Miguel1

Beautiful. Preach brother. Unfortunately, this won’t be happening in a thousand years. It will take another thousand years before humanity truly appreciates what we got here. - - - And this split, this discrepency between what could be, and what truly is, is what causes me some of the deepest existential sorrows.

”What the fuck am I watching? It's like I live amongst pigs. How do you people live like this? This is a circus of pervertry.” Sums my whole complaints about people (normies) I do on this forum.

It’s the opposite for me.

Read my first respond yesterdsy about ’Existential pain’. I don’t think letting go of it is an option because it is literally my Mission in life to push humanity to a better place. And how can I move them if I don’t even know what they are going through? In fact, how can I do it it I don’t know what they are going through BETTER than they know themselves. As Dr. K explained, people with deep hurt do not want to let go of it because it gives tremenduous meaning, depth and beauty to life too. This is my experience. Making this thread wasn’t about me crying out loud for sympathy, or to have people come console me. It was to seek out other people with similar experience, and to understand it better — and yes, to not feel so alone with it.

I spend a ton of time outdoors, almost everyday. Deep pain or deep foil, I experience it all everywhere.

THIS is the reason I have deep pain

Yes, I agree. Survival can make one miserable. But at the same time, lots of people go on about survival, using that to distract themselves from this deep / existential pain. The higher conscious people can see how black-pilling all that unconscious survivalness is.

The hell? I live in the north of Europe, Finland. We probably have the best air quality of all here. And no, from what I understand, most people do not experience deep pain, as Dr. K explains it.

I said what I said in a tongue-in-cheek way, come on now.

I once read a theory somewhere that Christianty was born because a bunch of people walked back and forth through woods that had bushes emitting DMT in gas form

Is this legit science? Or part of it is out of your ass? If it is fully legit, then this angle brings a lot of understanding to his psychology.

In a way, it is indeed easier to go absolute ham, 110% into something and build massive momentum, than to half ass yourself. But the trap then is, to get stuck in it yes. Which clearly seems to have happened to Owen.

And yes, let’s not throw the baby out with the bathwater. Owen has a bunch of good stuff, and there is no other public speaker like him.

Makes sense, as everything else you said. In this specific point tho, I find the opposite to be more true for me, personally: I don’t really prefer to approach (at least with serious intent) unless the girl is quite attractive, get excited when I find out / seduce her to mutual attraction, then get immensely disappointed when I realize she doesn’t have much beyond her beautiful shell. This happens again and again in clubs. When summer comes, I will approach more during day and hope to find more intelligent women. Gosh, I can’t find myself bothered with beautiful girls who are empty-headed. That is just hella boring to me and feels like a total waste of time. On top of that, I would feel like I’m just using her as a sex object. I almost view it in a way where the shallower a girl is, the more child-like she is and that in a weird way makes me feel like a pedofile. Like I’m taking advantage of a drunk person who cannot even make a conscious, intelligent decision. Intelligent and mature women are hella attractive. But usually these women are more in their 30s+, and has had their looks fade rapidly, which is also a big problem for me.

I do that often even without ever having done psychedelics lol