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Today I made the realization that murder and suicide could be regarded as the same thing as they are both the killing of an avatar by an avatar within the universal consciousness with the delusion-based intention of one avatar's ego to reduce or take away the avatar's cause suffering. However in both cases there is survival of this consciousness. In both cases the killer commits a crime against oneself. This led me to think that as in many stage orange centered countries, people who attempted suicide often receive (often obligatory) mental health help. I think the same should be done for people who have committed murder. I think people rarely commit murder because they are truly happy, often “criminals” suffer from a methylation disorder, which can often be fixed with nutrition. I think it would be valuable to put them in Norwegian style ”prisons”, not with the intent to punish (one can only punish themselves after all), but with a very high focus on mental health care and individualized testing, supplementation, diet, meditation, exercise and addiction recovery (including smoking, gaming, etc.). Also perhaps a focus on developing a musical, or artistic skill, at least for me this is very helpful for my mental health. I'm interested to see different points of view.

You experience it in both cases, however a murderer ego is most likely not aware. It doesn't change that the murderer's and victim's consciousness are one and the same field. Also I don't think people are not likely going to murder if their soul is not being tortured. I'd argue that those “broken egos” might in fact have a chemical imbalance due to poor nutrition, substance abuse, stress or undermethylation. It has been proven that supplementation of certain supplements which improve brain health (zinc, omega 3) significantly reduce violent behavior within a prison population.

I'm sorry to hear that. Losing family or friends to suicide sucks. I hope you and your family find healthy ways to cope with this tragedy.

Hi, When it comes to spiral dynamics - even though I'm aware it's just a construct - I wonder where I might am. I know I've been stuck in red till about a few years ago, also I am aware I have been through blue since I had a period I took the bible very literally for a while. Not sure where I am right now... orange? green? ...yellow? I'm aware I've had some (most likely) second tier experiences as a result of switching my diet to a whole food one (everything felt like one, no fear, no thought, no desire, gosh it felt so good). Right now I often have the feeling I need to do a lot of effort to keep my head above water, sometimes being able to lift myself up into a bit flow and enjoying it. My mind often has a tendency to nihilism, even though I'm aware this is just my mind making up that. I'm doing 100% my best to do good for both myself and others, sometimes this mean assertiveness. After all, even though it holds partial truth, spiral dynamics is a construct. Perhaps I broke my spiral by reading about second tier concepts whilst in blue? Are there any ways to figure out where I might be? It could give me an idea of what is the next thing to do. Thanks in advance

Hi GTD, I'm sorry to hear about this. I've been struggling with similar issues. Not entirely the same though. What helps for me is a low-glutamate (no milk, no gluten, no MSG, no processed foods, no canned foods), low sugar (even reduce the intake of fruits and gluten free grains) and low-histamine diet (general reduction of things that contain high levels of histamines). Avoiding caffeine helps as well. You might have other triggers than me though. Perhaps Katherine Reid and her Reduced Excitatory Inflammatory Diet is maybe something you might want to look into. On the other side, foods that help me are broccoli sprouts, fatty fish such as salmon, MCT oil and zinc supplementation. Not sure if it's going to work for you, but perhaps you could try this for a week and see if it helps. If these diet changes bring you into a state of high intuition and mental clarity for the first couple of weeks, start meditating and exercising A LOT and hold on to this habit. This will help to bring your brain into a phase of highly increased neurogenesis. You might encounter a glimpse of awakening while doing so as I did.

Thanks, I'm doing this right now, as I'm working on a musical composition and trying to push my brain to the limit. It already cleared away most of the fog. Thanks for recommending testing, but sadly I'm broke at the moment because I lost all my financial reserve due to very bad luck (luckily I'm not in dept). I'm about to sell 2 guitars next Saturday and I even considered sugar dating. Nonetheless, I still have the supplements lying around so I can take them, but I'm not going to spend anything into testing right now. It won't be the most strategic move for me right now.

Due to recent events, which caused brain inflammation as well as loneliness from COVID-19 lockdowns plus, stress and the lack of sleep for extended periods of time, I now often feel depressed and brain-foggy. I also have trouble staying focused and tend to drift away into bad coping mechanisms. I'm now recovering but it is going slow, it's though and I'm barely keeping my head above water. Meditation, working on tasks, walking outdoors, exercise, a clean diet with a lot of healthy fats already help a lot. Are there any other things maybe worth trying to help increase neurogenesis and decrease brain-fog/depression? Any recommendation of cardio good exercises to do at home as well as guided meditations are welcome too. Thanks in advance!

Yeah, however I think for the last couple of days I fell into the trap of sleeping too long, causing me to feel drowsy. It's a fine balance. Sounds like a plan. I have some D3 supplements still lying around, I started taking them again today. Good plan. Other than a bit of fish, I eat fully plant based and 99% of what I eat are whole foods (Counting things like extra virgin olive oil, MCT oil as non-whole foods). Well I have a tendency to being underweight, not sure if that's a good idea. Sounds like a good plan!

Hey, Since I got out of “stage red” (not sure where I am now, I move back and forth), I noticed my reward system seems broken (it was broken back then as well). Once I do even the slightest pleasurable thing, I get euphoric AF and after my brain is constantly looking for dopamine. The only way I know of to counter that is to eat uber clean, remove all pleasure from life and making it as boring as possible. However as soon as I encounter something pleasurable again, I get high from typing this, talking, listening music, working on a project, eating tomatoes, humor, seeing a pretty woman, guy or non-binary person walking down the street, YouTube (even though I stripped the entire UI of all distractions), etc. Not to talk about sugar, MSG or caffeine yet... these are like meth to me, I'm teetotal on those as they completely fry my brain, from which I have to recover for weeks. It's not a happy spiritual high, it feels like having drunk a lot of caffeine (which I now completely avoid) combined with some euphoria. People tell me I kinda have the vibe of someone on being speed. Due to this I'm a huge procrastinator, life's a constant hustle and grind for me. Perhaps this all is because deep inside I think I have some unprocessed anger, loneliness, fear. The COVID-19 crisis seems to make these worse, especially the loneliness of lockdowns. Also I have to note I've been given ADHD medications as a child which are technically amphetamines, furthermore several years ago I've been coping with an energy drink addiction. Nowadays I meditate and exercise a lot, but it's really hard to keep the habit. I have to re-initiate the habit quite often, forgiving myself every time. What I then do is to disconnect the internet cable for days in order to reset my dopamine receptors. I don't want to victimize here (well I'm doing it though), I know I can get out of this and I will get out of this. Possible questions to help me coping with this are: -Is this normal to some degree? -Did anyone here had similar experiences? -Any ways to ease this?

Thanks for the answer, I was surprised it sounds like mania, perhaps I can learn from it by seeing things from that perspective. Regarding stimulants, even though I used to be severely addicted to caffeine, at the moment I'm probably way cleaner than most of the world population. I also don't take any any ADHD meds atm. Nonetheless that state only works for a few hours, and I got severe depression/withdrawal/no focus disorientation/speech problems/general fuzziness for the next two weeks. It kinda helps to live like if I was a monk which is easier being on benefits. Nonetheless it's still hard. Meditating several hours a day helps a lot though. But it requires a lot of discipline.

Perhaps as accurate as it can get. I still have some blue in me, when things go terribly wrong (like twice a year or so) I start praying to God in the old fashioned way. Even though aware this is not the most high realization of God I had, I allow myself to do so as it gives me some kind comfort. This prevents me from falling deeper and blaming others. When things don't go that well but not very bad like they are going now, I have the tendency to rationalize or to fall into the trap of nihilism (orange?). Yesterday I cried after hearing about a murder of a 32 year old man by a 19 year old, not that I judged the murderer. I felt sorry for him too. He had attempted suicide before and was addicted to games. His motive was: I wanted to feel like what it is to do in real life what I do in video games. I felt his pain and how he lost touch with reality. When I saw a picture of the victim my intuition told me it's at least a stage green person and it made me cry harder, like he had such a good vibe on the picture... Gosh I'm almost crying right now while typing this. However I'd feel like I'd give even the murderer a big hug. I guess these are 'green' feelings? Nonetheless I've experienced moments of what one could call unimaginable bliss, love, fearlessness and peace though. Not caring about talking, needing to answer any existential questions or doing anything, feeling 'God' energy, having only intuition and barely any thought. Ultimately it's beyond words. Those are second tier experiences I guess? But I assume many people in 'green' have them now and then, for example during a walk in nature during the summer when it's raining just not caring about getting wet? Just feeling the rain rinsing away ones ego.

Goals: Improve my mental and gut health, re-engage in intimacy/sex after a long break due to covid, making others and myself happy, to finish a videogame mod (short term), reach enlightenment (long term), happiness is the ultimate goal. Values: I see life as the omniscience of god/the universe/consiousness looking through everybody's lens of ego, which is distorted by thought, memory, emotions, the senses, etc. We all share the same consciousness and happiness is valuable. How I use my time: Meditating, walking, cycling, working on my modding project, playing the guitar, writing music, taking long warm baths, spending time reading about, watching and listening to high-consciousness resources such as actualized.org, Mooji, Deepak Chopra, Ken Wilber, Teachings of Buddha, Jesus, etc.

Hi, Today a friend who is into sprirituality recommended me urine therapy. I'm interested to see different perspectives of the potential benefits and dangers. I've both seen a lot of videos rooted in 'orange', saying they are claiming it's something you should not do. This because they claim your body can not get rid of certain waste this way. They also talk about the risks of bacterial or viral infection, for example due to herpes, as well as risks of intoxication, especially when on medications. Also I've seen some videos I feel are rooted in 'green' since they claim it's a super medicine, it can cure cancer, etc. without talking about any potential risks. For awhile, I'm already eating my own semen, obviously there is some urine in it as well since it comes through the same tract. I don't think it doesn't hurt to start with a little bit just to make sure it doesn't do anything instantly bad for me. Ultimately I'm interested to see 'second tier' points of view on this topic in order for me to help decide whether I should try this on long term. The last thing I'm looking for is complete debunking nor non-pragmatic claims that don't take any potential risks into consideration. Just share your perspective, or make remarks on somebody else's, it doesn't have to be conclusive at all. Being non-conclusive is a big plus since after all, as I'm not looking for a solid truth here, rather I'd like to see some nuanced perspectives whether to see if I consider it worth to take the risk or not. Thanks in advance!

Well, at least we're staying away from the brown stuff so far. Jokes aside, Since I'm zinc deficient, even though I'm already supplementing there might be chance it actually helps. Once a guy who eats his own as well told me that we lose a lot of zinc through ejaculation. PS: I think I already have my answer, so perhaps this thread can be locked now.

@Michael569 Thanks for sharing your point of view and typing all that text, I won't risk it then. What about eating my own semen? I've heard similar stories about health benefits, however semen is not a waste product, would it be wise to continue eating it?

Perhaps cleaning up your diet might help? It did the trick for my mental health. I've been dealing with psychosis, insomnia, and OCD as well. Also serious mood swings but not to the point of bipolarity, even though I've had glimpses of what mania might be? For a few weeks, try cutting out wheat, milk, MSG, canned foods, sugar, artificial sweeteners, reducing histamines, eating whole foods only. MCT oil, zinc supplementation, fatty fish and brocoli sprouts help me a lot, so maybe you might add them to your diet? Then after a few weeks re-introducing every potential trigger food, first in a very low dose, wait 3 days, then higher and seeing what it does. Maybe all of this doesn't help at all for you, but it might be worth giving a try. Take care!

Hi folks, This is my first post, or better said my ego's first post as I still have a long road to go. Perhaps a little introduction: I was diagnosed with Autism early on, as well as several commodities. I've been able to mitigate most of the symptoms as well as some physical health problems like allergies, acne, joint pain, etc. with a low-histamine low-glutamate diet, high zinc, high omega 3 diet. I don't want to go into detail about that right now, nor take this short summary as advice as it omits most of the important details, I will probably do so later in another section of the forum. This is purely to give some background. In short I eat lots of fresh vegetables and fatty fish and no gluten, processed foods, dairy, etc. Some of my sources for this diet are from Dr. Katherine Reid PhD and Dr. William Walsh, PhD. Rather google their research instead of taking this summary as advice. That said the first days I started this diet I got an ego death, gradually diminishing to better general functioning, higher empathy and emotional intelligence than before and feeling alright most of the time for the first time. Now comes the actual post-introduction part: I developed a passion for strategy games around the age of 13 or so (I'm 25 rn), thanks to my ego death and Leo I know that there is no point in video games, but the same goes for anything except observing I guess. If it was just for the gaming itself I'd had already thrown this habit away, in fact I mostly did, like I game only 1 hour a week or so, sometimes not at all for months. However I started modding only a few weeks after and at the moment I probably have way over 10.000 hours spend on modding, more than anything else in my life, since I dropped out of school at the age of 15 and I'm now on benefits so I'm a master at modding (even though I had to make a lot of low quality content to achieve that), the problem is that I'm not good at finishing my own mods, well not yet and started many projects while only finishing a handful of small ones, nothing major. A lot of my work is part of other people's mods and people in the modding community value my efforts, yet criticize my inability to finish my own stuff. Since the diet change I made more progress than ever before on one of my projects. The Project in question is a campaign of Alexander the great for a total war game. I'm highly aware modding is a manifestation of the ego. It feels like it wants to finish my flagship project, and probably nothing else after that for the following reasons, not sure if they are excuses of the ego to continue with low awareness habits or not or they are good intentions to grow from the 'expert' level to the 'achiever' level of ego development. * My ego death and Leo gave me some insights into the post conventional levels, but I feel like I gotta work on getting a large project done first before I can move on since I feel something is missing in my self-esteem otherwise which I used to out in toxic ways. I want to feel like I can get shit done, not just one task but a whole project. I want to use this as a stepping stone for further development. * To have one less thing one my bucket list, and stop have a feeling it's done, so my ego doesn't feel like I have wasted 10 years of my life on making mods while never finishing anything major. If I still have some form of ego when I die I'd regret I never have finished my teenage dream. * My mod is intended to be insanely hard, beyond almost any game or mod that's out there, to the point of nigh-impossibility of success on the difficulty hardest level. I want to use it as a stepping stone to actually play it and 1) have fun getting my ass kicked 2) trying out risky strategies without risk 3) eventually conquering virtual Persia on the hardest difficulty, again to grow some feeling I can get things done against all odds (not sure if this is an excuse of the ego, well it is, but is it a healthy one). I want to discuss with you if this goal is a trap or not, I'm highly aware it's just a manifestation of the ego since I lost all interest in this during my ego death. Nonetheless, the same is true for Leo's goal of becoming a Yogi, even tho it's a desire of a more mature ego than mine. To be clear: I don't feel this is my end goal just one chapter of my life I want to complete to move to the next, and forget about modding, thinking about a next goal. In short: I'm wondering if it's a trap or is it a healthy desire, which will allow for personal growth. Next if I have set a strategic intent, I want to apply the other 6 pillars of strategy to this. I might post about that later. I'm aware my ego is just bullshitting here about a autism and a video game mod in a forum of spiritual development and it feels insecure about that, I'm also aware there is no need for shame as spiritually developed people won't judge anyway tho, but what would you tell my monkey mind to do? Thanks in advance!

For me zinc supplementation and fatty fish as well as reduction of histamine intake did wonders after I learned pollen allergy was one of the symptoms of undermethylation. What antihistamines can do, you can also do naturally. For me it has an even greater effect and no side effects. Unfortunately I had to break my vegan diet in order to tackle my undermethylation, but with great succes for my health. Other than fish everything I eat is still fully plant based though. Perhaps do some research about the methylation cycle as well as epigenetics, and decide for yourself whether or not it's worth trying? This can be a good source to start: https://www.walshinstitute.org/ Feel free to shoot any more questions.

I've been there, narcissism comes from a lack of consciousness, there is only consciousness of how to use others to satisfy ones needs. In stage red it feels like ones right, everything which interferes with that is wrong/betrayal. Rules are only good if they protect or satisfy ones needs, if they don't it's alright to break them. If nobody sees it it did not happen, if people see it the rules are wrong. You're right and everybody else is wrong unless they agree with you. Nonetheless it's more enlightened than stage purple or beige.

Legality and morality are two different things. Eventually morality is relative, there are several stages of morality. Eventually the only moral thing to do is to transcend level after level and go out of Plato's cave. What one considers immoral depends on once stage of moral development. Nonetheless I think cutting off balls, walking them on a leash, keeping them in a cage and feeding them junk is far more abusive than rubbing some sensitive spot. Nonetheless all the former are legal while the latter is not, unless you're breeding them but this is clearly rape. To put this into a perspective, for years, I've lived in a place in which everything that stood in the way of my desires was immoral/betrayal and deserves the most cruel punishment possible. Everything I wanted was the right way. One truly perceives it as that. This way of thinking not bad, it's more “moral” than stage purple.

For me the whole internet is like heroin even though I blocked half of it using ad, social media and distraction blockers, sometimes custom scripts. My YouTube looks like this: Only a search and side bar, I did this through custom scripting. I'm not going to share mine as once a certain amount of people do this they will probably fix it and I'd have to re-script. If you want it, write your own one. Strip the UI's of distractions for every website you use often using custom scripts. Facebook, Instagram, etc. is fully blocked and I have to do a complex procedure to unblock them. What I do too is only booting my phone for verification codes and often unplugging the internet for several days Also I never take my phone with me. Thoughts like, I might need my phone if I'm in trouble are self deceit of the ego. Know the ego will always find excuses. Your phone and excuses actually limit your creativity when you are in trouble abroad. For a million years humans have survived without smartphone. If you need your phone for work you can always get a dumbphone... or another job. It's important to torture ones ego with boredom. For example to watch your clock one hour a day, be masochistic about that. It's better for you than 5 hours of YouTube as boredom will give you your own creative insights and solutions. Eventually boredom will cease to exist. Other things you can do is putting a timer one your wifi router, giving you only 1 hour a day and/or intentionally getting a slow internet connection. A internet fasting day every week can help too. As well as deleting all social media accounts you don't need. Keep fora though as they give less instant gratification. Also you can turn off any notifications of messaging apps not required for work, not auto-launching them by booting your OS, etc. Relaxing wallpapers help too, mine are of Japanese gardens. Hopefully any of this can be helpful

I think as long as we treat stage red people as 'bad people' they will be exactly that "Psychopathy is incurable". If we can see through their amoral behavior and understand these people have an underlying stressor, whether this is a chemical unbalance, deficiency, food intolerance, past trauma, ongoing abuse, rejection. If we try to take that stressor away from them, instead of overloading them with judgement and punishment, beautiful things can happy. People dwelling in stage red are the ones who need our love the most. This man describes it very well:

It turns my gut upside down to write about this. Not want to use a “poor me” control drama here, just want to give you an idea of what the cognitive dissonance feels like to give you further insight. Never before did I summarized it this complete, especially not in public. I'm glad I found a place like actualized.org where people are not judging very harshly like in most of society. Posting this gave me some kind of relief, adding to that, your answer made my day since it gave me a feeling of finally being understood by someone. I cannot thank you enough!!

What she describes is pretty recognizable for how I experienced life a lot of the time before I started supplementing zinc as well as reducing intake of some nutrients including histamine (Undermethylation?), as well as glutamate. Also I added fatty fish to my diet, I was 'vegan' before that but it was not for the animals... even though I said so as took sadistic pleasure in torturing animals. I loved trolling meat eaters, especially children to see their reaction when showing images of what happens in slaughterhouses. I also loved to share videos of vegans who undergo the same treatment as animals as a protest (things like livestock branding on humans). When it came down to political views I was an eco facist (hence the veganism), it came down to that I thought there were too many people and any individual or group of people I didn't like should have been executed in the most painful way possible because they deserve it. Furthermore, I also had the same sort of laugh (tension around the mouth area, one side slightly pointing upward) and way of eye movement (often looking at one side when in a conversation). Also, I have to note I was extremely narcissistic. When I was horny I would start flirting with over 10 guys in several chat windows hoping to get somebody to have intercourse with that night. It didn't feel wrong even though I was putting my own and other's sexual health at risk. I felt like I had the right to do so because I was horny. Furthermore I had a lot of fetishes, including BDSM. When I didn't have as much money as I liked I prostituted myself. It didn't feel wrong at all as my desire for money justified this. Also I went to climate protests with signs, like: “Ride my ass, not a car” or “Fuck me not the planet”. You get the idea. People wanted with me on the picture and I loved the attention. I know it sounds crazy but having a mostly stage green upbringing, people did confuse me with what I now would call radical stage green. Barely anyone around me knew about any of this, except the music taste 'n stuff. People saw it as rebellious I guess, being a non-comformist. I think stage red can imitate any first tier stage, it will tell everyone what they want to hear in order to get what they want. They can be known as a loving, caring person as is the case for some serial killers. They might be a volunteer at Oxfam, which I was. Nonetheless it can't fool second tier, but second tier will understand their dynamic. Concerning relationships, for me I regarded it as a subscription to a sex partner or to get money. There was only lust, greed & sadism, no love. I didn't know what love felt like. If I cheated on my partner, I felt it was their fault because they did things that make me do that and I made very hurtful insults. Often this is where they hit the hardest, I want to make the other person feel how they neglected my sexual desires, or neglected their physical appearance so I had to cheat. Furthermore, I spend hours online trolling, it felt so satisfying, not realizing I did anything wrong. I felt I had the right to do so because it is entertaining me. If I watched a movie, it was mainly for the action, destruction, manipulation, gore, battles, sex scenes, heroism, explosions, vulgar jokes, etc. Often I looked the internet for disgusting images or clips, it felt satisfying, I got high from it just by watching. For example, pictures er clips of victims of war, crocodile users, genital mutilation, train suicides, torture, etc. (mentioning these is causing me a lot of cognitive dissonance right now). Regarding music taste, it was stuff like black metal, emoviolence, screamo, deathcore, noise, porno/goregrind, hard bass, aggrotech, trap, industrial, harsh EBM, etc. You get the idea. I didn't have a tendency towards physical violence... well I was angry, but I worked it out on myself through self harming behaviors, using those to show others they were driving me too far. (Poor me control drama?) It always felt I was right though and I had to show the other what damage they were causing if things didn't go my way. It didn't feel like things not going my way, it felt like things not going the way they should, not being treated fairly, subconsciously assuming I was entitled to everything. Also, I've been told I guild tripped people. Also, I felt a feeling of satisfaction if an ex-partner engaged in self-harming or suicidal behavior, I felt like it was what they deserved for not living up to my expectations. Also what I did when people blocked me on social media is gossiping about them, when I did so it felt like the other person had no reason to block me and it was betrayal by doing so thus I had the right to do so. Often it's not a good idea to block stage red people on social media as it enrages them if they notice and then will blackmail you. They will show people screenshots of every secret/delicate thing/crime you ever admitted. Playing grey rock is often way more effective. Try to seem boring, uninteresting, short, repetitive, etc. If you make new Facebook posts make an exception on visibility so they cannot see them, except when you are posting about religion, socialism/communism (stage blue stripped of God), methylation disorders, a video about the health effects of healthy eating, perhaps a spiral dynamics video... anything that has any chance of helping them transcending stage red. Summarized people in stage red feel like fulfilling ones short term desires is the ultimate righteous goal and other people are out there to provide it for them. If they don't do so they are 'bad' people and they deserve to suffer and/or die, preferably the former though. The way I thought about that was: The only wrong about murder is that a dead person can no longer suffer. Often I told things like this as dark jokes to my metalhead friends, but I actually meant it. Typing all of this gives me a very weird vibe, cognitive dissonance? Because some part was used to get dopamine off these - sadism was the best feeling I knew - I still get the same feeling now, however it feels worse than any flow, happiness, love plus a feeling of repulsion. This gives me a strange sweaty vibe. I don't like it - it feels horrible - even though my ego still feels attracted to it somehow as it's conditioned to get dopamine from such kind of things. One could call it negative pleasure, pleasure but it's feeling very bad, a low high. After getting past this all there was a lot of initial guilt, shame, fear, insecurity and self-judgement. This was a period in my life I took the bible very literally. I even literally thought of God as an old man with a long white beard sitting on a cloud in the sky, surrounded by angels with yellow halo's above their head. I think it helped me a lot to progress. However, thanks to Leo, I came across the model of spiral dynamics this aided me to see things into a higher perspective... now I know he actually is a bald man running this website ;-P Right now I do feel empathy, love, flow, gratitude, forgiveness (including self forgiveness) and I'm looking towards expanding. I meditate, exercise, further cleaning up my lifestyle. Hopefully I gave you some insights which could help yourself and others. If there are anymore questions, please shoot! PS: Leo, if you read this, your video about stage red covers a lot and it was very helpful. Thank you so much! I do feel it's seriously lacking in some areas. Especially the section about transcending from red to blue could be expanded a lot. I have a friend who also transcended stage red through a low histamine diet and meditation. Feel free to use any of this as material to make another video on transcending stage red. Perhaps make a short one too with a lot more framing & action aimed at stage red people themselves as they usually have short attention spans. Everything which doesn't instantly produce dopamine is boring to them, there has to be action, heavy music, etc. Make it a bit edgy as the concept of edgyness is basically the whole red vibe summarized in one word. I think it's best to avoid anything that could be seen by them as attacking their ego because they will push them further into red. Perhaps make a little side-YouTube channel with 10 short 10 minute videos aimed at stage red. Also don't hesitate to ask any additional questions.

Thanks for showing you another perspective. My ego I kinda felt overwhelmed by the fear of regretting not realizing my childhood dream on my deathbed, even though I know there is something beyond. They are just about to release a remaster for the game which is oven more moddable, this helps a lot helps with motivation. Maybe the achievement finishing my modding project can create a sense of contentment in to my ego to not being pulled back when looking for awakening, enlightenment or beyond. I have heard of some yogi's reaching an 'avatar' level/third tier spiral dynamics. I don't know whether this holds any truth or not, but I have a strong desire to see what's there out of curiosity. I truly wonder what beauty can be seen outside Plato's cave.