks to 3 minute shorts in a platform designed for mindless zombies.

    Also, you can definitely keep spiritual pursuits and career separate. Perhaps do something way less conscious for a few years, become financial free, and then drop it.

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    2 minutes ago, OBEler said:

    So the wohle time she thinks these robots are not really impressive? But she is also passive aggressive. Why that?

    Also look at her body language. It seems like she is hiding something, her body language is closed from the beginning.

    It's like a girl saying that she would never sleep with that asshole, but the next thing you know they are fucking xD

  22. Posted · Edited by Miguel1

    That's the energy! Conquer that shit.

    I have these phases too when I am on fire. Lately tho, I've been going out a bunch so my sleep has been completely shattered. Going out is exhausting both physically and mentally, unless you make it your lifestyle.

  24. Posted · Edited by Miguel1

    So for the past month, I have been socializing more, as spring got me more into a social mood.

    But gosh, all the social and human games are truly tiring. If you value honesty and truth, this is a nightmare.

    To be good socially, you almost have to let go of all your higher cognitive and spiritual development and turn primtive. The more primitive, the better (without breaking any laws).

    For example, never ever have any meaningful, logical conversations. Not with girls nor guys. This will not end in anything good.

    Always focus on bumping emotional state of people. This is key. The only issue is that, in order to bump the emotional state of others, you have to get more in touch of that part of your brain, yourself. Which is fun for a while, but tiring long-term as it is the less developed part of our brain.

    Don’t treat people with full-on love and empathy. Seduce them, make them chase for your validation, be somewhat mean and distant etc. This has become dramatically more harder for me as my empathy has increased. I just want to treat people like they are a part of me.

    People are so unconscious, that they are very gullible. As long as you seem confident and authoritative, they will trust you, and follow your lead to hell. Most people lack critical thinking, which is completely backwards and against everything we value here. And my whole being screams to encourage them to think for themselves, to stand up for yourself! But if I ever did that, all the social results I would have built up to that point with the person, would disappear into thin air. Being a mindless zombie is an addiction.

    And did I mention the exhaustion from sleep being destroyed?

    Socializing is almost like a 9-5 job that you do out of necessity. You have to confine yourself into a much smaller version of who you really are.

    That being said, the other side of socializing is that you can also expand yourself:

    Especially in nightlife, you oftentimes can really just go wild and say and scream almost anything, as long as it comes across congruent, confident and in a playful manner. Such is the nature of bumping states.

    I guess I just wanted to share some of my thoughts from socializing the past month. It’s been lots of fun, but also very tiring as I have to go against a lot of the things that I value. Relationships with people in these scenes are not built on truth and honesty, but short-term bumped up states, seduction and lies.

    How sustainable can that be? And more importantly, how tiring is it to keep on maintaining the falsehood, as someone who values truth?

    I feel like for an ENF(J), it is harder than for an ENF(P), as I am very structured and future-orientated. Especially as I mature more.

    Being good socially requires you to be chaotic and short-term focused.

    My mind requires and looks for meaning to almost anything I do. If there is no long-term potential, then my mind naturally asks:

    What is the point?

    But don’t get me wrong, there is value to having fun in the moment. My mind is just not wired for it as much as other minds are.

    My more mature ENFJ mind also seeks social harmony. I would just love to make everyone feel good and at peace, and shower everyone with warmth, compassion, empathy and love — but all these would be immediately punished. It’s awful.

    It’s truly a wild jungle out there. Instead of men physically fighting over girls, we fight emotionally. We are not much different to animals.