Miguel1

Hey everyone, I haven’t been very active here lately because I’ve been quite busy with life. I have been doing much more socializing than I had planned for this summer. I did eventually reach a point now, where I am quite burned off from all the social games, superficiality, fakery and manipulations. And so, I was inspired to create this thread to open a space for you to reflect: ”Am I aligned with what I am doing in life right now?” ”Is this what I want?” ”Is this headed to where I want my life to go?” - - - - - How are you doing? Personally, as much as I want intimacy with another human being, the games that I have to play to get it.. the juice is not necessarily worth the squeeze at this point in my life anymore. And so, this saddens me quite deeply. Being alone is very hard as a natural extrovert. Any extroverts here that struggles with this? I wish I was able to be fully content being alone for the rest of my life. Damn, it’s hard.

And assumptions ”You seem like you are a squirrel”

@LordFall The problem is that life is too hard to maintain frame all the time. If you date a superficial girl, you cannot offer her perfect life and perfect frame 24/7. A mature girl understands this, and she will appreciate the human in you. Immature ones will only like you for your surface.

Well said. I am happy to see the maturity you express. Dating a woman that is stuck in hypergamy is exhausting and a short-term game. What happens when a ”higher value” than you comes along? And there will be plenty of them. Wasted energy and time.

Hahaha what in the world am I reading. You talk like it’s your first week on actualized.org.

This. Turning girls in finance/crypto spaces into serious consciousness work? We can do better than that with our understanding of human mind.

As Jith pointed out, I am talking purely looks, not personality. I couldn’t even appreciate real beauty by girls, before I matured, and got more abundant with girls.

They are more rare than unicorns. But my God if I had a genius conscious hottie as my girlfriend, escape to live in the middle of nowhere, raise a family and practice spirituality together. Tantra at night. Now this is happiness.

MY GOD, someone fucking said it! Whenever I bring up the topic of me needing my partner to be able to discuss some depth, guys here be like: aS lOnG As sHe iS femIninE, WhT doEs iT mAtTer!!!!!

That’s quite the plot

My requirements for beauty and hotness changed all the time. As I got more and more results with girls in my youth, I constantly remember realizing ”that one girl 6 months ago wasn’t hot at all, what was I thinking”. Also, simply maturity has changed my taste for looks. The more I mature, the more I like natural beauty, elegant, and classy. But I also like artsy and different looking girls, as long as it’s done with taste, and not gone overboard. So yes, my taste definitely has changed a lot throughout the years.

@UnbornTao Alright brother. I’m gonna move on. Cheers Hope ya’ll have kept the quality of the forum going on. Be civil! I won’t be able to be too active the upcoming weeks. Will just mostly read the blog.

I am not sure if Tarion is talking about intelligence here when he talks about smart (haven’t watched the video), but try becoming so intelligent that despite being charismatic as hell and having lots of people in your life, yet feeling more lonely than you have ever felt in your life, because people feel like alien species to you that don’t even speak the same language. Try develoing such emotional and empathetic intelligence that you feel the pain that other people’s unconsciousness creates for themselves.

@UnbornTao Where do you want to lead me to? I am lost.

You are a fool if you don’t see the immense, priceless value of the work here. I haven’t been following what you guys have discussed about cult, as I have been busy with life. So I am out of context, but your comment sounded like it’s shit thrown at Leo’s work.